Title : HATE IT OR LOVE IT

CHAPTER 11

xx disclaimer : I don't own Fairy Tail or any of their characters, all of this own by the one and only the awesome Hiro Mashima.

xx pairing :

A/N: What's up ya'll! Sorry for being a lazy person. I was busied lately. Well I'm busy-ing myself with THE SIMS 3. How cool is that XD

So as usual, BIG THANK YOU TO THE SEXIEST READERS OUT THERE. You guys are the best and I love you so so so much *kiss kiss*

I don't have much to say here, however, have you guys watch Fairy Tail the Movie yet? I know I did and it was awesome but not as awesome as Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. Now that one is a killer I tell ya. Go ahead and check it if you haven't watches it.

Anyway, in Fairy Tail the Movie, there's a lot of NaLu moment going on in there. I keep telling myself "don't scream" cause the big bad dragon (my brother) is sleeping in the dungeon (his room) so I squeal silently. Haha XD

Bleehhh, moving on with the story. So here's chapter 11. Reminder: ignore the poor writing skills *thank you*


GRAY'S P.O.V

At Magnolia's Shopping Mall,

"Damn it, where the hell is he?"

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- 15 minutes later –

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"OH MY GOD! I LOST HIM!"

Yeah, I am Gray Fullbuster and I lost my one and only … SON. Lucy will be so disappointed in me. She'll definitely kill me. The one 'thing' that looks exactly like me, had to disappear. All because of my stupidity, I was too caught up with the reflection of myself on the window glass, damn me for being so good looking-

"Now, it's not the time idiot!"

She trusted me and now what have I done-

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FLASHBACK

At the Doranbolt's beach house (Gray's current house now)

**Ding Dong** (doorbell)

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**Ding Dong** (doorbell)

"Get the door pinky!" damn it, I'm trying to enjoy some movie here.

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**Ding Dong** (doorbell)

"The fuck- oh wait- he's not home- ugh!"

So I walked to the front door without even bother of my look, I still haven't showered yet and I'm only in my boxer.

Wait what if it's a woman at the door- nahh, who cares as long as it's not Lucy. Besides she doesn't know where I live. Probably the pizza guy.

As I open the door, I was shocked to see Lucy standing in front of it looking like an Angel from heaven, she's wearing a beautiful white dress just below her knees and holding a paper bag. I forced myself a smile and she look at me from head to toe and then look away, blushing. Why?

"Ack!" I realized that I was half naked, I quickly crossed both my arm on my chest, this is embarrassing and yet she's blushing because of my hot body perhaps. Damn, I still got it. Well done myself for having such divine body-

"Gray, please stop complimenting yourself." She said bluntly.

She's a mind reader, "Hey Lucy, come on in." I said shyly.

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The awkward moment has finally come. Right now, Lucy and I are both sitting on the couch facing each other. Well not really because we kept looking away. I think both of us find this situation very uncomfortable after the whole drama thing.

Then out of the blue, she started the conversation, "Don't you have a shirt to put on?"

"I kinda lost it, besides you know how I always walking around butt naked- since you're here so I'm holding myself a little bit from stripping." I can't help but give her a sly smile which makes her more annoyed with me.

"Whatever, you're not that 'hot' to look at anyway." She emphasized the word 'hot' with her hand and then smirking at me.

How dare she say that? I am very hot, hotter than the volcano- "Why are you here anyway?"

"Natsu told me you were sick-." She stops and glance at me, well I think she's looking at my body and I hurried cover my chest with both my hand, "-and so here I am, visiting you."

"Aww, you do care about me. How sweet." I can't help but making my cutest face ever in front of her.

"So here." She pushes the paper bag toward me, so I pick it up and check it.

"Eep, is this the chocolate cupcake?" Again, I'm brightening in front of her. She remembered my one and only favorite cupcake. She always made it for me back then when I was sick. Some people craving for soup when they're sick but not me, I'm craving for her- well her cupcake.

"Don't over thinking it, I just made it because- Jake asked me to do it so those are the leftover." She's blushing.

"Thank you Luce." Hah, I am so going to show this off to Natsu later, but where the hell is he anyway?

Lucy seems nervous cause she kept looking around the house, playing with her hand and she even bit her lip. If only I had the chance to bite that beautiful lip and- well I want to bite something more than that.

"So Gray."

"Huh?" Shit, I'm trying to fantasize about something here.

"I already told Jake about you and he said he was fine meeting you."

"Really?"

"Yeah and he was really excited about it. So how about tomorrow-."

Without even letting her finish her sentence, I stand up and- "Tomorrow sounds perfect!"

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END OF FLASHBACK

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"Stupid Gray!"

I keep hitting my head with my fist and I don't give a damn about people who keep staring at me. Yeah, let them see how I failed being a dad, a husband and a son. I could only imagine what they're going to say to me later if they found out about it.

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Lucy, "I hate you Gray, I should never trusted you. Jake is better off having Rogue as a father. Divorced me and so I can make another baby with Rogue."

Mommy, "Why do I even bother giving birth to you, you stupid son. I didn't have the chance meet Jake and now I will never have the chance to buy my one and only grandson his first car."

Ultear, "You're such an idiot, loosing someone that looks exactly like you. I am so embarrassed having a brother like you."

Mest, "Not cool dude. Not cool!"

Natsu, "Tch, maybe if Jake was my son, he wouldn't be lost. You are a disgraced to all human being, ice princess."

Rogue, "You bastard, why do you have to shows up and ruining everything. Now, be gone so I can marry Lucy and have more babies with her."

Loke, "I should have killed you when I first met you."

Kinana, "I thought you were different but I guessed it wrong. No more free French fries!"

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"NO! Not the French fries."

Without even realized it, I already on my knees crying on the floor in the middle of a shopping mall. I'm such an idiot, a big jerk that is. I am nothing but a big perverted exhibitionist. I can be never be a good father- I'm better off dying alone-

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Alone forever.

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And ever-

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"Daddy!"

Why is that sounds so familiar?

"Daddy!"

"Huh! Jake? Where are you?"

I quickly stand up, find the source of my son's voice. I keep turning around, I could almost feel like I'm going to puke somewhere. This turning around thing in the middle is making me dizzy.

Then I saw his tiny hand waving at me. He was standing in front of an ice cream shop and there's a dude holding his hand. How dare he hold my son's hand?

So I walked to him, then- "Jake! Where were you? I was so worried about you." I hug my son tightly, damn, I'm getting softer nowadays.

"Hey dad, I was here all along eating ice cream."

I look at him and he smile at me. I think I'm melting on the inside just like those ice creams. Suddenly the dude that is STILL holding my son's hand coughs a bit. I look at him furiously- "Who are you? And please, you can let go his hand now."

From his look, I can see that he's very considered on how he looks. He's wearing a very fashionable style clothe. He wore a tinted glass and looks very stylish on him and has a very dashing silver-ish hair color. He's not a pedophile is he?

"Oh sorry." He let go Jake's hand and then- "Dad, this is Rusty, he own this ice cream shop."

I tilted my head to the side to check out Mr Fancy Pant's ice cream shop. It is very- too colorful and fill with kids. Man, I will never enter a place like that.

"Hi, I'm Rusty Rose, owner of the Rusty Rose's Ice Cream Shop." He smiles brightly at me and I swear to God that I could see a stars and flowers shining right behind him.

I shake his hand- "Hi, the name's Gray Fullbuster, owner of this child- I mean father to this lovely boy."

"Yes, Jake just told me about you. You look- wow, you look exactly like him."

I look at Jake and then at Mr Fancy Pant- "You're not the first to say that." Then I chuckled alongside Mr Fancy Pants.

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- an hour later -

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So after the whole I-lost-my-son-incedent, I apologized to Jake for being careless and bless his heart that he's not going to tell Lucy about it. I even thanked Mr Fancy Pants for looking out for Jake when I was- lost somewhere.

Now, Jake and I were having a very delightful lunch at one of the fast food restaurant here at the Magnolia's shopping mall. To be honest, I'm not a fan of fast food because they're not that healthy and since my son loves it so much so I decided to just eat it as well. I mean, it's not like he's eating it every day. I'm going to have a word with Lucy later about Jake's interest in fast food.

In the past few hours, I learned a lot about Jake. He is so much liked me. He's proud with his looks, just like me. Well, we're the Fullbuster have some pretty good looks blood in us. Even my late dad was a good looking guy. So thanks dad and great grandfather.

I also found out that the reason Jake's always hanging out with the Dreyar's is because he have a crush on Emily, the daughter of Laxus and Cana, that's their neighbor. He kept telling me how cute Emily is, how funny she is, how he's going to marry her someday. When he said something about marriage, I already had the urge to cry, my boy is growing up but too fast. He's only six and he's already thinking about the future. I'm so proud of him. Lucy's doing a great job raising him and somehow it is making me guilty for being such a jerk father.

I look at Jake and- "So Jake, I'm sorry for everything." Now, the drama's here.

He put down his fries and look back at me smiling, "It's okay daddy, mommy told me everything. I understand. Besides, what's important is that you're here now."

Yeah, my boy is growing up, don't cry Gray. Don't you dare cry you jerk.

"Daddy, are you crying?" Ask my son while smirking at me. Yeah, we Fullbuster love to smirks.

"I'm not crying. I have something in my eyes." I look away and grab the napkin to wipe the tears. Just a little tears, nothing much. And I already see my son's laughing while eating.

"Anyway, I like that Rusty guy. He seems nice." Change the topic now.

Then, Jake look at me weirdly, "You're not supposed to like him." He said.

I'm confused, "Why?"

"That guy has a huge crush on mommy."

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"What!"

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"Yeah, they used to go on a date."

"WHAT!" I raised my voice loudly and people started to look at me annoyingly. But I just ignore them.

"I knew you're going to do that. Well, don't worry. Mommy doesn't date him anymore because he always bought me ice cream and because of that I had a cavity, that's what Rogue told me."

I growled hearing that stupid emo guy's name.

"But until today, Rusty is our supple- suplie- supplier- yeah that's the word. Supplier for ice cream."

"So does this Rusty guy still like mommy." Please say no, please say NO.

"I think he does, he was just asking about mommy a while ago."

Damn you Mr Fancy Pants, and I was about to like that guy. I bet he was faking being nice to me. I'm going to buy his stupid shop later and turn it into some café for old folks. Hah, no more kids that is going to hang out over there-

"It's not just him you know, there's a lot of guys that has a crush on mommy."

"Really now?" I said sarcastically- "Why don't you tell daddy who is it?"

"Okay!" Jake said with full enthusiasm.

Breathe in, breathe out Gray, "Enlighten me then."

"Okay, you know Rogue right so I don't have to tell you that. He likes mommy since high school."

Breathe in, breathe out Gray.

"Did you know Rogue's brother Sting? Yeah, he's blonde and he likes mommy too. He used to babysit me when I was a kid. He's nice but Loke called him pervert plus I heard from Kinana that Sting likes Yukino which is Rogue's assistant. But Cana told me that Yukino likes Rogue. So that's pretty complicated."

Okay, good to know. All I need to do is get this Yukino girl with Rogue. But what I'm going to do with the blonde head.

"Anyway, then there's Dan Straight. Loke's friend. They work at the same place. Dan was a funny guy who's in love with mommy. Last year during Christmas, Loke's having a party and Dan keep chasing mommy around the house saying how much he love mommy and it was so funny when Gajeel got annoyed by him and choked him with the mistletoe."

"Gajeel?" Who the heck is this Gajeel?

"Don't worry about him, he's our neighbor and he's in love with Levy, mommy's friend."

That's a relief, okay for this Dan guy, I think I'm going to kill him later.

"Moving on. We have Zeref. Yeah, the emo dude. That's what Loke called him. He was very pale and always wore dark clothing. He's one of mommy's students. He's weird but also nice. When mommy rejected him, he was so sad. He even tried to killed himself. But soon after that, Loke got him a girl name Mavis. She's so cute and Zeref fall in love with her, love at first sight style so he's old story."

Good, I think I'm going to send this Zeref boy some fruit basket later as thank you for not being obsessed with my wife.

"Urm, who do we got next?" Jake's making his thinking face while drinking the cola.

"There's more?" I ask him.

"Oh yeah, Hibiki. But he's already over with mommy. Urm- oh, my homeroom teacher. Mr Lahar. Very nice guy. He always asks me about mommy. So he definitely like her."

I am so going to report this to the school's authorities. How dare he ask my son about Lucy instead of focusing his ass on his job.

"Then- there is- Rufus Lohr, the owner of the Lohr's Bakery. Gajeel said he was a 'homo' but I don't even know what a 'homo' is. But I do know that he likes mommy because he only gave mommy free discount for a cake. Well he gave some to Erza too if he wanted to live longer. Erza's also one of mommy's friend."

This one also will be on my list for buy-his-damn-shop-and-destroyed-it. Breathe in, breathe out Gray.

"Ah, Zancrow. The mechanic. This guy is so obvious, every time mommy sent her car for a checkup. He always was shirtless. Maybe he's trying to impress mommy with his body. But I heard that Hughes, one of Rusty's friend like him. Gross, a guy likes another guy."

Tch, how pathetic. Impressed a woman buy showing some abs. What a low life- wait- I did that to Lucy too sometimes. Whatever. I need to find this Hughes guy so he could distract Zancrow.

"Who do we have next? Urm- Bixlow. Yeah Bixlow. I don't know what he did for living but he always around town once in a month. Loke told me he was a 'pimp' at Fiore. Whatever but he's pretty rich. And he always asking mommy's out but mommy doesn't seemed to like him."

A 'pimp' huh, he is so not on Lucy's list but he's on my list. I would like to see how much money he got. I bet he can't beat me. I am Gray Fullbuster after all, the richest guy in Fiore- well after mom.

"I almost forgot about Midnight."

"Midnight? Is that even a name?" Who the heck named himself Midnight?

"I don't know his real name but people around town called him Midnight plus he's always around night hours. He's nice, he works as a tattoo maker, I think. That's what Gajeel told me and he's the one that taught me how to draw. He's very good with that. He likes mommy too, of course."

What do I do with this Midnight guy, maybe I should stuck him in a coffin and throw it somewhere at Mount Hakobe. Yeah, that will do it.

"So daddy, you got yourself a lot of competition to win mommy's heart."

I laugh when I heard my son's words, "Are you kidding me, none of these guys that you just mentioned ARE worthy enough to be my competition."

"Very confident, I like the way you think bigger me." Jake's smiles at me and I smile back at him. We do look so much alike.

However, right now I feel like killing someone named Max Alors, I cannot believe he didn't tell me about whole of this. Even though Lucy's not dating these stupid people for real but this is some major important information.

"Jake, can I ask you something?"

"Shoot me."

"Did mommy say anything about me? Her feelings about me? Something like that."

Suddenly my son's grinning, oh he know something. "Yeah, but I'm not telling you." Then he stuck out his tongue to me. Damn kid.

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So now it's almost late in the evening and I'm driving in a car, with Jake sitting next to me. He was listening to the mp3 player very loudly with the headphones on him. We were on our way to my place, well- Mest's place but who cares. I'm planning on having a slumber party with my son later. Tch, a slumber party, I'm such a girl.

Then suddenly Jake's tucking on my shirt and said, "Daddy, shouldn't you call mommy first."

"Oh yeah, you right." I nodded at him. It's not like he's listening to what I said.

So I dialed up Lucy's number and put it on loudspeaker.

Few second later, she answers it, "H-hello G-Gray."

"Hey Luce? Why are you panting?" This sounds weird.

"W-What is it G-Gray?" She's panting again.

Thank God, Jake was busy with the mp3 player, "Urm, I was wondering if I could take Jake to have a sleepover at my place?"

"A-Aahh, stop it. I'm sensitive there."

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The fuck, did she just moan. What the hell is going on? "Lucy, what the hell is going on over there?"

She didn't answer my question instead I heard some guy over the phone, he said, "Wow, you're getting better at this. This is so worth my day off."

"Bullshit, what the fuck is going on Lucy?"

"A-Aahh, n-no. S-Stop it." She said while moaning loudly on the phone and I think I'm blushing now. Thank God again that Jake was looking out on the road. Oh my God, my ears. What the hell is she doing? Is she doing what I think it is?

"S-Sorry Gray, C-Can't talk. H-Have f-fun w-with Jake. B-Bye."

"N-NO! Don't hang up on me!" Damn it.

"Daddy?"

I was startled hearing Jake's calling me, I look at him and he's making that weird face again, "Why is your face look like a tomato?"

"Change a plan, we're heading home. Your home."

With that, I speed up towards Lucy's house.

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Meanwhile at Lucy's apartment, Loke just returned from the airport. He just sent his girlfriend there. Apparently, Aries had a meeting in Fiore leaving our poor guy over here very gloomy and devastated- again.

So as he open the front door, "It's good to be ho- OH GOD! WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON HERE!"


x x the end for chapter 11 x x

A/N: Dunn dunn dunn. Haha, now go ahead and think what might happen at Lucy's apartment and who is this mysterious guy that makes our dear Lucy's moaning XP and why is Loke's cursing when he entered the house.

Yeah yeah yeah, don't hate me too much kay. Laters baby *wink*

xoxo