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"Lil Lady"

Leah PoV

It's crazy how fast times goes. I mean you find out your pregnant, and the next thing you know your getting ready to find out what the sex of your baby is. Not that you have fully came to grip with the fact that your going to have a baby in the first place, now your telling me that this creature inside of me is already big enough to tell what its going to be for the rest of it's life. Not to even mention that I only really have five more months to go before it's birth. Four months has done went this fast the other five is going to be going by in fast forward.

I've been up since the crack of dawn have cleaned the whole house, did all the laundry, and am now working on cleaning out this junk box that Embry calls a spare room. The last time that I have seen a mess this big was when I was 16 and had to help Seth clean his room. It looked like someone had taken all the boxes that was left over form the move, dumped them all in the floor and left. If the shit was in boxes would have really made this easier.

Here I sat a big ol trash bag to the side of me going through a bunch of papers and pictures. I really had no clue on what half the shit was. Old homework, notebooks from school. Report cards, bank statements from 2007 that read -0.30, pictures of the beach, sand.

Grass?

It got to the point to where I put all the papers in a box and to the left for Embry when he got up. I wasn't going to waste all my time going through it, It would give him something to do other then piss me off. Yeah, I said it Embry Call has found a away everyday for the last four months to do something that pisses me so far off that I have to take a cold shower to keep from killing him.

Sometimes the thought of no Embry is so enticing that I have to really remember that he is the father of my child and every kid needs a daddy. Well, put it like this soon children don't get the chance to grow up with a father. I am one of the blessed one that did get to grown up with a daddy, my other half wasn't so lucky. So, it all comes down to I can't kill Embry because my child will need a daddy later on in life.

But the thought is really tempting.

I asked Rachel if it was normal for me to be so upset by the thought of Embry. She assured me that it was just the hormones getting to me and that everything was fine. Coming from a lady that tried to run over there baby fathers in her 6 months is always the smartest thing to do. Rachel has really been my go to chick during this whole thing. I call her a million times a day asking her random things about the thing that I feel in my body I thought that I was making her sick until I realized if I didn't call her she was calling me to see what was going on because I wasn't on the phone with her.

it's a homegirl thing

When Nikkei's home she helps me out allot keeping my mental level stable. She's hardly ever home anymore meeting with some mystery man that she won't say anything about. I just smile to myself because little does she know word gets around and I know that she's been spending allot of time with my little brother. Who by the way is still with Carly so I don't know what's really going on there.

Pregnancy has really done a number to my body. Well.. not as bad as I thought it was going to do. Hell, to be four months I'm really small, I mean just a little bump. The doctor and nurse don't belive I'm four months when I tell them. Most of the little bit of the weight I have gained has all been in my belly and hips. I know that I will gain most of my weight at the end but I really don't think that I will get that big. I don;don't even have one stretch mark.

Thank god

As I get up out of the mess that's still around me I make my way to the door. Looking back shaking my head at the nothing I had done before I flipped the light off making my way down the hall. Embry was still in bed given that it was just now only 9 something in the morning. Nikkei hadn't made it in yet. So it was just me and my little creature to entertain ourselves. Granted it was no shocker when we ended up in front of the fridge going through it looking for something good.

God! I thought that I could get as a wolf you try being a knocked up wolf that wasn't a wolf no more but still stood strong to her nature because now it was like I was eating for a million. I could never get enough to eat, I mean I was always hungry and wanting to eat. If I saw food on TV I had to have it no matter what it was. I had already sent Embry out on some many late night missions one night casein him to drive all the way to Seattle only to get to a closed hot dog stand that he camped out in front of until it open bringing me back a hot dog that I didn't even want by the time he got back.

Yeah, he stayed at Quil's for three days after that one

After I had a bag of baby carrots, jar of jelly and a pint of buttermilk, I made my way to the couch setting up to watch the golden girls and eat. I pulled the throw around me settling taking a carrot dipping it in jelly laughing at the TV.

And this was how I spent my mornings

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" Leah! Wake up!"

What the fuck

" Leah!"

Someone was yelling right in my ear and it was pissing me off. I waved my arms trying to smack whoever it was yelling at me.

Can't you see im sleep

Before I had the chance to say anything or even move I felt the drops of water hitting my cheek and that was enough to get up up off the couch quick. I jumped up to find Seth standing in front of me with a stupid smile stretched across his face.

" What!?!" I screamed knocking the cup of water out of his hand.

I heard Nikkei laugh before I seen her standing in the kitchen door-way in the same thing that she had on last night.

" Well It's nice to see you made it in before 12 in the afternoon." I hissed at her letting her know that I noticed that she was still in the same thing she left in.

" The nights still young." She laughed throwing Seth a wink before she walked down the hall.

I watched her for a second before I remembered that I was pissed off and wanted to know what was such a big deal that I had to get water dripped on me. " Seth, What in the hell do you want I was sleep!" I yelled ready to hit him as soon as he said something that I didn't wanna hear.

He laughed. " Well as you know today is Mom's birthday and Emily and Sam are throwing a party for her and I thought that it would be nice to invite you." He said with begging eyes.

I busted out laughing. " Today ain't moms birthday is it?" I asked think it over in my head.

Opps..

" Leah, how do you not know when your own mother's birthday is?" Seth asked as he rolled his eyes.

Is there a nice way to put I didn't fucking care in a nice way

Instead of getting into a big fight over not giving a damn about mom I took it down another road. " Seth, I got a lot on my mind.. I just didn't think about it okay so don't go trying to make me feel bad about it." I said lacing my words with sadness.

It worked

Before he could even say anything else he pulled me into a hug. I'm glad that he couldn't see my face because he would have seen the big grin I was holding. " Look, just show up; and I'll put your name on my gift to her okay. I didn't mean to make you feel bad. Here let me help you lay back down." He offered as he laid me down on the couch.

We said our goodbye and he slipped to the back to say goodbye to Nikkei and then left. As soon as the door was closed I jumped off the couch because first I had to pee real bad and second I had to wake Embry up so that he could go to the store for me. I needed a honey baked ham and needed it fast.

I called mom's house and left her a message telling her happy birthday and that I loved her. I wasn't going to let Seth get all the glory for everything.

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" Damn it Embry!" I yelled as he brought me a plate back that had nothing I wanted on it.

" Leah! It's all that was left." He huffed sitting the plate in front of me walking off.

What the hell is wrong with him

I pulled the plate closer to me eating what was the last of the last. I was sitting at a table in the back of the Uley's backyard. The party was in full swing but the birthday lady was no where to be seen. Matter of fact no one had heard from her since this morning when Emily asked her to come to the house this afternoon. It was mom's 55th birthday bash and she wasn't even here for it. But us being the people that we are will have a birthday party for you with out you even being here.

dumb fuckes

" Your mother is an hour late Leah you should call her cell." Emily hissed sitting down beside me.

I looked over at her like she was crazy I was having a good time sitting here eating. Why would she want me to do something crazy like call my mother the lady that had the power to drag my day down with just a few words. She was close to the top of the list of people that I really didn't wanna talk to.

Right under Embry if you want to get technical

" If she's not here in another hour I'll call her.. until then party on." I smiled holding up my glass of tea before I took a drink.

She just looked at me before she got up and made her way somewhere else. I don't know why she was worried about it there was still allot of people that wasn't here yet. Seth wasn't even here yet which explains why Nikkei was waiting in the house saying that she had a headache and the fresh air wasn't helping it any.

She's feeling the pull

I laughed as I noticed that I was sitting by myself. Come to think of it since I've been here no one has really said much to me. I guess that Embry told them that I wasn't really a nice person to talk to now of days.

Fucker

I was gone away in my own thoughts so I really didn't pay no mind that mom and Charlie had finally made it. I also missed the fact that my mother had a rock the size of a grape on her finger.

" Leah how are you feeling?" She asked me pulling me into a hug which was really her arms wrapped around my head given that I was sitting.

I looked up at her giving her a weak smile. " Happy birthday mom. I'm doing good. Seth is bringing my gift to you.:" I throw everything in all at once.

" Well, I'm waiting for him to get here before I make my announcement." She giggled like a school girl.

I looked at her like she had lost her mind. Wanting to know what was making her so damn happy I mean she was old, Birthdays should have been the last thing that made her smile.

" Leah! I'm getting married!" She squalled holding her hand out so that I got my first view of the ring.

" You're what?" I asked not sure that I heard her right. " Your getting married?" I didn't want to her hear so it so I repeated it myself about to go off the deep end with every thought of it.

" Yes, I am in love Leah and I'm not getting any younger I know that your father would want me to be happy in life and Charlie makes me happy. Please don't be upset with me because I always support whatever it is you kids want to do." She whispered from her heart looking me in the eye.

Lucky it's not storming because I would have been stuck sitting so close to here and all

I laughed. It was the only thing that I could do. Because Sue Clearwater was really standing right beside everything that her kids wanted to do. As I think about it I think she told me to not mess with Embry. Completely against it if I remember right. But now she was the one who's always been there for us. Her whole 180 made me laugh so hard that I had to pee.

As I stood up I put my arms around my mother. " Mom, I'm not as old as you but I've learned that life is all about doing what makes you happy. If it don't make you smile then it ain't worth it. So yeah daddy gone. And I know that he would want nothing more but to see you happy. So. I'm not going to make things hard for you." I said as I held her close. For the first time in a long time not feeling pissed off from her presence.

" I love you Leah." She kissed my cheek. " I love you lil lady." She said rubbing my belly.

I had to pee so bad that I didn't get the chance to ask her what she meant by lil lady. Did she mean that I was going to have a girl and if she did how in the hell did she know. By the time that I got back out everyone was around here, and I knew for the joy that was one everyone face that she had told them the news. Everyone seemed to take it well. I was ready to cuss out the first person that had something negative to say about it. But it never came so I sat back down and minded my own. Waiting for my chance to ask my her about what she had called my lil creature.

The party wore on I thought that we was never going to make it to gifts and cake. I was really excited about the cake given it had been a few hours since I last ate and I was running on E which if I didn't get something soon this party was going to go down hill and fast. When they cut the cake I was the fist person in line. Everyone laughed at me but I didn't care if was all about me and this cake.

" Did you find out what kind of cake it was before you started eating it Leah?" Embry asked sitting his own piece down next to me.

I stopped the big ol bite I was about to put in my mouth to look at him, also to look at the cake. " Well...No! Not until you brought it up." I said shoving the cake in my mouth as I looked at his piece wondering if he was going to eat it.

Before I could even ask he pushed his piece over to me kissing on my forehead before he ran off to play with Quil and Paul. I watched them horse play remember the days when they used to do that all day long. I looked around and all the kids where in a big group throwing cake at each other. I didn't have to wonder where they got there craziness from.

It don't take much to know

I guess that when a pack of wolves have kids there bound to act off the chain.

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" Leah, it's one in the morning don't you thin that you should be getting home?" My mom asked taking an exhausted seat next to me.

I smiled looking over at her. " Momma! What did you mean when you called my belly a lil lady?" I asked the question that had been laying on my mind since she said it.

She looked at me and then my belly before she reached her hand over and touched it. " Leah, I've been around for a long time now, and I know that this baby is going to be a girl. I can't explain why it's just that I've seen your whole look before your little sweetie I was little when I was pregnant with you. My mom was little when she was pregnant with me. And so on." She said thinking back enough to something that gave her a girl smile.

Wow A Girl

" Are you sure mom?" I asked touching my own belly wondering if a lil girl could be living in there.

" Mother's intention. I knew you was pregnant before you did honey. Mothers know everything remember that." These where her parting words she gave me a hug telling me not to be a stranger before her and Charlie left to go back to his home in Forks.

Wow! A little girl. I can't belive it. Half of me wanted to think that my mom was wrong I mean she was a bit crazy. But a bigger part of me belive her. Enough to have my bump go from being my little creature to my lil lady. I didn't need no ultra-sound to tell me nothing.

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