hey I'm back! Sorry for the little bit of a wait for this chapter. I just got braces and my teeth are killing and I just got sick so thats why no update innnn 3-4 days. But I'm back! Hopefully you guys like this chapter! Tell me your opinion of it aka reviewww! I don't own PLL or anything PLL related. Warning: this fanfic contains self harm so you have been warned.

Emily POV.

Ali surprised me by taking us to her spot in between classes. I didn't even know it existed before today but its beautiful. Not nearly as beautiful as Alison but still very beautiful. It was a patch of grass in a field of sunflowers. The next few days we spent together were amazing. At school Alison kept her head up and ignored everybody who tried to bring her down. I was really proud of her. Thursday is when her dad gets back and we are going to tell him the news of us dating. Ali is super nervous because unfortunately her dad has made some comments before about her cousin who is gay. Today is the last day I sleep over before we tell her dad so we plan to stay up late and just enjoy tonight. The lunch bell rings and I smile because it's time to see my girl. Walking out of the classroom, I get tackled by a mass of blong hair. Recovering quickly, I hug her back even tho I didn't have much of a choice due to her koala hug.

"Hey babe." I say hugging her tightly. People stare at us because of the scene we just created.

"Hey to you too!" She replys detaching herself from my body. I am quickly tugged forward into a long kiss before saying "I love you."

"I love you too." I reply and we walk hand in hand to the caff to grab our lunchs. I sit down outside at the tables and Ali excuses herself to the bathroom, leaving me alone. Before I know it, 3 other bodies sit beside me as soon as Ali leaves. From the smell of Ralph Lauren perfume, hair spray and a flash of artsy cloths I can tell its my 3 other life long friends.

"Hello," I say polity because even though I haven't talked to them in a little under a week their still my best friends.

"Hey," Aria and Spencer reply before Hanna bursts out.

"What the hell are you doing with her?" She questions accusingly.

"HANNA!" Spencer snaps.

"What I want to know and don't pretend you don't want to either Spencer."

"I am dating her," I say quickly. It isn't that I'm ashamed to be Alison's girlfriend, I just didnt want to have my 3 best friends hate the idea of us. Aria chokes while drinking her water and then says, "you're what!?"

"I am dating Alison."

"Have you lost it!" Hanna begins, "do you not remember all the shit she put us through. All the times she kissed you just to turn around and laugh in your face! Alison has no mercy or feelings Emily."

"Are you dating her Hanna? No so butt out of it. I make my own choices not you. You are sounding like Paige." I state fuming.

"Wait, when was Paige over?" Aria questions.

"Last Saturday, she commented about how Alison was playing me and then punched her in her face. She has had a black eye since Sunday but you know her, Ali is really good at make-up." I reply.

"That and playing people." I hear Hanna whisper.

"Wanna speak up Hanna or are you just gonna mumble the whole time." I say. I admit not my best comeback.

"I said that and playing people just like shes doing now Em. God wake up! She doesn't love you! She is A for god sakes."

"Take it back Hanna. take all of that back now!" I state firmly. Looking around I see that we have gained some attention from other people at tables near ours.

"No I won't because it is the truth. She isn't innocent, she is the devil pretty much." And with that I stand up, completely forgetting about my lunch and walk away. How dare they question Alison... She loves me I think to myself and as I round the corner I see familiar blond hair running into the bathroom.

"Shit," I whisper to myself. She heard what the girls said. I rapidly run into the bathroom to find nobody else in the bathroom except Alison, who locked herself in a stall. I knock on the door and the only response I get is sniffles.

"Alison baby it's me... Wanna open up the door and come out?" I ask.

"N-no jus-just go Emi-ily." She stutters out.

"Baby I am not going anywhere so when u come out I'm gonna be here for you." I reply defiantly while leaning against the sink. 15 minutes pass by without a sound I began to hear the bathroom stall click to unlock. Slowly Alison sticks her head out all puffy and red eyed. She stand there And slowly closes the door behind her with her eyes closed trying to stop more unshead tears from flowing. I walk up to her and wrap my arms around her tightly. Due to me being taller, I easily shield her from the world in our hug and my chest becomes wet with her tears.

"It's gonna be ok Ali. Let it all out." I say soothingly while rubbing circles on her back.

"The-ey hat-te m-me." She stutters out before silently sobbing back on my chest. Unnoticed by Alison or I, we hear a small intake of breath and unravel from our hug. Seeing who it was, Ali runs out of the bathroom to god knows where.

I tell them "are you freaking happy now!" To 3 shocked friends none other then Aria Spencer and Hanna. I storm out and begin my search for Alison. Quickly entering my car, I ponder all the places she likes to go. I start the car and speed off to the kissing rock. She isn't there so I head off to her spot and then back to library at school. Alison isn't at either and so I race over to her house hoping she is there. I walk into her house and up the stairs. Seeing the light from her room illuminating the outside hallway slightly I open the door.

What I walk into shocks me because I thought we were past this. Ali is trying to break a pencil sharpener.