Author Note: Well, from this chapter, the POV was Roxas…
The Meaning of Heart
Chapter 11
I can only staring Sora go with them. I don't know why, but I feel really angry after I see Sora more choosing to go with them rather then me. I was really wondering about Sora reason that has make him choosing them rather then me, but what I more wondering is why I feel really angry at Kadaj. Am I jealous? But why I should jealous to Kadaj?
After a few minutes thinking about the question in my head, I was making a deep sighed. Because I cannot find the answer why I am jealous to Kadaj? I am not jealous when he kissing Sora, am I?
After a few minutes later again, the magic that Sora use to me was gone and I can stand up from the ground. I was clean up the sand that has making my cloth dirty, then I decide to heading back, not chasing Sora and ask him to go back again.
Before I heading back, I was looking at Radiant Garden for a few second, because I was really wondering why they heading there? That place was really danger and Cloud is not allowing me to go there alone. The heartless around there was really aggressive and strong, I am not strong enough to go there alone, but maybe Sora and Riku's brother will be okay if they heading there together…
When I was heading back, I see Cloud was waiting me back. I was walking to him with sad face…
"You were failed?" Cloud was asking me and I can only nod with sad face. "How can?"
"Sora was heading to Radiant Garden with Riku's brother. He was refusing to go back with me for some reason he didn't want to tell me…" I was sighed when I said it. "… he was using a magic to me to beat me up because I keep insist to take him back even he didn't want to…"
"I see…" Cloud was staring at me for a few seconds. "Let has report to Leon."
"Yeah…" I said with nodded.
Then I and Cloud was heading to Leon room, when we were entering his room, he look so busy…
"Sorry to disturbing you Leon, but I want to report something to you…" I make an excuse to bothering him. "… I was failed to bring back Sora."
Then Leon was stopping his activity for minutes. "Do you know where Sora has gone now?" he asks me.
"To the Radiant Garden…" I answer it quickly. "…he was heading there with Riku's brother." I was telling him.
"…Thank you for your report, you may dismiss." He said it to me and then I decide to leave this room.
I see my brother wasn't leave. I think he want to talk something with Leon. Actually, I was kinda curious, but eardrop wasn't a good idea. If they find out I was eardrop them, I am pretty sure Cloud will really mad at me…
Because I don't have anything to do and I feel my hatred to Kadaj is not gone yet, I think I need to go to the library, I need to clear my mind in there…
When I enter the library, I see my twin brother, Ventus was here to and he was with his two friends, Terra and Aqua.
"Well, that was really strange to see you here Ven, you usually go out every days with your friend…" I said with smile to my twin brother.
"Nuuh! If I wasn't get curse like this! I and my friends already go out now Roxas!" Ventus was said it with little mad while reading some book.
"Curse?" I ask with wondered.
"Yeah! And the curse name is silent! That making us all cannot use any single magic! That was suuuuuuuccckkk~" He said with cheerful.
"Well, you seem cheerful even you get a curse…" I said it with wondered. "By the way, where did you all getting that curse?"
"At Radiant Garden, the curse didn't want to disappear after a few days. You know, when you meet me at Radiant Garden a few days ago, when I and my friend were hunting in there and when I was going there without Cloud permission, remember? That day was the day I get this curse! And it won't disappear after we ask a healer to cure this curse!" He said with mad.
Well, Ventus always have a swing mood…
Hm, the curse won't disappear with cure magic and I guess it was a special curse…
Wait! Did Ven said he got the curse in Radiant Garden? If that true, Sora will be trouble if he get the curse! But, why should I care? He did want to go back with me and more choosing to go with Kadaj. Why should I care? Man, if I thinking it again, it just making me angry again…
"Hey Roxas, I hear Sora was heading out without Leon permission, is that true?" Ven was asking me suddenly when I was kinda mad because think about Sora refuse to go back with me.
"Yeah and he didn't want to come back when I ask him to go back with me…" I was said with sighed and mad.
"Oh, but why are you mad?" he ask with confused.
"I don't know…" I said it while walking to the book shelf and searching some book.
"Huh? What do you mean you don't know?" Ven looks so really wondered with my answer.
"I really don't know Ven, that why I came here, to cleaning my mind…" I was found the book I was looking for, then I heading to a table and sitting in the chair. The book I was grabbing was…
The Book of Heart part 3…
To Be Continued…
Author Note: Wew, only have a few minutes to edit it because someone was really waiting this story! XD