AUTHORS NOTE: Thaaaank you! Thanks for the reviews! I really appreciate them! Does anyone know a site I can post pictures on? For outfits and stuff. If you do PLEASE let me know! And just for the record I love Cel's mum and I have nothing against her! I just need her to be like this for the storyline. This is a very short chapter but bear with! It's Elli's birthday soon!

I ran off, Cel close on my heels. I just ran, I didn't know where I was going but I just ran. I heard Cel shouting for me to stop but I didn't. When I did though I was at my mum's grave. I broke down in tears, falling to me knees. Cel caught up with me and just held me as I cried.

About an hour later we were in a taxi on the way back to my house. We sat in complete silence but it wasn't awkward. The driver turned on the radio and 'Somebody that I used to know' by Gotye was playing.

"Can you change the station please?"

"Sure thing shawty." When he spoke I saw that his accent was Australian. I smiled slightly at his voice because it reminded me of my cousin Danny who moved over to get married to his fiancée and they decided to stay there and we haven't seen him since.

When we got to the house I ran upstairs to my room and changed into my pyjamas.

With my woolly beige uggs that I only wore in the house like slippers.

When I went back downstairs Cel was on the phone to his mum. So I didn't go in, instead I hid outside until he was done; the best part was that his mum was on speaker phone so I could hear everything.

"Please Mum! Give Elli a chance. You'll love her."

"Ceallach! I don't like her and I never will. She's messed up; you don't want to get involved with people like her."

"Mum I love her" I heard his voice cracking he was away to start crying.

"And I love you I just cannot tolerate messed up girls like Elli."

"That's It. I'm moving out."

"No you're not."

"Wanna Bet? I'm moving as far away from you as possible."

"Ceallach Spellman drop the attitude and get some common sense into your head."

"I won't and I do."

"Where will you go?"

"I'll stay with Elli and Richard." He had tears streaming down his face now. I opened the door and he immediately hung up.

"Did you hear any of that?" he asked me trying to hide the fact he'd been crying.

"Enough to know that you're moving in with me and rich; and that your mum thinks I'm messed up."

"I'm so sorry Elli!"

Next thing I knew he was on my floor crying. I went over to him and picked him up. We just stood there in my living room with our arms around each other. All I could hear was the occasional sniff from Cel.

I thought, I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well, you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
The conversation has run dry
That's what's going on
Nothing's fine, I'm torn
I'm all out of faith
This is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed
Lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see
The perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn