Don't shoot me for two reasons: 1- it's taken me so long and it's so short. But my laptop died last week and I've been typing this all by texting it to my email… it's a pain but I just had to write. Plus I couldn't bare to have you all sitting around thinking I've forgotten this story. So I've added lemons. And 2- I've said it before if not here than in my other story Bruises… I do love my good morning sex!

Here ends my rant. Thank you for waiting! ENJOY!

For The Past or For The Future?

Chapter 12: Alone… Finally

The two were all over each other on the elevator ride up to Kaname's apartment. Zero's lips were at Kaname's throat and Kaname's hands were at Zero's waist. When the Pureblood opened the door Zero walked in, waited for Kaname to close it, then pinned the Pureblood to the door and kissed him deeply. Their tongues fought for dominance even though Kaname wanted Zero to dominate him completely.

Breaking the kiss Kaname said, "We should shower first…"

"Good idea." Zero took a step back from his boyfriend.

Kaname took the Hunter's hand and pulled him into the large bathroom connected to his room. There they slowly stripped each other. Every inch of Kaname's skin that was showed by removing a piece of clothing Zero would lavish it with kisses. Zero felt quite nervous doing this because he had never done this. If he had then he didn't remember. Maybe he could as Kaito later… or he could call Yuki. Right now though his mind fell back onto Kaname and how amazing the Pureblood looked naked. "You're hot." Zero said as he moved back from Kaname to look at the Vampire.

"Speak for yourself." Kaname said as he moved to turn on the shower.

When the water was warm enough the two stepped in. Kaname ducked his head under the warm spray to get the rime of the mission off of his body. As he was rubbing shampoo into his hair he moved so that Zero could rinse himself.

The two were soon clean of the grime from their mission and they stood in the bathroom drying off. Zero couldn't keep his eyes off his boyfriend. Right now Kaname's back was to Zero as he dried his hair. "What Zero? I can feel your eyes on me." Kaname turned to his silver Hunter.

"You're just so damn good looking I can't keep my eyes off you." Zero smiled and walked over to wrap his arms around Kaname's thin waist. Kaname hummed his approval as he leaned into Zero's embrace. He closed his eyes and just basked in the touch of the Hunter. Then his eyes shot open as he felt Zero's lips caressing his neck and shoulder.

Kaname suddenly became nervous. He was completely unsure of how to voice what he really wanted. He could guess that Zero had already accepted that Kaname would want to top… so how would he react? Kaname moved away from Zero suddenly and the Hunter was a little stunned. He was about to ask what was wrong when Kaname spoke, "Zero…" he swallowed. "Would you…come to my room?" Kaname bit his lip he had lost his nerve.

"I thought you'd never ask." Zero purred and let himself be lead into Kaname's room where he backed up to the bed and pulled Kaname on top of him. They tossed away their towels and Kaname started lavishing Zero's pale skin with kisses again. Zero stretched out on the bed and let Kaname have his way with him.

After a few minutes Kaname was struck with an idea. He gripped Zero's hips tightly with his knees and rolled so that Zero was now on top. Kaname grabbed two fistfuls of silver hair and tugged Zero's head to his. His fangs teased Zero's ear and clinked against the silver earrings. "Fuck me." He said into Zero's ear. The Hunter couldn't hold back a moan of pleasure.

Zero looked down at the Pureblood, his heart swelled at the sight of him. Kaname was covered in a thin sheen of sweat and his chest was rising and falling as he breathed fast. "You look so hot." Zero said as he leaned down to lips Kaname's chest. Moaning he thrust his fingers into silver locks. Zero's lips continued to travel lower. Kaname hissed in pleasure as a warm mouth covered a nipple and fingers danced over the other. When Zero was satisfied with Kaname's moans he trailed his tongue down Kaname's taught stomach where he stopped to nip the perfect flesh. "Suck." Zero said as he put two fingers near Kaname's mouth. The Pureblood gladly took the digits into his mouth. He sucked them and swirled his tongue around them to coat the with his saliva.

Smiling Zero sucked the head of Kaname into his mouth. The Pureblood's back arched off the bed. He had never done this before but he had an idea of what to do. As Zero deep throated Kaname's cock he slid in one spit slicked finger. Kaname clutched at the sheets as Zero took everything torturously slow. "Zero…" Kaname's fingers released the sheets after a few minutes and twined into Zero's soft silver hair. The ex-human hummed and Kaname was left breathless from the vibrations. "Zero… now… pleaseeee." Kaname writhed on the bed forcing himself further on to the fingers that were stretching him.

"As you wish my love." Zero said as he leaned back from Kaname. The picture the sweaty and panting Pureblood painted was the hottest thing ever. And knowing that he had brought Kaname to this state made Zero painfully hard.

Zero used one hand to prop himself above Kaname and the other to line himself up. Kaname wrapped his legs around Zero's waist and pulled him partially in. Zero bit his lip; if Kaname kept tat up he was going to lose it. In one slow steady thrust Zero seated himself in the inviting body under him. "Kami, you feel amazing Kaname." Zero said in a husky voice as he looked down into crimson eyes. Kaname reached up and pulled Zero down so they could kiss. As their tongues battled Zero started thrusting at a steady pace that drove Kaname wiled. Hands wandered over the silverette and Kaname just loved the way that Zero's muscles felt as they moved with each thrust.

The ex-human felt his climax fast approaching. But he didn't want to cum before Kaname, it didn't seem like a fitting way to end his first time. So his hand snaked between them to take the weeping organ in hand. "Ah-Zero-mmm." Kaname couldn't stay quiet as Zero assaulted his senses. It was too much. His eyes clenched closed. "Zero, I'm close… so close… Zerooo." Kaname moaned as he thrust into Zero's hand.

"Look at me Kaname…" Zero leaned down to lick the Pureblood's neck. "I want to see your eyes when you come." Zero wanted to memorize the look of his lover in pure bliss. He wanted to memorize what he looked like the first time they made love.

"Zero" Kaname moaned at Zero's words and came spattering Zero's hand and stomach with white fluid. The emotions that flashed across Kaname's eyes in the moment of his bliss captivated Zero and made his insides squirm with delight. The feeling of Kaname orgasm under him tipped Zero into his own sweet release.

The two lay on the bed panting. Zero's head rested on Kaname's sweaty chest. And Kaname was running his hands all over Zero's body. Shifting Zero pulled out of Kaname and flopped onto the bed next to the tired Pureblood. Kaname's stroking hands slowed then stopped and Zero took up running his hand over Kaname's face."Kaname?"
"Hm?" Kaname cracked open his eyes and looked at Zero. His brow furrowed in worry at the look on his lover's face. "What's wrong?"

"Did I hurt you?" Zero was so worried that he'd hurt Kaname since he was unexpirenced.
"No. Of course not." Kaname reached up and stroked Zero's cheek. It was so cute that the Hunter was concerned for him. "It was wonderful... Just like you." Kaname sat up so he could kiss his lover. This relaxed Zero and he willingly kissed back. "Now come sleep with me." The Pureblood wrapped his arms around Zero's neck as he lay down.
They curled close and drifted off to sleep.

Zero was the first to wake. He watched his lover sleep peacefully and his heart swelled. He was lucky to see Kaname like this because the Pureblood kept everyone else at arm's length. Zero wanted to show Kaname how much he loved him. As he tried to think of something his mind wandered back to lastnight and what he had done to Kaname. A light flush splayed across his face and his body was reacting, asking for a repeat. The only thing that was filling Zero's head was how it feltto be buried in the amazing body before him. Stifling a moan Zero shifted to lay on his back and a hand traveled to his stiff member.
He wanted to take Kaname again... But his lover was still sleeping. But what a fine way to wake him up. This time Zero couldn't keep the moan in. Oh how he wanted to take Kaname right now...

Zero moved the sheets aside and discarded them in the pile of sheets. He held his breath for a second so as not to moan loudly at the amazing sight Kaname made laying peacefully on the bed naked. Kneeling between Kaname's legs Zero put three fingers into his mouth and coated them in salvia. We need to get some lube. It would totally make this easier. Zero thought as he slowly slid the first one in as he took Kaname's soft member into his mouth and started to suck. By the time Zero was stretching Kaname with all three fingers the Pureblood was moaning and his cock was leaking. Zero leaned back and admired his handy work… Kaname looked even hotter now with the light sheen of sweat on his bare chest and his red lips parted as he panted.

Spiting into his hand Zero then covered his aching arousal in spit then lined himself up. Just before he pushed inside he moaned Kaname's name to pull the Pureblood fully from his sleep. Then Zero slid into Kaname's tight heat in one slow thrust. Kaname's deep red eyes shot open and his mouth opened in a gasp. Then his lust filled eyes locked on Zero and he smiled as his hands went to grip Zero's muscular shoulders. "Mmm… Zero… to what do I owe…" Kaname gasped as Zero pulled out and thrust back in, "this surprise to?" Kaname moaned again.

"You looked so damn adorable." Zero said with another thrust. "And I couldn't give up a chance to try this." Zero smiled down at Kaname. They both felt heat rise up in their chests and Kaname knew that he had Zero. Kaname wrapped his legs around Zero's waist so he could easily buck his hips up to meet Zero's thrust.

"My god Zero!" Kaname dug his fingers into Zero's shoulders as Zero angled his thrusts to hit Kaname's prostate each time. For a moment the Pureblood felt his eyes roll back in his head. He was so close it wasn't even funny. He started to bite his lip to attempt to stave off his orgasm.

"I'm so lucky to have you." Zero said leaning down to lick a small bead of blood from Kaname's lip. In the process Zero purposely pushed himself up against Kaname to create friction on Kaname's cock.

"Zeroo…" Kaname couldn't take it any longer he was in bliss right now.

"Come for me Kaname." Zero breathed hotly into Kaname's ear and bit the earlobe. Kaname bucked up against Zero and let out a whining moan as he came. Zero relished in the way that Kaname's quivering muscles felt around his length and how the hot stickiness between them felt absolutely amazing. "I love you Kaname." Zero said as he leaned in and kissed the Pureblood who was coming down off the high. Thrusting a few more times Zero emptied himself into Kaname with a moan and another declaration of his love. Zero lowered himself on top of Kaname and propped himself on the heaving chest. He wasn't quite ready to pull out of Kaname… it still felt totally amazing.