AN: OMG stop ganging up on me! If u think that isnt enuff 2 try 2 kill urslef or change ur personality n basicly betray urself bcuz u dnt kno what 2 do anymore well mayb u need 2 go thru some stuff b4 u speak. Srsly u disgust me as ppl also if u dont like it just DONT FUCKING READ IT oh my god i spell like i want ok.

Lindsay isnt nice shes just a fake bitch like all those fake fucking bitches from school yeah u know who im tlaking about i bet ur just like them u dont fucking care 4 other ppl well guess what i dont care either

Also sorry 4 taking so long ive been havin sum personal ishus

My mom took me hom n kept me out of skewl even tho i wanted 2 go so i cud skip class and smoke cigarets and drugz like i used 2 do.

She came in2 my room n looked me but i gave her the finger b4 she cud speak so she left.

Then a buncha stuf happened (u can c the movie or ask me if u like anyway if ur readin dis uve probably scene it its a bunch of stuf wif a doctor and that preps dad) with my mom n idk she kinda sux and shes borin so im not riting about that

My brother cheked on me and broght me cookis and asked if i wuz okay and i stufed them in my mouf n spit on his face and laffed bcuz im a sadist and i h8 my brother serously hes a litle brat.

He said crying "mom sed u had 2 cal her wen u woke up"

"NO I DONT FUKIN HAV 2!1" i groaned, and then i sexily commanded him 2 pass me that glas of blood i had in my roomm. He looked grosed out (lol hes not a vampire like me) bt he did it anyway.

"Wer u realy goin 2 dye ur hare blonde?" asked my brother (dont complain about the question thingys there for emphasis) (btw my brothers blonde) "i cunt beleve it"

"fuk u y do u fukin care u fukin prep" i murmured excitedly

"i care about u ur my sister i dont want u ded" he responded me

"fuk u u dont understend" i asnered defiantly (he realy doesnt i mean nobody does) "i hav 2 c if they stil think im a prep give me my laptop u fukin piece of shit or il cut u up"

My bother looker scared lol and he handed my gothik MCR lptop 2 me. I got hot 4 a second bcuz i thot of Gerard Way. Then i opened it in a depressed way 2 go check my cutsters page.

Then... my mom came in!111

She took my laptop again (i cudnt keep it bcuz my rists were weak frum all da cuttin but i was able 2 put my finger up at her agen) and hten i cried tears of blood but she wudnt giv it bak bcuz shes a fkn bitch