A/N: This might be a little late, but I thought I should mention that the chapters or journal entries aren't necessarily being written down in chronological order. She's writing things down different things as they come to her mind. There will be some time jumps in future chapters and I don't want anyone to get confused trying to figure out when the events are taking place.
Blush
Whenever our eyes would meet across a room you'd always wink and smile at me.
It made me blush.
Every.
Single.
Time.
Did you do that on purpose? Maybe you liked to see my blush. If you did you'll be happy to learn that I haven't outgrown that completely even after all these years. It's lessened a bit, but mostly I've learned how to cover it better with makeup.
Those winks weren't the only times you made me blush. I'd blush anytime you showed me extra attention.
Do you remember that school trip we took our senior year? We had to ride busses through the night to get to an amusement park in the morning. We stopped at a rest stop for a few minutes to take a break, use the restroom, and stretch out our legs.
It was so cold. And it was the middle of the night. I was walking back to the bus with my two friends. We were all shivering. One of my friends said something like, "Wouldn't it be nice if someone came to warm me up? Come on guys, this is your chance." She finished while we all laughed.
As if though she had conjured them up we heard people behind us suddenly. But no one reached for her. You were in that group and you snuck up behind me and gave me a hug from behind. I think there was even a peck to my cheek that I couldn't feel because I was so cold. "Are you cold?" you asked me while you brushed your hands up and down my arms trying to create friction.
I blushed so hard at the attention I was no longer cold.
