Okay guys, here is chapter 12. Part of the chapter will be a flashback right after Jax and my OC Alicia first sleep together. Let me know what you think!

Jax handed me the giant plush monkey.

"I have to ask, is the monkey your new favorite cuddle buddy? Cuz I remember a time I was at the top of that list."

"Yes, he's my number one now. You maybe come in as a strong number two," I replied playfully.

What the fuck am I doing? I'm flirting with my late best friend's huband. I shouldn't be doing anything like that. We ended that shit when he told me to leave. Then again, he started it. Ugh Alicia, that's the most ridiculous excuse you could ever think of! Just because he's flirting, doesn't mean you should throw it right back. Just say good night, and don't even think about hugging him.

I got up from the couch, and tried moving my arms around my wide gift. I moved my face to the side of the monkey, and looked at Jax.

"I'm going to get some sleep. Enjoy the rest of your night. Watch some porn, drink a beer. Really kick your feet up."

He laughed and turned his attention back to the tv.

"Yeah, maybe I will. Night."

I nodded and quickly brought myself to my room.

Jax turned his head and checked out his friend's ass until she was out of eyesight.

He bit his bottom lip, and went over to the tv. He bent down, and opened the small wooden cabinet that was under the television. Jax let his finger run along the small stack of dvds until he reached one of the movies Luanne produced, and gave him for his birthday.

"Here we go."

His fingers pulled out the dvd, and popped it open. Jax turned around and put the dvd case on the glass coffee table. He turned back around to face the tv, and his eyes landed on the dusty dvd player. He pushed the open button and laid the dvd inside. He closed it with his hand, and the dvd began to load. Jax picked up the remote and lowered the volume to make sure the obscene moaning wouldn't wake his kids. When he did so, he fell back on the couch and put the remote on the armrest.

He feverishly loosened his belt, and unbuttoned his jeans. He gripped his hardening cock and waited for the first scene to begin.

In the first scene, a oversized busty blonde woman with about a pound of makeup on was pleasuring herself in her bedroom, fantasizing what she wanted her husband to do to her when he made it home from work.

Jax did the same as the porn star, and closed his eyes, letting his mind take over. He stroked himself once, and let a low groan slip past his lips. He tried imagining fucking the blonde on the screen, but his mind shifted elsewhere. His mind began thinking about memories.

Flashback(Jax's POV):

I felt Alicia shift in my arms. Damn, she was awake. I didn't want her to wake up yet because the first thing I know she will want to do is get away from me as fast as possible. I wasn't ready to let her go yet. With our bodies facing each other, I tightened my arm around her sheet covered waist as she tried moving away from me.

"Where do you think you're going?", I opened one of my eyes to look at her. She had a guilty smirk on her face.

She rested a hand against my face, and moved her face closer to mine. She placed a peck on my lips.

"I'm going to take a shower. I have to wash the Jax Teller scent off of me."

"Why would you want to do that?"

"Because we're finished, and I have to work in an hour."

"Lee, who said we were finished? Us sleeping was only the intermission."

She raised her eyebrows.

"Is that so?"

"Definitely."

I rolled her onto her back, and I shifted my body on top of her. She slid her hands up my back, her fingertips pressing hard into my skin. My nose brushed against hers.

"Ya know, we can make this an everyday thing."

"Really? You think we can do this everyday. You with being president, me working and helping out with your kids. How would we find time?"

" You have breaks at work. I get some time to myself during the day. "

"You're serious about this?"

"Yeah, Lee. I feel like we owe it to ourselves. Help get our minds off of all of the bullshit around us. What do you say?"

My hands found hers, and I moved our hands right above her head. My hips grinded against her, making my cock grind against her folds. I thrusted forward, pushing my way inside her. Alicia squeezed my hands, and arched up her whole body.

"Is that a yes?"

I pulled out all the way, only to enter her again, only more forceful, making her cry out.

"Yes. It's a yes," she managed to breathe out.

I let my head fall forward and I kissed her.

"Looks like we have a deal. Do you wanna shake on it?"

She smiled and moved me onto my back with a forceful maneuver. She kissed her way down my body, and looked up at me once she reached my groin.

"I have another idea."

Present ( Back to Alicia's Pov)

The next morning, I brought Abel and Thomas to the park. I was on the swings with Thomas on my lap, and Abel was playing tag with a young girl he just met on the brown and yellow colored jungle gym.

Abel jumped from the top of the jungle gym where the blue slide was located to get the little girl by the bottom of the slide.

I jumped to my feet, almost having a heart attack.

"Abel, please be careful. Use the stairs. That's what they're there for."

"Okay.", he touched the girl on the shoulder, and she started to chase him.

I sat back down on the swing, and my legs moved Thomas and me in a slow motion.

"You have some beautiful children. Are they yours?"

I turned my head, and a handsome black man in a suit was sitting on the swing next to me."

"No, they're a friends."

"Alicia Moore, correct?"

"I'm sorry, but have we met?"

"I saw you around St. Thomas not too long ago. You were a nurse there, right?"

"Yeah."

Yeah, you were one of the nurses to care for my mother before she died. I'm August Marks. My mother was Rose Marks."

"I remember her. I'm sorry for your loss."

"Thank you. "

I looked back over to the playground to watch Abel.

" Rumor has it you have been seen around with Jax Teller."

My head looked back at him slowly. I knew who August was. He was Pope's second hand man. Why is Jax working with him? This asshole was bad news.

"What do you want, August?"

"Teller has something of mine. I want it back. I just want you to deliver the message."

"And if I don't?"

He got up from sitting on the swing and stood in front of me. His nostrils flared and his jaw was clenched.

"Look Alicia, you don't want to see what I'll do if you try to fuck me over. Then again, maybe you need to see what I'm capable of."

I held Thomas closer to me.

"Take care, Ms. Moore."

He adjusted his suit, and walked away from the playground.