An Email of my Life

Chapter 12: Teachings

DreamBlaze

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Hope you liked the chapter……..

To authors:: I NEED HELP!! My italics and bold words aren't showing up… plus my indentions…. How do you make them show on the fic? Please answer me… domo for helping…

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This is what the letter looked like…

To: AngelMoon@destiny.com

Fr: Skylover@destiny.com

Cc: look at this, the most sweetest email ever~M.K.

(The sentences above are made up.)



Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second

or Two



1. I love you not because of who you are, but

because of who I am when I am with you.



2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one

who is, won't make you cry.



3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you

want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with

all they have.



4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your

hand and touches your heart.



5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting

right beside them knowing you can't have them.



6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you

never know who is falling in love with your smile.



7. To the world you may be one person, but to one

person you may be the world.



8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't

willing to waste their time on you.



9. Maybe god wants us to meet a few wrong people

before meeting the right one, so that when we

finally meet the person, we will know how to be

grateful.



10. Don't cry because its over, smile because it

happened.



11. There's always going to be people that hurt you

so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just

be more careful about who you trust next time

around.



12. Make yourself a better person and know who you

are before you try and know someone else and expect

them to know you.



13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you

least expect them to.



REMEMBER: WHATEVER HAPPENS, HAPPENS FOR A REASON.



True friends: How many people actually have 8 true

friends?



Hardly anyone I know! But some of us have all right

friends and good friends!!!



You have been Tagged by the Green Dog!



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V)"(V

(_o_) ruff!!!!!!



You will Have Good Luck For Two Years if you send

this to 8 people or more and if this is sent back to

you then you are a true friend……



You must send it in 5 minutes or your good luck will

run out.



&& Is what email said &&

Chapter 12: Teachings

&&12. Make yourself a better person and know who you are before you try and know someone else and expect them to know you.&&



I have to admit, my situation had not come in this order, it was the other way around. I didn't know who I was, I was lost. I didn't know what I had for me. So I went along with life as it took me, hoping to find my answers.

I did.

It came in the form of a boy, my love.

He knew me like no one ever would, not even I know myself so well. He knows what I feel and what I think. He reads the meaning and hurt in my eyes each time we lock gazes. Truthfully, I didn't expect him to know me, no one did, so why should he? I'm glad he did, I'm glad he found me. If he hadn't I would never have found myself.

I am what I am. I do what I do. I have a love for life and a care for those around me. I love to paint and write, I am smart enough, and if I put my mind to it I can do anything.

That is what I am.

I am Tsukino, Usagi.

Not the Tsuki no Hime. She died a thousand years ago and with that death came the end to the destiny laid out for her. So was the love of her soul mate Endymion. She was a person who may have had the Hime's soul but she had her heart. No one could rule her heart, only her.

She was not Sailor Moon. Her life was not all about duties and justice. It was to have fun and live it to the fullest. Happiness can be achieved if you try. Sailor Moon was a soldier created to protect the innocent. Usagi would do it, no questions asked, but she wouldn't let Sailor Moon take over Usagi.

She was herself and that is all she would be.

Hiiro taught her that. Hiiro opened her up, healed her, and most of all loved her.

He took away the shyness and the wall that she formed around her heart. Fearful to have true friends again for another chance of a bitter betrayal.

He taught her to never give up on life no matter how hard sorrow hits you. its up to you to get back up again and change the way your life is.

He closed the gaps and wounds in her heart. Fulfilling her and cleaning her of her self-loathing and doubts.

Hiiro loved her, that was the greatest gift of all, he bestowed his heart opened it full. Leaving it vulnerable, he showed her that. That with the easiest actions, that precious heart could crumble all because of her, and she realized that her heart was that way too.

The heart was a precious commodity in life and she cherished that. It taught her compassion, love, care, everything she lives for. Everything she thrives upon.

He showed her that life could easily be swayed with guilt and sadness and to always act upon her emotions.

She listened to him.

Usagi loved him.

As he did her.

He has done so many things for her that she could never express in words, if there was one thing that described her love, her Hiiro, it would be complete.

Complete was what he made her.

Complete was what he was.

Complete was a part of her as she was a part of him.

Together, they were complete and would always be.

Her perception of life widened when her knowledge of herself was known. Strangely enough.

Hiiro claimed that she had done the same for him.

Opening him up, seeing his goods and faults.

His courage and fears.

His love for life.

That's what his involvement in the war was all about. He cared for the earth and the colonies. The people in it, he would always care for everything around him.

Just like Usagi.

Usagi taught him he was more than he was. Not just a speck of dust that could easily be blown away. He was a person with pure intentions, and a pure heart. That preceded him like no one ever could do.

They were two of a kind. A pair in a deck of cards. Unique in every way, beautiful when together.

There love for life was what drew people to them.

Auras entwined, the two became more powerful together. Their bright pure hearts shown like a beacon of light in a dark and dreary sea.

They helped people to salvation and rescued those in need.

Usagi was forever grateful for him. Hiiro was her everything. Nothing would be anything without him.

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AAAARGH!!!!!!! This was the most crappy thing I've ever written… alas, I cannot think of a better way to say this sentence…

Gomen minna for this horrid piece, I feel I am losing my inspiration for this fic… I pray to get better…

Please review… I want to hear your ideas and if you could help in anyway possible. I appreciate lots Minna..

Much mahal and mahalo,

~~DreamBlaze

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