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Ziva's POV

I woke up with a splitting headache and Gibbs, McGee, and Abby staring at me.

"Ziva, what the hell was that?"

"I don't know Gibbs. I remember coming home and I remember crying and going to the bathroom then everything goes blank."

"Ziver, you tried to kill yourself."

I then looked on my wrists and they had white bandages on them.

"How did I try to do it?"

"You took a razor to your wrists, and then at some point you hit your head. You have a mild concussion and you lost a lot of blood, but the baby is fine."

"Ok…I am not sure why I did it. I just feel so much pain. I just don't know what to do with myself anymore now that Tony is gone."

"Ziva, please promise me one thing."

"What Gibbs?"

"Please never do that again."

"I promise."

"I think McGee wants to talk to you. Come out here with me Abs."

"Hey Tim."

"Do not Hey Tim me! You nearly killed yourself and your pregnant?"

"So you know."

"Your damn right I know. Ziva please just tell me everything that is going on. You are like my sister and I just want to see what is wrong. Please let me in. I can help you."

"Ok McGee I will start from the beginning. It was June 5th and Tony, and I were tired from the case we worked on so… we went back to his apartment and started watching movies. We then realized that we really liked each other. The day Tony died was our one month anniversary. And yes I am pregnant and yes the baby is Tony's, and I have no clue what I am going to do."

"Ziva, why didn't you tell me all this in the hotel yesterday?"

"I do not know McGee."

"Ziva, I am sorry for yelling just now and I am sorry I yelled at you at the hotel. I did not realize you had all this going on."

"It's alright McGee it is I who should be sorry. I should have let you and Abby in. I just feel so stupid."

"Ziva you are not stupid. You are just perfect the way you are."

"Ok McGee Thank you."

"No problem Ziva."

Then Gibbs and Abby walked in and they all came over and hugged me.

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