Little darker in this fic... Yeah... Fucking deviantArt gave me this idea! :( C'mon Panic! At the Disco ft Fun. Viria13 made a PJO thing for it check it out... yup
Nico's POV
It's getting late, and I cannot seem to find my way home tonight.
It had to be like 2 AM. I wasn't about to sleep, that shit was impossible. My mind wandered into darker and darker places. I wondered where I was going to go after all this. I had no home. No where to run back to after this stupid war was done and over with.
Feels like I am falling down a rabbit hole, falling for forever wonderfully, wandering alone.
I debated how easy it could be just to 'fall' right off the railing of the ship I was sitting on. I could wander through the Underworld alone, how wonderful. I knew I'd die if I hit the ocean from this height, hitting it would be like smacking the cement.
What would my head be like, if not for my shoulders
Leo's POV
I thought deeply fiddling with a piece of machinery in the control room. I looked over some blueprints I couldn't read properly. I had lost the translator I had built to read it with, I'd probably lose my head if it wasn't attached!
Or without your smile
Still Leo's POV
My thoughts then wandered over to Nico. On the rare occasion when he smiled it made me feel so amazing! It was probably the best thing in my world.
May it never leave you to sleep in the stone, may we stay lost on our way home.
Leo
I hoped some things would never leave me, my mind, my toolbelt, Nico. I hoped I'd never have to sleep alone.
Nico
My mind wanders into places, dark places that I know very well. I secretly was hoping I'd never have to go home and stay wandering forever. It was a slightly distressing thought because I couldn't bear to leave a certain person. Well 2 actually, Percy Jackson and Leo Valdez.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me, I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
Leo
I knew that everything was crashing down while I was sitting in my control room. More figuratively than literally though. I always chose to be the optimist though, seeing everything in a happier light, no matter how hard it may be.
If I should die tonight, may I first say I'm sorry for I have never felt like anybody
Nico
Wandering back to death again... Tartarus did that to me, suicidal thoughts. Though I never planned on actually doing the deed. But if I did die I wanted everyone to know how sorry I was for leaving but I never felt like I belonged on this mission.
Leo
A huge shock nearly electrocuted me, again. My hair was standing on end and my heart racing at another near death experience. Then come the scary thoughts. The ones I tried to block. The ones that ended in me crying hugging Festus. The ones where I think about my doom. If I was to die... I don't even know...
I am a man of many hats, all though I never mastered anything
Leo
I never have mastered anything, I can build and stuff but I am no master at it. I can do lots of things, build, paint sort of, program, but nothing perfect. It was a rather sad thought.
When I am ten feet tall, I never felt much smaller.
Nico
I was a huge deal when I was rescued but when I was being held so high I felt so low and so insignificant.
Since the fall, no body seems to know my name.
Leo
My mind was still in the no-no zone and I began thinking horrible, bitter thoughts. How since Percy and Annabeth fell, nobody cared about me, they all ignored me. It was a stupid thought, but I couldn't shake it off. Recently even my buddy Nico didn't seem to know who I was anymore...
So don't leave me to sleep all alone, may we stay lost on our way home?
Nico
I went back to my room after hopping off the railing, I hoped silently that Leo would possibly join me. But I wanted to stay in my own lost world. I loved it here, I was alone and in peace.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
Nico
Even with our world coming down I still believed that our team would make it through, I'll help them and then be off on my way again.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
Leo
Even with my no no thoughts I was still keeping my head up, or at least I was trying too.
Try not to mistake with what you have and what you hate
Nico
I often said I hated my life, but in truth it is the one thing I cherish most. I couldn't imagine being dead. Horrible. Death was horrible and I knew it.
It could leave, it could leave come the morning
Leo
Everything could leave! I thought to myself, my mind racing. We have to make the most of everything!
Celebrate the night, it's the fall before the climb
Nico
I walked into my room and turned on my music, and I began dancing round the room. In pure glee for some reason. It was fucking weird.
Shall we sing, shall we sing till the morning?
Leo
I heard music coming from Nico's room and I walked in and saw him dancing. I knew the song too! I began to sing along his happiness transferring to me and the no no thoughts vanishing
Nico
I noticed Leo and smiled widely, grabbed his arms and danced with him.
If I fall forward, you'll fall flat
Nico
I then realized if I fell on Leo going forward, he'd fall right on his back, so I 'fell'. He landed flat of course and scowled up at me. "You did that on purpose!"
"So what if I did. Now I can do this" I bent down and placed a soft kiss on his lips... Then sat bolt upright and ran.
And if the sun should lift me out would you come back?
Nico
I ran and ran and ran to the darkest corners of the ship, the ones even Leo avoided. My tears fell, I destroyed the one friendship I had with that stupid move. "GODDAMNIT NICO DI ANGELO!" I screamed to the ceiling. I crumpled on my knees.
Leo
I ran after Nico, I couldn't leave him like that. Whether I have to go to the darkest corner of the ship he was coming back with me. I was not losing another person I cared about.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me. I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me. I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
C'mon, c'mon with everything falling down around me. I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
Leo
I saw him and he wasn't moving. Shit! I ran over to him and saw he was crying softly.
"What's wrong?!" I ask him quickly. I honestly had no clue, that guy was weird.
"Nothing... Just go." He muttered. I stayed. "LEAVE VALDEZ! JUST GO AND NEVER COME BACK! LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE I NEVER WANT TO SEE YOUR FACE EVER AGAIN! GO ELECTROCUTE YOURSELF FOR GOOD NEXT TIME DAMN IT AND NEVER TALK TO ME EVER!"
I sat stunned I had no clue what I had done, no idea why he was so upset, no clue why he'd do something like that. A single tear streaked down my face and I left. That hurt so bad, so so bad.
I then ran, ran straight back to Festus who didn't do much for my mood.
It's getting late tonight and I cannot seem to find my way home tonight...
Nico
I went to my room threw some stuff into a bag and shadow traveled away. Never to come back.
Well shit... that was a lot sadder than I planned. Shit. Sorry for such a crappy update. I'll update 100