This chapter is in Jacobs pov so I'm really sorry if its not very good but I really hope you enjoy it.

I kept running. Away from the Cullen's, away from the wolves, away from Renesmee.

The pain in my chest was unbearable and I knew I was a coward. If it had been anyone else they would have stayed behind, they would have made sure she was ok but not me. I ran away but what if I hadn't ran off, what if I had stayed behind?

Would I even still be here right now?

If Bella didn't kill me then surely one of the others would. It upset me how things had become like this. Bella had been my best friend but I had made a mistake, a mistake that she would never forgive me for and so now I was alone. Alone for me was my life without Renesmee and I knew now that I would be alone for the rest of my life.

I was faintly aware of Leah and Seth's thoughts in my head screaming at me to stop running but I would never stop, I would never turn around not for anybody except her but I hadn't been allowed to see her before this and I knew now that the decision would be even more intent so no I would never turn around. I would keep running and running never finding the need to stop.

C'mon Jake my paws are killing me.

I almost laughed when I heard the remark inside Seth's thoughts but I couldn't, it just didn't feel right.

Jacob Black if you don't stop running right this minute I swear, I'll be the one who kills you.

I suddenly couldn't hold in my laughter anymore as that comment slipped into my head and I let myself fall to the ground in hysterics but stopped almost immediately. How could I find something like that funny at a time like this, not knowing what had become of the girl who was my whole life. She didn't know it yet but she was my everything, she was the one who made this pathetic life worth living, she was the one who kept me alive. I needed her.

I had been trying not to pay much attention to Leah and Seth's thoughts as I continued to run from them, from everything I had left behind but now I paid closer attention.

Leah why are you reciting book titles Seth's thoughts suddenly came.

Why would Leah be reciting book titles?

I was about to give up and go back to trying to ignore them thinking Leah was just being stupid when Seth's thoughts became more alerting.

Leah where are you going! he yelled.

I suddenly felt myself turning around and running towards where Seth and Leah had been following behind me and I could feel myself getting closer and closer to where Seth stood. Alone.

What way did she go? I shouted.

He began to run in the direction where Leah had took off but I overtook his slow form following her recent trail of scent.

Leah stop! I yelled inside my head praying for an answer other than the recent book she had been reading but I suddenly wished I hadn't as I heard the new thoughts that were forming inside her head.

I began to panic as I heard snippets of her new thoughts, snippets of the thoughts which terrified me. She wouldn't, she couldn't!

I'm doing this for you Jake she cried as she got further and further away from me and then there was suddenly nothing.

Leah's thoughts went blank and I knew that she was gone.

I don't know why I continued to run, I had no idea where to go from here, I knew where she was heading but there was no way I could make it there before she did.

Leah was heading to Volterra, she was going to the Volturi.

I couldn't help myself from running even though her scent had disappeared completely now. I just hoped that maybe she would change her mind, that maybe she would stop. I knew Leah had hated the Cullen's but this had nothing to do with them. I was the one who had told Charlie, this was all down to me and my stupid mistake and now Bella would hate me even more, they all would and I would never see Renesmee again.

All my hatred for Bella and Edward had gone now as I dreaded what they would be faced with but I knew there was nothing I could do, there was nothing I could do to stop this from happening.

For the next few days I spent all my time at Bella's old house in Forks. I was surprised that Charlie seemed pretty keen on having me around, I thought that after what had happened, what I had told him that he would be at the top of the list of the people who now hated me but he seemed pleased at my company, he didn't speak much but it didn't bother me, the silence was comforting and I never once made the mistake of mentioning the danger that was coming for his daughter.

"Charlie I'm gonna go over and see my dad you wanna come?" I asked him on what I knew would be the last day of my stay.

I knew I needed to sort things out with Bella and the rest of the Cullen's and hopefully I wouldn't be to late to warn them about what was coming although having Alice with them they would probably already know.

"No its ok Jake I'm just going to stay in and watch the game, tell Billy I said Hi." He replied before I left through the front door.

"Will do." I called back.

I was glad that Charlie hadn't wanted to come with me because I wasn't really going to see my dad, I was going to find Leah.

I knew she was back after I had phased the other night and heard it in Seth's thoughts and I needed to go over there and confront her about what she had done but I didn't get the chance.

I jumped up and in through the window of Bella's bedroom when I seen them coming, the cloaked figures heading towards the house. I stared out at them intently wondering what I could do to stop this from happening and I almost jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder and span around to face Charlie.

"Stay here Jacob." he told me seriously before turning and leaving the room without a glance back in my direction.

What the hell I thought, how did he know I was up here?

I blocked that thought from my head and listened intently now as I heard the three loud taps at the front door below me. There wasn't so much as an exchange of conversation before I was staring out of the window again at Charlie being taken off in the midst of them. He took a quick glance up at the bedroom window before disappearing into the darkness of the surrounding forest.

Hours had past and I was beginning to get agitated now, I didn't want to go against Charlie's word but I had to do something. How could I have just let this happen. Charlie was my fathers best friend and I had just stood and watched as he was taken away by those horrible creatures.

What had happened to me? What had I become?

I was a monster.

I paced the room back and forth as I waited. I didn't even know I what I was waiting for but I knew he had to come back, he had to. If he didn't I would never forgive myself.

My prays were suddenly answered as I heard the front door creak open and a loud thumping noise on the stairs. I ran towards the door to find Charlie on the other side of it.

"You need to help me." He yelled as I looked back at him in panic at his sudden reaction.

Charlie had never been the one to react like this.

"I need to protect her Jake!" He shouted back as he looked around the room anxiously before his eyes settled on a piece of paper and pen that lay on the desk in Bella's old bedroom. He ran over and scrawled something down as I looked over his shoulder at what he was writing.

"What does that mean?" I asked panicking at the words he had written on the piece of paper. I needed answers.

"She's going to hand herself over to them Jake." he sobbed as I looked back at him in pain. "She's doing it to save me."

I knew instantly what he meant by this but I also knew what he wanted from me before he had even told me and I couldn't, I wouldn't do it.

"Please Jacob if you can't do it for Bella then do it for Renesmee."

"I'm not going to kill you Charlie!" I yelled back knowing that they were close now, I could smell them.

"I'm not asking you to kill me, just take me away from here before they come!" he shouted back at me.

I left the room in defeat and headed down the stairs, Charlie following close behind me. He grabbed his gun from the hook on which it hung beside his work jacket and followed me out of the back door and into the forest. I knew we had just made it out of the house in time as I could now see the figures which came from within.

I ran through the forest in my wolf form as Charlie held onto me tightly from my back and a couple of minutes later I stopped in the middle of a small clearing in the depths of the forest and Charlie hopped down from my back.

"You were always such a good kid." he smiled at me and I walked closer to where he now stood and bowed my head down to the chief of police before turning and running back through the forest.

When I heard the gunshot I stopped and collapsed to the ground realizing that I really was a monster.

A.N

So I hope you enjoyed this chapter in Jacobs pov. I thought it would be good for you guys to know what happened when he was away and the reasons behind his actions.

Please review and let me know what you think. It will be back to Bella's pov in the next chapter and will be continued from where chapter 11 left off.

Also please check out my new fanfic The Case Of Jacob Black its a murder investigation that involves you guys so please give it a shot I cant do it without you.