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Ch. 12- Seeing him everywhere

I wake up still in my school uniform from yesterday. I also notice that if I don't hurry I'll be late. I pull on my uniform and put up my hair in a bun for the first time that I've been here. I stick my decorative chopsticks in it to keep it held together. I walk into Tamaki who has coffee in a to go cup and a muffin in his hands.

"You know me so well," I say instantly taking the coffee and drinking it. We get into our limo and I eat the muffin in there. We get to the familiar pink building and go up to the Host Club room. I walk in to see everyone already there.

"Yasuko, you're alright," Reiko says as she hugs me tightly. "I heard about what happened. Are you ok," she asks.

"As ok as I can be. I'm just extremely worried for him," I answer. "What are you doing in here anyways," I ask staring at her curiously.

"Oh I was just worried and came up to check on you. But you weren't here yet so I just talked to Haruhi and Honey of course," she says smiling brightly.

"That's good. How's that going," I ask.

"Pretty well," she says her smile growing wider. The bell the rings to notify us that classes are going to start soon. I walk together with my brother and Kyoya."
The day flies by fast and soon I'm in the class that I have Umehito. He is not in his spot though. My spirit dampens. I then walk into Host Club and sit on the window sill. I stare out silently the whole time. Though throughout that time I can hear many of the customers ask "What's wrong with Yasuko?", "Did something happen?", etc. I block out all the sounds from them and just stare at the garden where the last time I saw him was.

Host Club ends and I feel someone touch my shoulder. I jerk out of my spacing out and look up hopelessly into familiar dark grey eyes of Mori-senpai as they stare at me worriedly. Honey-senpai then pops out behind him and says "Don't you think Yasu-chan needs cake Takashi?"

"Ah," Mori-senpai replies. I smile and allow Honey-senpai to drag me to his usual couch. He offers me a piece of cake and I take it. I eat a few pieces and then start to play with it. I let a sigh escape me as I stare down at the cake.

"I think Yasu-chan misses Nekozawa don't you think Takashi," Honey-senpai voices.

"Ah," Mori-senpai agrees.

"It also seems she is love sick," Honey-senpai observes. When he says that I instantly straighten up and stare at him curiously. This tiny third year is more observant than I thought.

"Love," I say curiously, "maybe that's why I feel so anxious." I then stare off into space and smile as I get an idea. I sit the plate down instantly and kiss Honey-senpai on the top of his head. "You're a genius Honey-senpai. I'll make sure to bake you a delicious cake in return," I say as I run out of Host Club.

Tamaki then sticks his head out of the door before I start down the stairs. "Where are you going," he yells towards me.

"Where do you think," I answer. I jump into our limo and head to Umehito's house. I instantly run up to the door and knock on it.

Kadomatsu instantly opens the door and stares at me with wonderment. "Mistress Suoh, the young master is not feeling up to visitors yet. He still has to recover some from the incident that happened.," he says. My spirit instantly deflates but then I remember how we promised that we would both fight for each other.

I started pleading with him. Telling him that I have something very important to say to him. But he wouldn't let me through. Eventually he slammed the door in my face. I stumbled back and then just crumpled to the ground. My spirit drained out of me. I instantly feel tears falling down my face. I feel pathetic. Why in the world did I think that was going to work in the first place?!

*Umehito's POV*

(At the same time)

When I hear the door slam down stairs I get curious and look out my window. I see the familiar form of Yasuko. I frown and realize that Kadomatsu must have denied her to come in. I watch her fall to the ground and notice that it looks like she's crying. I instantly want to go down and help her. But the doctor warned me that if I push myself too hard again, I might end up worse than just passing out. I touch my hand to the window and say "I'm sorry," to the crumpled form of Yasuko in my front yard. I go back to my bed and lay on it. I instantly start crying. I feel so useless. I can't be any help of now. Otherwise I might lose Yasuko forever. I then curl up into a ball and sob as I say "I'm sorry" over and over.

*Yasuko's POV*

I feel someone touch my shoulder and I look back to see a blurred form of Tamaki there. "I figured you were here," he says. He picks me up and takes me to the limo. We go home and then eat dinner in silence. I walk up to my room and forgot homework. I lay in my bed and silently sob.

A/N: Heartbreak and sadness!