*** July 22, 2005

So I had trouble writing this chapter so I hope you enjoy. Also I changed this chapter, so the preview is no longer the same, but it's close to what it originally was. In this chapter you will see a little insight on how the world in this story work. This is more then of a filler chapter, because I need to get more chapters out.

Blaine's P.O.V.

Kurt and I are laying in bed and I'm looking down at him, my heart is swelling. I still hear Kurt's voice saying I love you all these weeks later, he has not said it since. I'm hoping that tonight he says it again, but this time Kurt will be conscious. Kurt is taking a nap after having a long day. Kurt has fallen into a routine around the house. Every morning he wakes up with my mom and starts breakfast, while my dad and I sleep in. Once breakfast is done Kurt comes to wake me up. Kurt always wakes me up with a kiss on the lips. The first time Kurt woke me up like that he was afraid of my reaction, I know this because as soon as I woke up Kurt kept rambling about the kiss and being sorry, I'm not sure exactly what he was saying, but I pulled him back into a kiss. After that Kurt has taken on the tradition of kissing me awake.

After breakfast my mom and dad go to work, so Kurt and I are alone all day. Most day after they leave Kurt will do some cleaning, even though we all insist that he doesn't have to clean. Then the two of us try to get to know each other better by talking about any thing and every thing, like favorite movies, favorite TV shows, favorite pastimes (sex is now one of our favorites), what are lives were like before we met. Even though we try to behave talking quickly turns to sex, Kurt seems to be horny all the time.

Which is where we are now, Kurt alway is tired after sex, but I never get tired from sex. I don't mind that he sleeps, he needs the energy because between when he wakes up and the time he naps he throws up at least twenty times. I feel so bad, but there is nothing I can do about it. Kurt's eyes start fluttering and I know that he is waking up. I smile at him as his eyes open. "How was your nap my love?" Kurt gives me a small smile in return. Kurt very slowly starts to get up from the bed, we have found that if Kurt moves slowly it helps a tiny bit with all of the throwing up. When Kurt is fully sitting up I rub small circles into his lower back and he leans his head on my shoulder. "Why don't you shower, while I make us lunch." Kurt nods his head, he is not much of a talker when he first wakes up.

I go down to the kitchen and make the two of us a sandwich, because I have an amazing dinner surprise for Kurt tonight. I just finish putting the sandwiches on the table with the chips when Kurt comes downstairs. I pull out the chair and kiss Kurt as he sits down. Kurt is quiet all through lunch and after he finishes he starts talking. "What is the plan for today?"

"Well you know that we have that doctors appointment." I see Kurt gulp, I know now that this is why he was so quiet through lunch, he is upset about going to the doctors. I get out of my chair and rush over to Kurt, kneel down and pull Kurt into my arms. "Hey I know you scared, but everything will be ok I will be with you the entire time." I try to reassure him, but I feel my shirt start to get wet and his shoulder start to shake. I know that this is a huge fear of Kurt's because most people just look at Kurt and see a carrier, not a person. I know that most people just are looking for us to have babies and they don't care how I treat Kurt and people just care that we are producing healthy babies. There are laws in place for carriers, but there minimal. There is only a law to make sure that they are not being beaten, but they don't check to see if they are treated properly. I know that Kurt is worried about meeting this doctor because there are no doctors that work specifically with carriers, so the doctors are forced by the government to make sure that carriers have a safe delivery and that nothing goes wrong. Even though they are forced to take care of the baby they have total disregard for the carrier.

"What if they treat me horribly? What if I'm pregnant and don't care? Or what happens if we go and I'm not pregnant, then how will we be treated?" Kurt is working himself into hysterics.

"Kurt I will take care of everything, if we don't find someone that treats us right we will go to a different doctor. You will never have to worry about anything. I love you and I will take care of you." I place my hands on Kurt's stomach. "And any child of ours." Kurt takes deep breaths as best as he can.

"I know you will do anything for me and that's why I love you." I take a sharp intake of air, I can't believe my ears. "I hope you know that is true even though I don't say it, I do truly love you and feel like the luckiest person in this world to have been chosen by you."

"I'm so glad you feel that way. Because I feel like the luckiest person in the world for being able to have you." I feel tears prick at my eyes.

"Hey don't cry." I start laughing. "What's so funny?"

"Look at the two of us sitting here crying." Kurt joins me in my laughing.

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