Tabi

I wake up confused and stunned where am i? how did i get here?

As i try to get up i hear the door open and Christian walking through.

"Ah your awake, i brought you some juice i thought you might be thirsty"

he walks over to me and sits down on the edge of the bed as close to me as possible without touching, as i take the juice from him our fingers brush it feels like electricity is flowing from Christians body to mine, i feel my heart flutter and my breathing spikes how can this happen from one simple touch?

i no Christian felt it too as he gazes at me his lips part and his breathing speeds, oh god how i want him... ive never had sex before but i want Christian Grey... right here right now.

i get the feeling that Christian feels the same as his eyes lock on my lips, he leans in and i do the same our lips are almost touching when theres a knock on the door startling us both.

C pov

Tabi had THE most beautiful lips i have ever seen, there soft and pink and juicy.

I felt the spark run through us and call i can do is follow my bodys desire for her, Elena would kill me if she knew but i wont tell her and i no Tabz wont tell her so were ok, i lean in to kiss her i want her... so badly just as our lips are about to lock theres a loud knock at the door and we jump apart, i run my fingers through my hair if thats Elliott im going to kill him... as i get up to answer the door i realise its my mother.

"Dinners ready darling, oh Tabi sweetheart you look very pale are you feeling ok?"

"yes im fine... i should be going"

"nonsense honey your staying tonight, its all sorted dont worry"

Tabi looks at me with wide scarred eyes and i smile and nod that its ok i take her hand and lead her back to the house for dinner.

Its pretty late after dinner so i show Tabi the room she will be staying in tonight its ajoined to my room due to a partition door i tell her il keep it unlocked just incase she needs me during the night and with that i kiss her cheek and tell her goodnight.

As i climb into bed i cant help thinking what Tabis doing? is she awake? asleep? is she happy?, upset?...is she thinking about me? god i hope shes thinking about me... i groan to myself what the fuck am i doing? i punch my pilliow into a ball and do my best to sleep.

T pov:

Im awoken to a loud bang, shit theres a storm outside... i hate storms, i need to be anywhere but on my own for a second im confused about where i am i run towards a do and swing it open and suddenly im stood in another bedroom and thats when i see Christian sat in bed reading a book with his ipod on, he must be blocking out the thunder.

Christian spots me and takes his earphones out and says

" hey why are you awake?"

BANG...

I jump out of my skin and im trembling, my teeth are chattering and i feel like a block of ice.

Christian must see this cause as he tolds his hand out for me to take he gently pulls me to him so we end up under the covers of his bed cuddling.

I feel so warm, it feels nice, Christian is rubbing my back to stop me from trembling its hard i usually have so much controle over my emotions but being here so close to Christian makes me lose complete controle my body feels like its on auto pilot with him it goes against eveything i no but it feels so right...

"better?" Christian asks looking down at me, i realise ive stopped trembling but the storm is still very heavy.

Theres another bang and Christian wraps his arm tighter around me, i cuddle in to Christian and tilt my head up "thankyou" i whisper to Christian, he gives me a confused look and waits for me to explain "thankyou for saving me from the storm" i lean up and kiss Christians cheek.

C POV

"Thankyou..." huh what on earth is she thanking me from i havent done anything, when Tabi came into my room i was engrossed in a book and i had my ipod on there were two reasons for distracting myself first was the storm and second... my thoughts of Tabi being in the next room as me is very distracting, since coming to bed ive had a constant hard on just thinking about her i need to calm myself down.

Just as im thinking about taking matters into my own hands the partition door flys open and to my shock Tabis standing infront of me shaking like a leaf i hate seeing her like this i wonder if its the storm.

"hey why are you awake"

BANG...

Shit shes shaking worse now its defiantly the storm, i hold my hand out to her to comfort her but the second her hand touches mine i need her near me.

As i pull Tabi into bed with me shes still trembling i wrap my arms round her to try sooth her from the storm, she smells amazing and my erection is becoming strained again, how can she do this by just being close to me?

As Tabis body starts relaxing i feel the tention reduce "Better?" i want to make her feel better, i wanna protect her from everything not just from the storm but from Elena and a life of BDSM, i have no idea if Tab is active in BDSM or whether shes on the side lines but i feel like i want to no... no scratch that i NEED to no.

another bang announces itself and Tabi takes it as a cue to snuggle in further... not that i mind not one bit im enjoying having her so close "Thankyou"

"Thankyou for saving me from the storm"

Tabi lifts her head and places a single kiss on my cheek and i feel like i could stay like this forever, no school, family or Elena for that matter just us in this moment forever.

T pov

I remove my lips from Christians cheek and i hear his breath, were so close, i move my head to rest on his shoulder...

"Tabz..."

i look up to see Christians face just inches away from mine, i swallow hard as we lock our gaze.

oh how i want him... Kiss me Christian please, just as if Christian can read my mind he moves his mouth to mine as we never break our contact the kiss is sweet and gentle, i cant help it i run my fingers up into his hair its stoft, i tug on it and Christian moans i swear its the sexiest sound ive ever heard.

Christian gently rolls us over so hes on top as we continue to kiss, He grabs both of my hands and brings them above my head, i dont have time to stop and ask why as Christian runs his hand down my neck towards my breasts, im dressed in one of Christians tshirts and nothing else i moan into his mouth as he flicks his tounge in it feels so wrong but i want him and from the feel of him he wants me too.

Christian starts to move my tshirt up to reviele my naked body underneith, his hands cup my breasts as he moves his mouth to my neck i can feel a pull in my stomach, its amazing and i never want this night to end.

Christian moves down kissing, sucking and biting till he arrives at my pert nipples Christian closes his mouth around my nipple and i stiffle the urge to scream im panting now i feel Christians breath travel back up my body as our lips meet again its match of tounges theres so much passion in this kiss, i feel his hands move down to my sex his thumb brushes over my clit oh god it feels exsqusit

"Christian... please" he pushes a finger inside me and i feel like going to explode, Christian pushes another finger in and pumps back and forth getting harder his thumb circles my clit again and i start to tense "Chris...Christian...please"

"come for me Tabi..." he moves his mouth back to mine as i spiral into estacy my legs stiffen and my body shakes.

When i come down from my high i realise Christian is naked above me "Are you sure you wanna do this Tabz?"

"please Christian... i want you"

Christian roles a condom onto his impressive length and then settles between my legs waiting for permission again i lift my hips to meet him.

slowly... very slowly Christian pushes into me it stings and i tense Christian can sence this as he asks "Tabz... are you a virgin?"

i nod i dont dare talk as im afraid of my own voice, Christian looks away from me hes still slightly inside me and i feel like im in limbo, i want him but if he finds this too strange then things will never be the same again.

"Im really sorry but this is gonna hurt baby"

Christian closed his mouth back over mine and pulled back out and slammed back to me with force, the pain shot through my stomach i screwed my eyes shut, Christian stilled where he was and kissed my face over and over to ease the pain

"open your eyes baby... im going to move"

i open my eyes to the most memorizing grey eyes ive ever seen Christian slowly starts to move the pain is easing and is being replaced by pleasure before i no it my body is bending to Christian im moaning for more i need more

"please... Christian... harder" is all i can manage through gasps, a beautiful smile plays on his lips as he grinds his hips into me harder

"come for me baby, please i need it" and with that im lost all i see is Christian nothing else matters, "Christian..." i whisper as i look into his eyes as i fly over the edge two more hard thursts and Christian joins me "Tabitha..." Christian whispers as he stills and collapses on top of me.

He roles off me and kisses me lightly, Christian disposed the condom and climbed back into bed and holds me close, he kissed my hair as i succom to sleep

"sleep now baby"

is the last thing i hear before sleep takes over.