Okay sorry this chapter took so long to get up. I plan on there being FourxTris in the either this chapter or the next chapter! Please r&r! Luv you guys!

Tris' PoV

Today is the first day of simulations. After the first simulation I'm done. I hate it. Watching, not being able to do anything about it! I watch John run from spiders and Jack try and fail to hide from burglars. But the worst one to watch is a Candor girl, Alice, have to shoot her family. The same fear I have.

Four doesn't watch her go through that one though, he watches me. Every minute she's in the simulation I feel more terror. And I think Four sees it because he offers to finish the simulations on his own.

I tell him no though. I can do this. I have to do this.

Four's PoV

When Alice has the same fear as Tris I try to get her to leave. I can see the terror on her face when Alice's sister collapses in a pool of blood.

She won't leave though. She refuses and I can tell by the look in her eye I won't be able to make her.

So I sit and watch her. Not Alice but Tris. I can see the fear in her eyes grow with every shot. It takes about twenty minutes of Alice having to shoot her family, again and again, for her to calm down. Finally she wakes up in tears.

Tris shows her to the door while I upload the information into the computer.

Two long hours later all the simulations are done.

"That was horrible," Tris says and I nod. "I never realized how horrible it was from the outside."

I nod. "I know. You can go home if you want. I'll finish up with the uploading."

She nods at me gratefully and goes out the back door.

By the time I'm finished with the simulations and had dinner it's 11 and I'm exhausted, so I go straight home and to bed

Around 2 I wake up to pounding on my door. I slept in sweats again so I go open it and see Tris standing there in tears. Oh no.

"What happened?" I ask motioning her in.

She sits on the edge of my bed. "It's Alice," Tris says, "She jumped."

I nod. It always happens. Every year someone jumps into the chasm. I knew Tris would find it hard and I can tell she's especially sad about Alice after yesterday.

I go sit beside her. "And I thought, I dunno, maybe, non of them seemed too depressed. And when I went through that fear I considered jumping too but..." She breaks into tears again.

She was going to jump?

Once she's calmed down she says, "Do we have to go to the funeral?"

I shake my head, "It's not mandatory. You can stay here if you want."

She smiles a little and rests her head on my shoulder. I put my arm around her and rest my shin on her head. We just sit like that for a while.