Title: Blindfolds and Confessions - Part 12 (end)
Pairing: Kurt/Karofsky
Rating: NC-17 DIRTY!
Warnings: light bondage, blindfold, rough sex
Summary: Written for the following prompt: .
Disclaimer: I do not make any profit off of this work of fiction. I do not own Glee
AN: Thanks forever to my Beta traciamc You always push me to tweak just a little more ^_^
Other: This is it, last chapter. I love every one of you to no end! Thank you for coming on this journey with me. After this I will have an epilogue, but I don't yet have a time frame for putting it up. I need to get cracking on Billy Brown.
ALSO: I'm offering to write fics for the helpthesouth charity on livejournal. I have offers already, but I'd love to see more money go to this cause.
Projects after this: I'm writing for the piratebigbang , So expect a huge at least 15,000 word fic coming in September. Until then Billy Brown will continue and I'll be writing for the charity so you'll see fics that I have no idea what they will be about. Be gentle!
Oh, Also! People have been asking on LJ because I posted a little Puck/Blaine Drabble. I will be filling out that little idea into a full fic.
Enough blabbing... onto the fic.
"I will always love you."
Dave's words floated through his mind. They danced and glittered and wrapped him in warm, loving, hopeful feelings in the warmth of their skin pressed together, and their joint after-glow. Unfortunately, this could only last so up and down of Dave's chest helped calm the edges of panic slipping through his awareness. It was one thing to have a one-night stand. He was expecting a no-strings night to release passion. This was so much deeper. He closed his eyes and listened to the 'ba-dum ba-dum ba-dum' of Dave's heart, wondering if he could make the leap.
He knew nothing about this man other then their mutual horrible past, that he was an excellent lover, and he apparently was in love... What kind of relationship could that possibly make? He couldn't be responsible for Dave's heart, he barely understood his own. He couldn't leap. He'd crashed too many times with no one there to catch him. No... this was not the beginning of a new and sudden relationship. This was one night, a strange joke of fate, and nothing more. He had to end this.
Kurt pushed himself up, first things first. He needed to get clean, wash, fix the disgrace that was his hair, and finally get his look back to normal. Kurt made the mistake of looking into Dave's eyes. Such sadness reflected back at him, that for a moment, he could feel the tears that were threatening to roll down reflected in his own. He wished Dave would stop this madness. They weren't long lost lovers pulled together by a string of fate. Instead of telling the other man all of these things he slid, with all the grace being naked and thoroughly sexed afforded him, off of the thick torso to walk the distance to the en suite bathroom. He shut the door with a decided hand.
David listened to the sputtering downpour from the bathroom, and let the tears fall. This was it. One chance to prove to Kurt he could be enough and he'd fucked it up. He opened his mouth and stupid rolled out, it was the story of his high-school life whenever the beautiful Kurt Hummel sauntered on in. He took fast breaths, trying to stop the damned tears. He would not be weak like this. He'd already had more then he'd ever hoped for.
The effort it took to roll over and move away from the spot where Kurt had cuddled into his chest was monumental. Finally, he found himself sitting up at the edge of the bed. At least now he could check off 'slept with high-school crush', 'confessed eternal love after sex' and 'rejected after confession of love' off his 'awkward-moments-in-my-life' list. Scratch that. 'Made love to the man who changed his life' was going on the 'best-moments-of-my-life' list. Too bad it was over now.
His boxers were pulled on, his pants followed that. He made no move to clean or press away the drying semen on his chest. It was proof, a little bit of evidence that he could keep. All of his clothing was in the same pile, and as he put each item on, he knew no evidence of his presence would remain. Kurt was already washing it away, like it didn't matter, like he didn't matter. He never had mattered, not to perfect, beautiful, ice queen Kurt. He shouldn't feel like this!
This wasn't even Freckles. At least he'd spent months in that man's arms, learning each curve and touch of his body. He'd thought he had a chance. This time... one night... not even a full night, and he was thinking it could be happily ever after. He was fucking hopeless. He pulled on his shirt, surprised in a numb sort of way that it wasn't sticking to his stomach. He must have been lost in his head for some time.
He tucked his arms into his overlarge jacket, checking that his wallet and keys were still in place.
He took one last look at the rumpled sheets, the evidence of their time together. He knew he could never come back, not with these memories in his head. Dave sighed deeply, finally turning toward the door.
"What the hell do you think you're doing?" That high pitched annoyed voice demanded.
"I...um..."
"That's it? You expect to just walk out of here after what you've done?" Kurt's voice was reaching a pitch only dogs could hear.
"I... um..."
"This room is paid up for two more hours and while I might not have the turn around time I did in college, you can believe I'm man enough to go for at least another two rounds."
"I... um..."
"Thrilling, Karofsky, your elocution astounds me."
"This isn't just a one time thing Hummel. I'm not going to let you... " Dave's cheeks flush as he looks down at his feet , "break my heart."
"It's mine to break now... You gave it to me," Kurt offers with a challenging eyebrow, but his hand holding the fluffy white towel around his waist trembles. "I haven't decided what to do with it. For now, I'm keeping it."
"I come with that heart, me and dates with me, and life outside of this room. Can you handle that...Fancy?"
"I can handle anything. Especially you, Hamhock. Now get out of that hideous clothing. We'll go shopping and re-dress you to my standards after I get a round in that hot muscled ass of yours."
Dave didn't think he'd ever get the huge grin off his face. "Anything for you."
~End~