Thank you Malice Slashlover for pre-reading and Sue273 for betaing. Any remaining mistakes are my own.


Chapter 12

The next morning Jasper and I sleep in and it's almost noon by the time we finally sit down to our breakfast. Edward comes in carrying a bag, stomping his feet. "It's snowing too much for us to work on the renovations today," he says, shaking snowflakes off his beanie.

I swallow my toast and put on a sad panda face. "Oh no, I had looked forward to it. What on earth can we do instead?"

Jasper puts his coffee cup down, chuckling along with Edward as he joins us at the table, helping himself to some coffee. "Yes, what could we possibly do indoors all day just the three of us?" he pretends to consider this.

"Hm, we can watch porn instead!" he offers happily.

"But why would we watch porn?" I ask him disappointed. "It's so much better watching the two of you instead. We could watch porn anytime." I feel Edward's foot kicking my leg under the table and he shakes his head very lightly when I look at him. I don't understand what he means but I go with it.

"Well, I was thinking about what the two of you said you wanted last night," he starts, leaning over to grab a slice of toast from my plate.

"Me topping you, you mean?" Jasper wonders.

"Yes," Edward says muffled, his mouth full of food. He swallows it down with coffee and dries his mouth with a napkin. "I remember you said you've watched gay porn, Bella. Have the two of you watched it together?"

I look at Jasper and he swallows hard before he answers in a hesitant voice, "No?"

"Do you mean you have watched it together or not?" Edward asks confused, looking over at me for an explanation.

"No, we haven't watched it together. Yet," I explain and look over at Jasper. "Why did you say it like that?" I ask him.

"Well, I ..." he says, looking a little embarrassed but then gets a determined expression on his face as he looks at me. "I've watched some of what you have on your computer, Bella. I'm sorry, I should have asked you first."

I take his hand, squeezing it. "Aww, you didn't have to ask me if you could watch what I have, Jasper. I don't have any secrets from you! Not anymore," I add, smiling at him. "Why didn't you tell me?"

His eyes flash over to Edward. "Ah, it was during these last few months, you know? I've only done a few things with Edward many years ago and now he has all this experience and you were going to watch us, Bella. I just wanted to see if I could get some pointers or something."

"Oh, baby," I say. "You should have told me and we could have watched it together. We should have talked more about this."

"So, you've watched it to learn," Edward says nonchalantly as he stares into his cup, swirling the content around and then looks up at us, asking, "Did it turn you on, Jasper?"

"Ah, well," he says embarrassed.

"It certainly turns me on," I tell him helpfully. "But you already knew that, of course," I chuckle.

Edward chuckles too, "Yeah, I think we've proved that a few times already. I for one love watching porn. I can't see why you should be embarrassed about that. Either of you."

"Yeah, well. I'm not embarrassed to talk to the two of you about it," I tell him. "Not anymore, at least. But it's not something I want everybody to know. I would hate it if my co-workers or kids found out. That would be horrible."

"They're not here now, are they?" Edward says and I shake my head. "So, do you wanna?" he asks again as he gets up to find the bag he had with him and pulls out his computer.

I would much rather watch the two of them but Edward seems to have a plan with this and I would love to find out what he has on his computer. I look at Jasper and wonder if he will feel comfortable with us watching it together for the first time with Edward here. He smiles at me, kissing me lightly. "I'm okay with it if you are," he whispers against my lips and I nod and smile at him.

Edward sets his computer up on the table by the sofa. Jasper and I sit next to him, watching as he finds what he's looking for. He must have planned this when he came over, because all he has to do is push 'play', then the movie starts.

A man is sitting on a sofa, he looks to be somewhere in his late twenties with dark hair, wearing a t-shirt and jeans. The doorbell rings and he opens the door to reveal another man with blond hair who he obviously knows. They sit down and talk a little before they start kissing. It's easy to see that these two are great kissers. It looks so sensual and even though they're acting, it looks very real. In most of the porn I've seen, the guys are not as convincing as this and they often look into the camera or seem very unsure of what they're doing.

The dark haired guy undresses the blond and begins sucking his hard cock, deep-throating him right away. The blond guy moans and pulls his hair, throwing his head back. We can hear the slurping of spit around the hard cock and the dark haired guy seems to love what he does to the other man. I see a movement in the corner of my eye and it's Jasper adjusting his cock in his jeans. I put my hand on his thigh.

The sucking and moaning continues and suddenly we hear a door nearby open and close. Another man, who looks younger than the other two, comes into the room. The shock on his face and the way the blond man's head snaps up shows that the two of them didn't know about each other. The dark haired man looks relaxed and must have known about the new guy and he starts trying to calm both of them down. The blond man still sits there with his hard wet cock erect and the young guy can't help but stare at him.

I let my hand slide up to Jasper's bulge, letting it rest there. None of us says anything, we just watch the movie and see that the dark haired guy starts kissing the young one and the blond takes his own cock in his hand and starts jerking himself off in front of the two others. Soon all three of them are having sex with the young guy in the middle and all of us are panting as loud as the porn stars.

When they all have come and the movie is finished, I'm pressing my thighs together and squeezing Jasper's hard dick over his pants. Edward's gruff voice fills the quiet room, "Do you … do you want to go into the bedroom?"

Both Jasper and I jump up at once and follow him. I sit down in the chair just in time to see Jasper pushing Edward down on the bed. He chuckles at Jasper's impatience but quickly shuts up when Jasper rips off his own shirt, throwing it aside and crawls up over Edward, straddling him. He pulls Edward's arms over his head, holding them there as he stares down at Edward, "You find something funny, Edward?" Jasper asks.

Edward shakes his head violently, "No!"

"I want to fuck you now, can I do that?"

Edward swallows hard and nods, "Yeah. Yes, I want it."

"Good," Jasper's tone softens a bit and he lets go of Edward's arms and stands up to take off his jeans and briefs. "Strip!" he commands Edward.

Edward chuckles again as he pulls his jeans off his legs."It didn't seem to me like you were quite ready for this before, but I think my plan helped."

Jasper just growls in answer, now naked in front of him, his cock hard and leaking. He takes Edward's legs and pulls his ass to the edge of the bed where he kneels and spreads Edward's ass cheeks apart, imitating the dark haired guy in the porno. He dives right in and licks Edward's perineum again and again. He devours his hole and all three of us are panting and moaning. He fucks Edward's hole with his tongue, both of them are jerking their cocks before Edward pushes his face away. "I'm ready. I'm ready! Good God!"

Jasper's usually so sweet and attentive in bed with me. He always takes care of my needs and me first and this is a side of him I've rarely seen before. It's such a turn-on to see and I feel like the air is squeezed out of me. He rips open the condom and spreads a strip of lube on his cock, smearing it around with his fist by pumping it a few times.

"Turn around. I want you on your hands and knees right here before me," Jasper says, stepping close to the edge of the bed as Edward twists and sticks his ass in the air.

I want Jasper to be like this with me too - why hasn't he?

"Just do it, Jasper, stick it in me!" Edward moans when Jasper hesitates, his cock ready at his entrance.

"All right, all right, hold still," Jasper orders, holding Edward's hips still as he pushes himself inside, groaning at the sight. He slips all the way in immediately, pushing his hips forward so their balls meet. His hands grip Edward's hips, his right hand holding Edward in place as he slowly pushes in and out. He looks up and sees me staring. "Fuck, baby, do you see this?" he asks and we both look down at his cock buried in Edward's ass.

"Mm," I moan. "What a perfect cock in a pretty ass."

"Ah, yeah!" he grunts, speeding up his thrusts and the room fills with wet, slippery noises and moans.

"Touch yourself!" Jasper orders and both Edward and I do as he says. Jasper's pumping in and out of him, pushing him forward on the bed as Jasper grasps his hips with both of his hands to keep him in place.

"Oh, oh, oh," Edward grunts along with Jasper's thrusts.

"Oh, fuck, Edward, I need to come. Fuck are you coming?" Jasper pants, his face almost looking like he's in pain.

Edward's hand becomes a blur over his dick and his face full of concentration, his eyes squeezed tight. "Aah, yeah, just like that," he moans, his dick spurting white come into his hand and the sheets beneath him just as Jasper rocks his hips in uncontrolled thrusts against him and comes with one, two, three more thrusts - there, we've all come and all the tension slips out of our bodies immediately.

I watch them lazily with my head resting on the back of the chair as they fall down beside each other on the bed. Jasper stretches his hand out to me and tries to pull me to him, but I'm too feeble to get up. "Wait a minute and let me get my energy back," I grin at him.

He and Edward chuckle. "That was great!" Edward says.

Jasper lifts his arm lazily and pretends to hit him in the arm, "Only great, huh?"

He turns to me again, "Come here, baby. Please!"

"Ah, you two are such cuddlers," Edward remarks when I squeeze in between their sweaty bodies. "I want that too!"

"Oh, come here, you big baby," I say and drag his heavy arm over me.

"Yay!" he says in a girly way and we all laugh, lying in the middle of the bed, just getting our breath back.

"Mm, Jasper?" I say after a while of just resting.

"Mhm," he snuggles his nose into my neck.

"Why can't you do that to me?" I ask him softly.

"Mhm, what?" he asks, kissing up to my ear.

"I want you to just take me like that too sometime; don't hold yourself back, just push me down and thrust!"

"Oh fuck," Edward moans beside me. "That's exactly what he did! I wouldn't think you had it in you, Jasper."

"Yeah, why can't I have that in me too?" I ask, twisting Edward's words.

"Mm, Bella," Jasper breathes in my ear, biting lightly at my lobe.

"Jasper!" I whine. "Answer me. I want to know!"

He lifts himself up, resting his head in his hand. "Edward said the other week he'd bottomed many times and I knew I didn't have to be as careful with him as with you, you being so much smaller and all."

"But I don't always want you to be careful with me, if you have stretched me first," I argue.

He strokes my cheek, looking deeply into my eyes, "I don't want to hurt you, Bella."

"You need to trust me to tell you if you hurt me," I stubbornly say.

"She's right, you know," Edward says and we look over at him. He's watching us closely. "It can be very arousing just being handled that way sometimes."

"Yes, exactly!" I say. "I like it when you're a little rough sometimes. I want you to do it!"

"All right, all right!" he laughs. "I'll try to remember that then."

We spend the rest of the day inside together and before Jasper and I drive home Sunday morning, we wish Edward a happy holiday and a safe trip home.


A/N:Thank you for reading!

Okay, now I finally have them where I've wanted them for a while; feeling safe and cozy together. *rubs hands together*