Alice's POV
After Edward took Bella back into the house I saw what he planned to do. I wanted to run in after her and stop it but I am weak. I should be stronger. I should be more willing to risk everything but I can't. Not when my mate is still a child and human. I know it makes me a horrible person and it's unforgivable but I just can't. I knew Edward was sick and messed up but I didn't know he was that far off the reservation. I had seen him kill his true mate. He wanted to change her and even tried but the second he tasted her blood he couldn't stop and he drained her. He trained himself relentless to be able to stand the scent and taste of human blood after that. When he first met Bella he thought he could make up for what he lost in her with Bella even though she was his singer. I tried everything I could to get her on the right path with Jasper but Bella seemed happy with Edward. I was torn between what she should have and what she did have. I will never forgive myself for all the wrongs I have done and once my mate is vampire I am going to go on rampage that will rival Maria and her armies and set this all right.
Jasper and I managed to make our last stand outside once they left. We faked some huge fight. To be honest I'm not even quite sure I know what it was over. We just did a lot of name calling. At the end he stomped his foot and said he couldn't be around his cunt of an ex wife anymore and I said good I hated him too. It worked. Everyone believed it.
"Alice?" I hear quietly outside my door. I know its Jasper. He's talking lowly so no one can hear him in my room. I open it and quickly let him in. He has a book and part of Bella in his hands, only he doesn't know what he has yet. He can smell it but it confuses him. She gave him the most important part of her and she doesn't even understand why she did it.
I give him a tight hug. "I'll miss you Jasper. Please be safe and I will keep in contact with you on the rest of what I need from you. Thank you so much for doing this and not asking questions."
He hugs me back. "You know I would do anything for you Alice." He lets go and I stand back. He pulls out the bundle that Bella gave him. "Should I give this to you to give to her tomorrow?" He asks.
I see the vision clearly. If he leaves it with me Edward will smell it out and take it. He will then shove it back into Bella and bite her. I know she would prefer death than him having that part of her. It will be very painful for her until she gets it back. I shake my head no. "Please keep it. When you come back you can give it to her. Please keep it safe. It's very important." I grab a case out from under my bed and open it for him to put it in. I shut it and lock it handing him the key. "Is everything done?" I ask him.
"Yes, I have the passports ready I just need the photographs. The farm is bought and the accounts are set up for the names on the passports. I made myself corresponding documents. Are you going to tell me the next step? Or what is going on?" He asks.
I want to tell him but I know it's best if he doesn't know anything yet. I know Bella doesn't want Edward to die for Renesmee's sake and at this point if I tell Jasper he will kill Edward. I have to keep him in the dark until this is done. "I can't tell you yet ,but I promise I will."
He frowns at me and looks down at the case. I pull the pictures out in an envelope and hand them too him. "These are the photos for the passports. In nine days Renesmee's cycle is going to end. The morning of the ninth day I need you to be at the field 10 miles from our house at 10 am. I need you to book two tickets using the Canadian passports to Paris leaving from Washington DC that night. Then using the American passports book a flight from Paris to Ireland. Make sure you forge the stamps that you need in those passports before you go. I will give you further details closer too. I need you to find your friend Oscar. I need him to come find me."
He gives me a confused look. "Oscar?" He asks me. I shake my head yes. "Please I need Oscar here no later than the middle of the 8th day. That should be enough time. Please just make sure you get him here. If you need to pay him take whatever you need out of my accounts."
"It's fine Alice. You have made me rich enough that I don't need to use any of your money." He says with a smile. I give him another hug. I am going to miss him. He's my best friend. "When will we see each other again?" He asks me.
I search my visions. "Not for a long long time Jasper, but we will be in contact. Everything is going to be better though." The vision of what Edward has decided to do to Bella tonight just hit me. "AHHH!" I scream out, unable to control myself. I fall to my knees and clutch my head.
Jasper is at my side in a second. "Alice what is wrong?" He is still trying to be quiet but it is difficult for him has his anxiety rises. I want to pull him to me but I know if I do I will crack and tell him everything. If I do that he kills Edward and Bella feels so guilty she kills herself. Why does she think her daughter would prefer her father alive to her mom alive and happy is beyond me. So I push him away despite how much it hurts. "Jasper you need to leave now." I beg him.
He's reluctant to leave but he grabs the case and puts the photos in his pocket and flies out of my room. We already packed up most of his things and they are in his truck. He told the family he was going to spend some time with Peter and Charlotte, which is the truth, just not for has long as he told them he would be there. I can clearly see how difficult this separation is going to be on them both. Bella just doesn't understand why she hates being separated from him but Jasper knows and he is going to a miserable person to be around for the week or so.
The next morning all the men are scrambling to leave the house. Renesmee is starting to act strange like she does every year and Jake is trying to "subdue" her until all the men leave. They have been locked in her room for 10 hours now and they are loud! I think even Emmett and Rose are blushing.
"Alice." Carlisle says behind me. I turn to face him and he comes up and gives me a hug.
I have been working to look forlorn about Jasper leaving. "Don't you worry dear. You and Jasper will work things out and be friends again soon. Why don't you take this time to enjoy being with the girls in the family and I'll see if I can talk to Jasper."
I love him like a father and he always treats me like his own flesh and blood. He would have been an excellent father. I feel bad that he never got the chance. "Thanks dad, I love you."
"Take care of Bella. Make sure she eats. She hasn't left her room yet today." He stops talking for a moment and I can tell he is battling with something. I let him think it through without interrupting him even though I know what he wants to say already. "I normally am against human blood at all costs but Alice I think she going to need some to fully regain her strength. I got a lot bags of it from the hospital this morning and I want you to force her to drink three bags a day at least. There is enough for her have 10 a day if she is willing but I know she hates the taste of blood." Wow for my dad to suggest this is he is really worried.
I take a step back and I see it working. I give him my best smile. "It will be fine dad and don't worry it won't affect her or any of us. She will have no problem getting off the human blood when it is time."
He gives me another tight squeeze. "Good, I am just so worried about my girl. She looks…well she looks so… she's broken Alice and its killing your mother and me to see her like that. Just try to get her to eat."
"Don't you worry about a thing dad I am on it!" She is definitely going to need the human blood after what Edward did to her last night I think with a shudder. Carlisle leaves me to spend a few last minutes with his wife and mate.
The men are set to leave and Edward grabs me before they all take off. "Please see to my wife. She had quite a night." He says to me with an evil smirk. I push him of me and he leaves.
Jake comes out of his and Renesmee's room with a well loved smirk on his face. His hair is sticking up all over his head, his clothes are ripped to shreads, and he looks content. Emmett grabs him by the shoulder and gives him a noggie. "When are you going to make an honest woman out of my niece?" He asks him trying to sound like he is joking but there is a hint of threat under it all.
Jake blushes and pushes Emmett off of him. "When she lets me." He responds shutting Emmett up. I can't help but smile at his response. The men leave and I quickly take the stairs and walk to Bella's door. I am afraid to open it. I saw what he did to her.
"Bella, it's me Alice. I am coming in." I turn the handle and walk into the room. The curtains are drawn but it doesn't hinder my vampire eyes. The sight in front of me actually makes me feel queasy. I have never seen anything quite has horrible has this and I am a vampire.
Her body is ripped apart. Her arms, her legs, her head are spread over the room. Her torso is split up the center from the "loving" she received from Edward last night. I wanted to stop it but I saw what would happen if I came in. He would light her on fire and escape. This is horrible yes but I will get her out of this soon. She is a vampire and she is unable to die so they are twitching but she is too weak to put them back together. "Jasper." Her head whispers, I don't think she even knows she said his name. Her mind is gone and she is acting purely on instinct and her instincts want her mate to protect her and put her back together. The room is splattered with her venom and Edward's seed. This turned him on. That is the sickest part of the sight in front of me. "Bella I am going to put you back together." I say softly hoping not to jar her too much.
I pick her body parts back up. I start small with her fingers. Her body is so weak and depleted of blood that I am not sure that her hand will reattach to the fingers. "Bella I will be right back." I leave the room and run to Carlisle's office. I saw him put the blood in a fridge in his office. I pull out four bags and run back to Bella. She is unable to realize what is going on around her but I force her head to drink the human blood and I am able to reattach her head to her neck and torso, minus the gaping hole that she ripped out. It takes hours but I am able to merge her body back together. It is barely holding together and I prop her up on the bed and hand her a fresh blood bag. "Bella please drink this." I beg her holding the bag to her lips. Her mouth barely opens but I push her head back and cut the bag and hold it over her mouth dripping the blood into her. She has a hard time swallowing so I push her head back further making it a simple fall down her throat. "There you go Bella."
She drinks one whole bag. I pick up the last bag and puncture it putting it to her mouth. She has more control over her limbs now and she is able to hold the bag loosely to her mouth. She drinks quickly and throws her head back on the headboard behind her. "Alice?" She moans.
"I am here. He is gone. We have time now." I respond to her. She seems to relax and doesn't open her eyes. "Jasper?" She asks me.
Bella isn't fully with me yet. I can tell by the way her eyes are rolling in her head. Her vampire self wants her mate but Bella doesn't even know she wants him. "Jasper is with Peter and Charlotte. Don't worry he will be back soon." She relaxes at the sound of his name. Like a werewolf I can't see her future right now. She is fully driven by bloodlust and the need to rebuild and is subject to quick change much like a werewolf.
"Bella wait here." I demand and leave her room again running to dad's office. I thought four blood bags would be enough to bring her back but I was mistaken. She has gone far too long without blood for four bags to be enough. I grab another three and run back to her room hoping that no one notices. Renesmee is standing outside of her mom's door when I return. "Renesmee darling why don't you head downstairs and when your mom is ready she will come down."
Renesmee's chin nods toward the blood in my hands. "What's that for?" She asks me. I look down at the blood and clutch it closer to me. "Carlisle thought it would help your mom."
She smiles at me. "Gramps thought human blood would help her? Wow he must be worried if he's allowing that."
"He is worried honey. Now go downstairs and be with Rose and Esme. I'll be down with your mom shortly." I should be worried that Renesmee will try to take the blood but I know that Jake feed her before he left. I can smell him in her. He loves her so much that he gives her his most precious gift, his blood. I enter the room and shut and lock the door behind me. She is still muttering Jasper's name like some kind of prayer. I feed Bella bag after bag of blood. After seven bags she finally has control over her body and I see her future again.
a/n I promise it will stop being so violent and horrible for her here on out! Things are going to be looking a lot better. Usually I don't like to give out plot details but I feel like you all deserve to know that things are going to be getting better so thanks for hanging in through the bad!