Chapter twelve: Paige's Diary
Ashley flipped through the pages of the little blue diary, she couldn't help but feel guilty about reading Paige's diary even if it was to help her, and She flipped through looking for anything useful.
Tuesday, July 4th, 2005
8:45pm
Dear Diary,
We had a barbecue today it was nice except for the fact that Tom walked around telling people the most BORING stories. He's such an asshole. I got in trouble because I said this to him. I'm sorry if I hat his guts and my mom can't even see it!
Paige
Wednesday, July 5th, 2005
4:02am
Dear Diary,
You won't believe him…I don't even believe him! He's scum! I hate him! How could he do this! I knew he was a bad guy but I didn't know he was this bad! Last night he…I can't even write it! He raped me! I'm so stupid how could I have let this happen! Again!
-paige
Wednesday, July 12th, 2005
12:01am
Dear Diary,
I'm Sorry I haven't written in you for so long. I just can't bring myself to talk about what he's been doing to me besides if I read this ever again I don't want to relive! How sad am I? I can only confide in you! I can't believe he's molested me 5 times since I last wrote in you! I can't take a whole summer of this and my mother is leaving for Italy for business next week.
-P.
Thursday, July 21st, 2005
7:05pm
Dear Diary,
My mother has been gone 3 days! Every day is worse then the next! I can't take a whole summer of this I can't! and on top of this! Spinner keeps calling and I can't talk to him not with what's going on! With my mom gone, its worse I'm scared to go to sleep each night! Will my torment ever end?
-whatever
Sunday, August 7th, 2005
9:43pm
Dear Diary,
I finally have some peace. My entries have been so boring and depressing same thing I write to you every night but not tonite! Tonite I am on my way to texas to visit my father! YAY! So you won't have to feel me cry anymore, since you can't hear me lol…anyway I'm going crazy.
-finally lost it
Friday, August 26th, 2005
4:02pm
Dear Diary,
I am at the airport. I've had the best time here I don't want to leave! I don't want to go back to that hell hole! I can't it scares me! I hate it! I'm sorry…my plane I boarding one way trip to hell…no return!
Thursday, September 1st, 2005
2:04am
Dear Diary,
I can't sleep again, I wonder why. I keep hearing footsteps but he's already paid me a visit once…I hope he doesn't come back! I finally did it I broke up with spinner. If I didn't I just would have hurt him I cried for 4 hours straight after I did. I will never forgive myself. Only 4 more days till school.
-…
Monday, September 5th, 2005
11:50pm
Dear Diary,
The first day of school sucked. I'm in spinners advisory and it breaks my heart to see him! I went home and cried for 3 hours. I still can't stop. I hate myself but I hate HIM more…
Saturday, September 31st, 2005
11:58pm
Dear Diary,
The first month is almost over, but I'm dead! I told Ashley! And my mom is going away for the weekend I'm so scared I'm sleeping over at Ashley's it should go well. We might go to the police. I'm so scared.
Sunday, November 1st, 2005
11:50am
Dear Diary,
Oh no! Oh no! I'm dead! He made me tell Ashley to meet me at the park in an hour what if he hurts her too? I tried to hint at her to help me. But I don't think it worked. It's been an hour since I called her she should be waiting for me. Omg! I hear footsteps I have to go! I'm scared what is he going to do to me! I never thought I could be even more afraid of him then I was bef
The rest of the sentence was unfinished and it was the last entry in her diary. Ashley had tears streaming down her face she wiped her eyes and put the book in her bag. She got up and left the house, but before she left the room she looked back.
"I'll get him for you Paige!" She looked down at her pink and white comforter and shuttered.