A/N: I am the girl who never catches a break, I swear. My mother being her, my father dying, my aunt dying, my grandmother is slowly disappearing from my life and on top of it all school is killing me. Anyways, just a filler chappy from Katie's POV
I can see what a toll this is taking on him.
As if dealing with our mom wasn't enough for my brother.
Our grandmother died recently and now we find out that our aunt is slipping away faster than we thought.
And Gustavo is riding him and the others about their new album, and Ms. Collins is piling on homework faster than termites building a home.
And it's starting to break him down.
His usually bright eyes are now dull and lifeless.
His hair is longer than he'd ever let it be and there are large purple circles under his eyes.
Everybody else sees it too.
He's not eating, he's losing weight and he never smiles.
His grades are slipping, and he hasn't gone to the gym in what feels like forever.
He's become a walking zombie, and it scares me.
I watch him deteriorate daily, slowly vanishing into nothingness.
Until I finally snap.
I march into his room and give him a speech about how he needs to stop torturing himself.
He looks up at me, eyes showing a glimmer of hope.
I crawl into his lap and press my face into the crook of his neck and cry.
I tell him how scared I am that he's going to kill himself this way.
I tell him how I couldn't live knowing he committed a form of suicide.
And he held me and told me everything was going to be ok.
And when I looked into his eyes, I saw the bright green orbs of my brother looking back.
That was when I knew everything would be alright.
A/N: so, there is a crappy little 10 minute chapter. I wrote it because I feel bad for practically abandoning you guys for my NaNoWriMo project...dont even ask how thats going...anyways, hope you enjoyed :) Reviews are my Nutella