Call Backs & Cast Members
~Ally's pov~
***Chapter 12***
Trish, Sam and Em won't leave me alone and nobody will let me go home. All I want to do is go home and be alone. I feel like a disappointment, a failure. My body hurts and it is swollen. I'm sitting by myself outside in track pants and a sweater. Everyone is going into the pool. I'm day dreaming when Austin and Dez run out of the house, onto the deck and jump into the pool. They splash me by accident and I screech. "Come on in Ally!" Dez says excitedly. I shake my head no.
"At least change into shorts or something. It's boiling out." Austin says looking over.
"I'm cold." I lie staring him straight in the eyes. I'm not actually cold, I'm sweating but I can't change, I won't show them. Emma walks up to me and grabs my hand without saying a word. She pulls me up and still holding my hand she walks into the house, I follow without arguing. Inside I'm greeted by the cold air. She lets go of my hand and I follow her to her room. She shuts the door behind me and I sit on her bed. She throws a bathing suit at me, I catch it and look down at it. "No, Em, I can't wear this. They'll see." She shakes her head as she walks over to her closet.
"Hold on, I have a dress as well. You can wear it in the pool, don't worry about that." She says with head in her closet.
"What if the dress comes up?" I ask sadly, she finds the dress and she turns to me with the dress in her hands. She throws me the dress, I catch it and put it beside me with the bathing suit.
"How bad is it?" She asks, I stand up taking a deep breath and I pull my sweat pants down to my knees to show her. She bites her lip and nods. "We won't judge you Ally, we love you. You're like family, we just want you to be happy."
"I'm sorry." I cry, she walks over and hugs me tightly. "Austin can't see it, he won't understand." Emma rubs my back.
"It's okay sweetie, he is mad at us, he won't be paying attention." I sniffle.
"Okay, I'll go in." She lets me go and smiles.
"You get changed." I nod and move away from her.
Once I am in the bathing suit and have the dress on over top I walk out of Emma's room with my arms crosses and my head down. She grabs my hand and grabs two towels and brings them outside with us.
"Where is everyone?" I ask.
"Outside in the pool, oh and Patrick is cooking." I nod. "You ready?" I nod again. I take a deep breath as she opens the back sliding doors. We walk out and I'm shaking. "Ally, stop shaking. You're fine." I take a shaky breath and nod.
"Come on in Ally!" Dez says. I walk up onto the deck and sit. I stick my feet into the water and my body temperature drops.
"Come in!" They start yelling at me. I'm anxious and my body tenses.
"Ally!" Patrick yells before I can say anything. "Come here, I need help!" I get up and walk over to him quickly.
"Yeah? What do you need help with?" He smirks.
"Nothing. just sit down and talk with me." I smile and sit beside him. "I saw how uncomfortable you felt over there." He sits beside me and grabs my hand.
"Thank you Patrick." he nods and pats my hand.
"So how bad?" He asks lowly.
"There's a lot." I say sadly.
"Can I see?" He asks curiously.
"My legs?" He nods. I lift up the dress to my waist and all the deep cuts 're red and puffy and the deepest parts hurt the most.
"Ally." He says sadly. He hugs me tightly for a few minutes and he's in his own world.
"Patrick!" Sam yells, "The food!"
"Fuck!" Patrick says getting up as fast as he can and checking on the food.
Hey guys! So yesterday I hit 2 years clean and I am very proud of that. So because of that I am going to try to post a few more chapters in the next few days. Thank you for everything. Love you guys!