I was joking about last chapter...how can I not update or Delete this. I'm just beginning the madness. Remember there's two parts. I just hope you will continue reading. And just advice it's rated M for a reason...next chapter is going to be... Pretty Harsh...not drama wise, I mean adult scheme wise... Enough from me. Lets continue this and your review does really encourage this amateur writer. I left you off at a cliffhanger, so sorry about that... I hate doing that...please Read & Enjoy~

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Story:

Sour Patch

Chapter 12:

"Dearly Beloved"

Rin POV:

"You will save my grandmothers life, won't you?" I questioned cautiously. She nodded and held out her pale hand.

"What is your name...?" I inquired, looking at her veins showing through her transparent like skin.

"My name is Neru. I'm the one, who's life you're going to take." She said in a mere whisper, taking my hand forcefully. Her neon, gold pony-tail swayed with her every movement. I noticed she was levitating as I was, but it seemed that she was able to move unlike me. Her hands were so cold and clammy, my fingers went numb in her palms.

I could had swore that I heard Len's voice calling out to me, but maybe it was just all in my head. I nodded my head as Neru cradled me delicately in her arms. I laid my head back, accepting my decision that I had made. Then once I shut my eyes, I heard an abrupt.

"Noooooo! Riinnn! Don't let her!" A voice screamed till the brink of cracking, drastically.

"L,Len...?" I stuttered, before Neru lodged her teeth into me. My body convulsed in her hold, I began seeing light radiating from Neru. The orange light was sinking into my skin. My eyes twitched and itched in their sockets. It burned, my insides felt like they were on fire. My head sank into her shoulder turning to ash. I out stretched my hand to the darkness now feasting on me. Burying me, just absorbing me, and I indeed get devoured.

My world was no longer alive, everything was black and white, nothing could be said. Black spirals that circled around me, no escape, just running trying to escape, but being stopped by a dead end. Blacking out was never a good thing, I screamed and jolted awake.

"Len...forgive me..."

When I finally opened my eyes, I was in a bed, my bed. The room was dark, yet I could barely make out a figure in the dim light. It was Len, and he was looking at me disappointed. He didn't talk or even bother to make any eye contact. It was decided that I needed to see myself. I crawled out of bed managing to stand up and walk. What I saw in the mirror really shocked me, my eyes were orange like Len's, like that time he fed on that girl. I opened my mouth to see rows of teeth, with that sight alone I broke down crying. My hands covered my eyes as I began quivering.

"W,What am I?" I cried in my palms still covering my face. Len just sat in a chair across from me and he observed me.

"You mean, what have you become?" He corrected, resting his head on his hand, watching my every move.

"Is grandma at l,least a,alive?" I asked worried, unable to prevent my tears from flooding my eyes. He shook his head as a cruel smile appeared on his lips. I cried harder till my shoulders were shaking.

"H-How...?" I whimpered, with tears just burning my eyes.

"I killed her. I sucked the life out of her." Len said nonchalantly seeming calm about it. "As of now she's missing. Got it?" He chuckled thinking that everything was a joke.

"Why are you acting this way?!" I yelled at him, as he scowled at me.

"You really want to know why I'm acting like this? It's because...it's because of YOU!" He screamed at me losing it. "I thought you were much better than this! You should have known better! Now look at you! You're, you're a fucking monster like me! A bloody sucubus!"

All because I wanted to save Ringo. I didn't want any of this to happen. Len was really angry, he had all the reason to be. He told me about what happened to him yet I didn't listen. If I knew better, I would had listened to him even when I heard him call out to me.

"I'm sorry Len. Can I just take it back?", I tried making eye contact but he wouldn't look at me.

"No! You idiot you can't, you're like me now! And this isn't the worst part, the worst has yet to come." Bluntly he answered my question standing up and turning away from me. "Just...wait.", He kneeled down beside me and leaned over me and bought his lips close to my ear.

"Just wait...you'll know what I mean when you feel it."

Just a minute after he said that last comment, my stomach was grinding glass. I let out a horrible scream that echoed throughout the house. Len just kept his back facing me and didn't seem to care about me any-more. These strange noises were coming from my gut like it was talking. It had a life of its own, causing me all this pain that hurt.

"I...I warned you! It's your fault, not mine! You deserve that excruciating pain!", he covered his face with his arm, and I crawled over to him. One hand holding my stomach the other one dragging me to his side. I placed a hand on his shoulder, and cringed with the dreadful pain beginning to spread. My eyes began crying worse than before, I thought I had ran out of tears. I removed Len's arm from his face and he too was crying. He pulled me into him unexpectedly and I let him hold me. Then he cried in my neck, trying to get a hold of himself, but he wasn't able too.

"I...never wanted this for you! I don't want you to die.", he squeezed me till I squeaked in discomfort. "I can't let that happen... I got to find you something to eat."

"You mean if I don't eat, I'll DIE?!" I said shocked pulling away from him. Len picked me up from the ground and set me down gently on my bed that he raped me on... That was not fun or thrilling just painful and odd...and I still can never look at him the same. Cause every time I do, I recall his words and nude body.

"Not exactly...YES." He answered my question as I began hyperventilating. Len took some clothes out of my closet and continued searching for more articles of clothing.

"Then how come Nero and Neru didn't just starve themselves?" I asked, watching him pull out my short-shorts. My question was why he had my short-shorts...

"You see,there's two types of sucubus and incubus. The ones that can control their eating habits and the ones that can't.", he threw the articles clothing on the bed.

"Get dressed. Then meet me downstairs." He winked with his tears gone and his eyes blazing with life again. Just as I had been told, I did what he said. Changing into these clothes and meeting him downstairs. He smiled grimly at me, and just gave me a thumbs up. I could not help but feel really awkward wearing these clothes and it was not even summer time... The worst part I was that Len was dragging me around town dressed like a, a, SLUT! We were going no where, as we passed the corner shops, I began getting déjà vu. Before I had passed the exact shop searching for this fool.

Just to find him stuffing his gut with that girls existence. He stopped in front of the same daycare where he had killed that innocent girl. The daycare sat silent at this time of night, it appeared to be like ten o' clock. The night sky as black as ebony, it looked like it was about to rain. Right when we were passing the daycare and leaving it behind, Len stopped and smiled.

"How hungry are you? Sweetie?", his smile widened turning dark and twisted. I brought my head up to look him in the eyes, although it was difficult.

"Very, very hungry Dearly Beloved~." I responded despite my stomach talking for me. It sure was eager, for the first eat...

"Okay then, I'm sorry about this, but I am only doing this for you." He managed to confirm with a straight face. Len just stepped out of the little space between the building to check if anyone was walking nearby. My legs were trembling out of anxiety. It was pondering, what would he attempt?

"W-What a,are y,you g, going to do?!", with my voice sounding frantic, I shook his shoulder. He simply mouthed the words, "just act out."

Just act out? In my head, that question sat in my mind. He approached me, grabbing my waist and bringing our hips together. I let a noise out in surprise, Len continued smiling as he brought my head to his collar bone. I inhaled the strong scent of his guilt as his hand held the back of my head. His hot breath in the nape of my neck. His lips brushing against my neck and finally feeling a harsh bite. A warm liquid trailed its way down my neck as I could no longer hide the pain. My scream was loud and painfully, cause it matched the level of pain I had endured. He dropped me like a dumbbell and let me fall to the cold cement alley.

My horrible scream attracted wanted attention as Len probably had planned. A boy with black cherry hair and fiery eyes. He and Len were really battling it out. He threw punches and Len's eyes turned that toxic orange like before.

"Thanks for being a good person."

The boy stood no chance against Len just getting put in a sleeper hold. It was like watching an antelope be taken down by a blood thirsty lion.

He kept the teen in a sleeper hold till he finally fainted. Len dragged the young boy to the daycares playground. He dropped the boy like garbage, turning to me with those orange eyes now glowing.

"There you go Rin, feed." He sighed and sat on the grass observing.

"What do I do?" I asked helplessly as I just poked the sleeping boy, still breathing. Len made an action like he was biting into a piece of meat.

I frowned,"...Y-Yeah, that helps..."

My shaking hands got a grip on the red boys scarf. I held the body in my arms, and slowly stripped away the scarf that was in the way. Throwing the scarf to the ground, I tilted his head back and just closed my eyes. Unknowing that a second later my body would do the rest of the work,

Len POV:

Rin drained the life out of that kid like a pro as I just sat and watched. He turned to ash and eventually nothing. She had residue of the young stranger on her lips. She licked her lips maliciously and the boys remaining existence vanished.

"So Rin satisfied?" I questioned sarcastically. Rin was in a daze not in her head. I scooped her up and just stared down into her eyes still fuzzy, wet with moisture. I sighed...

"Yep, there's always a first for everything, but just don't get addicted."

Rin nodded and just locked her arms around my neck.

"I'm sorry about biting you like that...I just wanted to get you fed well love." I apologized after all my actions were rather strange. This time she did not answer just fell asleep as I just walked back to the giant house. People that we passed thought it was cute. A boy carrying a girl like a baby cute? I ducked my head trying to hide this pity blush that was showing.

When we finally got back to the house all the lights were out. No one was home, except us two. The drunk lady was most likely out having a drink. After all the bars close at two in the morning. I woke the sleeping girl and placed her on her feet. She had to regain her balance, it was as if she was a new born deer. She yawned, looked in all directions including up then final led turned to me.

"Can you carry me to my room?" She asked, sleepily rubbing her eyes as a result. "Please."

As if I was a humble servant I followed her orders. I lifted her up and just brought to her room as told.

"Aw, Len~ you're so sweet and nice to me." She yawned loudly, as she was ready to sleep at any moment. "I love you so m,much."

I just ignored her, she didn't know what she was saying. It was just really late and she was still groggy. She just sat up in her bed as I proceeded to my room. Before I touched the cold handle she stopped me in my place. Turning around to face her I noticed that she was still off balance. She smiled tugging on the end of my shirt, her eyes still cloudy. She lost her hair pins and even her bow. For a minute we stared at each other intently, she hobbled and just wore that weak smile.

"Can I help you?" I inquired to the girl practically leaning on me. She just fell into me and latched onto me like a magnet to a fridge.

"L,Len...can you sleep with me?" She begged, and buried her face in me like a pillow. I just grabbed her shoulders and held her straight, this was a tuff decision. Sleep with her or just blow her off. My decision was to just resist her. This was not her usual personality, mellow Rin does not exist. I pushed her off and just put her back in her bed, tucking her in. She just gave me a blank stare and did not turn away once.

Once back in my room I will admit, it was a bit lonely, but I was adjusted to it. This plain perfect room was driving me insane, seeing my reflection in the mirror I realized that my eyes were still that devious orange. My palm pressed against the glass to see that I was no longer the boy I used to be. I was a monster, one that has gotten rid of everything in my way. Ringo was gone as well as Lenka...my parents my everything. In this world I was left alone, but it doesn't matter, I don't need anyone.

This is how things should be, no fuzziness or romance, all of this is an act. I certainly had no feelings or anything for anyone. My reflection is the same. All I see is the same scared little boy a ghost that got struck by a car. Those once sapphire eyes now an evil orange. That once happy young lad that always found a reason to smile. The boy that once loved living and loved being me. My hopes and dreams that died with me as a child. The life I had once known that disintegrated like the victims lives I have taken.

That younger me staring back at me in the mirror interrogating me. Asking me...

"What have you done with my life? Our life?"

"...I don't know..."

"Yes, you do. Stop telling yourself you don't!" The boy yelled, balling his little fists.

"I don't know..."

"Why do you do this to yourself?! What are you trying to do?! You think repeating the same thing will help you?!" He glared at me from the other side.

"I...don't...k,know..."

"What have you done Len? You truly are pathetic you know that? Repeating that same thing over and over, is the reason."

"The reason what...?" I struggled to answer no longer wanting to make eye contact...

"The reason you are so Mentally fucked up! You do it to yourself! Where are you trying to go?" He placed his palm to the mirrors glass.

"...I...I...DON'T...KNOW...!" I screamed, pounding my knuckles into the mirror shattering it. The shards dug into my fragile skin and the blood finally revealed itself. That crimson smearing against the remaining glass in the mirror. My eyes were widened and still that haunting orange. The limp hand hung by my side gushing now, not yet clotting. The carpet was being soiled with that rich mahogany. It must had been five minutes till my hand finally quite bleeding out. My door crept open and it attracted my attention.

The girl I had just forced to go to sleep was standing in the doorway staring at me like a monster. I knew what I was but she didn't have to make it seem worse than it already was. Rin just stepped inside the freezing room and saw the blood stained carpet and shattered mirror and knew. I kept my head down and even let my hair cover my eyes, they were that color that really frightened her. Temptation sunk in as I raised my head to find her eyes matching mine and a sadistic smile placed upon her face.

"What do you want?" I said bluntly, hoping to scare her off.

"...I heard the loud crash and...I..." She tried to explain but I cut her off.

"You what? Just wanted to investigate? Just wanted to see what happened?" I was the one asking questions like a cop.

"...I j,just needed to k,know if y,you were alright..." She whispered and stared at the ground.

"Why are you stuttering? What? Do I appall you?!" I yelled, at her now as she was on the ground.

"...N,N,No..."

"Then what did you come here for?!" I continued to turn away not wanting to see her.

"...I just..." She stopped and continued to look at the blood droplets on the carpet. I stood up and walked over to her as she stayed silent still. Not moving an inch.

"Just go! I don't need any of your concern!" I raised my voice and pointed to the door. She finally got to her feet and stood up, not straight but standing. She turned to my direction and tilted her head down.

"No!" She switched her whisper to a scream and ran into me. It was like a tackle, and it was really annoying...

"...I heard you talking to yourself! And I want to know what's wrong! I'm worried about you! And you're scaring me!" She bickered and continued to scream in my chest. Rin just began crying with her tears dripping on my face. I tried to push her off but then the words that I told myself caught me. "Where are you trying to go?"

"Why d,do y,you do t,this to y,yourself?! W,What a,are y,you trying to d,do?!" She sobbed louder and I had just lost it. These strange feelings began sending a shivers down my spine. I was at the end of my rope. Her tears just wetting my face, and her obnoxious crying, I finally snapped and lost all control...

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A/N

All I got to say is next chapter...is going to be a yes, a Lemon... If you review this I will get that chapter up as soon as possible. I will not have a pause on this story. Forgive me for the hold. I am so sorry. Len is kinda freaking out...he is going nuts... He is talking to mirrors and his child self. I will warn you about the next chapter. It is an M story for a reason, some people love story with their Lemons. Hopefully I do not fail...

Thank you so very much for Reading!

-Sourpatchkid03-