To clear up some questions, Bella could read Edwards mind, But using her power makes her weak, And she prefers to stay out of peoples heads.

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BPOV:

I couldn't think.. all i could do was run...

I was running from my pain, I was running from this feeling i constantly had.

I was running from being alone.... I was running to my love.

Edward.... It had been so long... And.... He had fallen in love, With a beautiful girl. She was much more beautiful than I have ever been. He was a greek god.. And I am a stupid clumsy girl, He deserved her. He deserved much more than I could ever give him. I was never good enough for him.. And no matter how hard I try.. I never will be

I sank to my knees the second i caught view of the meadow, The memories filled my mind as I let sobs rip from my aching chest.

Oh how the memories hurt...

Our First kiss....

The first time we said we loved each other.

Every moment I had ever shared with him here was now being rubbed in my face.

Then I remembered how nice it was to not remember...

After he left.. I wasn't myself, I haden't spoke in weeks. To anyone

Charlie was thinking about putting me in an institution, Renee had came to take me to Florida but I wouldn't move. And... Then I ran out the doors into the woods. Running from the truth that I was alone, I was broken and now my parents thought I was crazy.

And.. I ran to far.

Flowing red hair stood in front of me waiting to pounce, Ready to kill me.

And I was so hurt.. So broken that I embraced it. I felt a smile come to my lips for the first time in weeks. I wanted to die.

I was excited to be put out of my misery. I felt like a dog with a broken leg and Victora was doing me a favor by Killing me.

But she knew it, she knew it was what I wanted.

So she did the exact opposite of what I wanted, I wanted to die and never feel this pain again. But instead of giving me what I wanted she cursed me to live with this pain forever, Never having the feeling that the light at the end of my dark tunnel was death. She cursed me to be stuck in the dark tunnel forever.

I was in so much pain, Not only the physical pain. But the feeling that I had to do it alone.. I wanted this.. I wanted to be turned.

But I had the thought that Edward would be here holding my hand the whole time, Humming my lullaby in my ear, Kissing my burning skin.

But I was alone, on that Damn forest floor burning alone.

My mind did me a favor, I was in so much pain that I blocked it all off, I made myself not remember.

But seeing them together.. I couldn't even mask that pain, Watching Edward kiss another girl was to much for the barricade I had put between the real world and myself. It broke the silence.

My thoughts were interrupted by someone walking into the meadow..

Who else knew about this meadow?

I picked up my head, I hadn't even noticed that I had sank all the way on the ground that i was laying down sobbing.

When I opened my eyes I looked into the one pair of eyes that I day dreamed of, The perfect cheek bones that filled my mind always. I took in the scent that I lived for.

Edward.

A million options flew through my head,

Running, hideing and Playing dumb,

I went with playing dumb.

He didn't deserve to know that him leaving me and moving on was causing me this pain.

"Bella?" I heard his velvet voice call my name, No one could say my name like he could.

He made is sound so perfect and..... I cut my trance off by reality

"Oh Hey Edward, What are you doing here alone?" It came out a little bit ruder than I had planned, But he did deserve it. Why did he have to be around to torture me further.

"Bella are you alright?" His voice was.. Concerned?

"I'm Fine Edward. Don't you have a Date or something?" My tone was not nice now..

He was moving closer to me, He was on the forest floor next to me now,

"Edward what are you.." he cut me off by tracing his hand along my cheek, How I missed his touch, His hands were now warm to mine, I felt electricity run across my skin were his palm had touched it.

"Bella?" he breathed. I took in a deep breath swallowing what I wanted to tell him so bad,

"What Edward?" I spat.

"What Happened At the movies Bella?" his emotion was unreadable.

"What are you talking about Edward?" I was about to break

"Bella Why did My Brother have to carry you to his car and take you home? Why were you crying in front of everyone!" he yelled.

That did it, Edward Had never yelled at me.. Ever

I broke down, feeling another unwelcome sob come from my chest.

"How could you?" I whimpered

"What are you talking about Bella?" His voice sounded broken

"YOU DID THIS TO ME!" I screamed, "ITS YOUR FAULT I'M STUCK IN THIS LIFE!" His face was so pained.. It almost hurt to finish, But I had to. "I cant even Die! I'm stuck Watching you fall in love with another girl! What are you going to do? When you get bored with her dump her and Leave her to die too?" I wasn't even close to being done. "Now i truly know.. that Every Kiss.. Every touch... Every time you told me you loved me.. Was a Lie! How could you do that to me? How could you leave me to burn alone Edward?" My voice cracked at the end, And now it was less of a yelling tone and now my voice was pleading and broken, "I wanted to die so bad... I wanted her to kill me But she wouldn't.. She made me like this... So i could suffer. I was all alone Edward you left me alone for 100 years... And now look at you... Your with a human.." I had to stop because the shaking from my sobs was now making my voice hard to make clear.

I looked up at him, His face was filled with... Deep pain and sorrow. "Bel.." he began

"No Edward.. You don't get to be sorry, I missed you Everyday. I cried myself to sleep every night after you left, And now I cant even act happy anymore... You broke me... And left me... Broken and alone, Be with your silly human, Be happy with someone who is obviously better than me" And at the end of that I stood. "I'm going to leave.. I'm going back to the volturi, Maybe they will have more work for me.. or maybe they respect me enough to put me out of my pain." And then I ran away.... Sobs coming like they had before... I was ready to leave and never come back... But when I reached my house.... Jasper and Alice were waiting....

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