Author's Note:

Veronica Roth owns the characters and the Divergent Trilogy.

Also, remember chapters have been recently updated. 9-11

I have an idea for a new story that may actually start soon.

Tobias POV

I wake up with my arm tingling. Tris is asleep on it but I don't want to move to wake her.

Two years passed and I longed to have Tris the way I have her now. Close. Mine. I never thought I would be one to ever fall in love. The words Marcus embedded in my head all those years reminded me I would never be worthy of love.

Yet, here I am laying next to the most beautiful girl I have ever seen. She loves me. Every ounce of my being loves her.

*Buzz*

Amy: Hey, I heard you were back. I won't lie I'm a little upset you didn't come here first. Are you okay? Are we okay?

Sigh. I reach over and pull Tris closer to me.

"What was that?" Tris blinks her eyes adjusting to the sunlight creeping through the closed blinds.

"It was a text message. This," I say lifting up the cell phone to show her. "is a cell phone. It can be used to call people or text them. Texting is kind of like sending a letter with your phone."

I place the phone down.

"Do you always get texts so early in the day?" Tris smirks as she turns over to face me.

I have to tell her. I have waited too long already and before we left we promised to tell each other everything. No more lies. No more secrets. I feel my muscles tighten and nerves build throughout my body.

"Tris… there is something we need to talk about."

I feel Tris pull away and sit up in the bed. My heart races. I don't want her to pull away. What if what I'm about to tell her makes her pull away more?

She looks at me, her eyes longing to know what I am holding inside.

"These past two years have been hard. I never stopped loving you. My heart longed for one more kiss. One more hug. One more smile. I never looked at anyone they way I looked at you."

I didn't realize my fingers were trembling until she reached out to place my hand in hers.

"Tobias, it's okay calm down." She leans in and kisses me. "Go on."

"Tris… I went on a few dates…. You – uh know to try and cope." I can't even make eye contact. "No one ever made me feel remotely close what I felt with you so I closed myself off. Refused to see anyone."

"It's okay to go on dates Tobias. You thought I was dead." Tris squeezes my hand.

"A few weeks before you came back Zeke set me up on a date with Amy."

Tris POV

Amy.

I can't help but get a jealous feeling. Sure when Tobias said he went on dates my stomach sank. The thought of him with other girls breaks my heart.

"Amy was easy to talk to. She didn't get annoyed or angry when I talked about you." Tobias pauses and looks at me finally.

I don't know how to act so my face stays neutral, emotionless as I continue staring at him.

"We dated for a few weeks. Then one night I couldn't take it anymore. I just wanted to feel alive. I wanted to feel something and we kissed." He begins to pick up speed but I am only able to catch the gist of what he is saying because all I can hear is kissed.

"Without realizing it I asked her to be my girlfriend. I walked off immediately after and since then you have come back. I'm going to break up with her Tris. I want you. I need you. I love you."

Tobias tries to embrace me in a hug but before I realize what I am doing I am in the restroom with the door locked. I can hear Tobias knocking on the door. "Tris will you please open the door and talk to me?"

I look into the mirror and see that tears have began to run down my face. What was I thinking? Of course he was going to find someone new. He has a girlfriend. My Tobias is no longer mine. He belongs to Amy.

I look around the restroom. Tobias is still knocking on the door. "Tris, will you please talk to me?"

"I just need some time." I spot some sweats and one of his sweaters. I change and put them on. I run some water over my face and hear the knocking stop.

I can't see him right now.

I wait a few seconds then open the door and sprint towards the door.

"Tris, please…" is all I can hear as I slam his apartment door.

Tobias POV

The moment Tris runs out the door I feel fear rush over my body. I won't loose Tris again. I refuse to.

As I run after her there is no trace of where she could be. I bet she went to Christina's.

I don't realize I am pounding on the door until Will opens the door with a disgruntled look on his face. "Four, what's your problem? What's going on?"

"Is Tris here?"

"You lost her?" Christina peaks from behind Will. "Already?"

"No…" I growl. "I told her about Amy and she ran out of our apartment."

Will's eyes open wide and Christina reaches for her coat. "Come on. I'll help you find her. Will stay here in case she decides to come here."

xxx

"I'm sure Tris just needs some time to adjust to the thought of you being with someone else. You know she never had the chance to date anyone else. All she had was Caleb." Christina rubs my back trying to calm the anxiety I have from not knowing where Tris is.

"I just feel like such an idiot. I should of known she was alive Chris. I should of felt it. I should-"

"That's why you never truly moved on. You always had a special place for her."

"She is going to try and let me be with Amy. I just know it."

"Hey! Four!" Just as I look up Amy hugs me and places a kiss on my cheek. "Hey, Christina. "

"Hi Amy. Four I'm going to look in the cafeteria and in The Pit." Christina walks off while patting my back.

It seems like I have all the luck in the world.

"Hey-uh…Amy there is something you should know." She laces her hand into mine and when I move to rub the back of my neck she grabs my arm to keep the contact.

"Amy, you know how I told you about Tris?"

"Four I told you I am perfectly fine knowing that Tris was your first love. I-"

"No, it's not about that. Tris is alive and she is here. We found out about four days ago. Amy I can't be with you. I'm sorry that I asked you out but Tris-"

"What do you mean Tris is alive?" She pulls back staring at me angry.

"Tris was kidnapped by a rebel group who was using her and her brother. But that doesn't matter. She is back and I am in love with her." I finally said it out loud and it feels nice.

A second later I feel a ting on my face. Amy slapped me with all her force. There is a reason she lives in the Dauntless Compound.

"Fuck off Four. If you didn't want to be with me then you could easily tell me. Don't make some excuse that your dead girlfriend is back."

Before I can even get a word in Amy is stomping off. I should feel guilty but I'm just glad to get that over with.

xxx

I start to wonder around the compound just as I feel a vibrate from my phone.

Christina: She wasn't in The Pit, heading to the Cafeteria.

Tris where could you be.

Our spot.

As I approach our spot hidden along the chasm I can hear movement. Tris is sitting along the wall with her knees to her chest. I can see that her eyes are red and swollen.

"Tris. Please talk to me." She doesn't move just stares at me. I don't want to push my luck so I sit in front of her.

We sit there silently as she stares into the chasm.

"I'm sorry Tobias. "

"You don't have anything to be-" She places a finger on my lips and slowly moves her hand to my cheek. I can't help but smile at her touch.

"I am sorry. I shouldn't have reacted the way I did. It's difficult for me to know that two years of your life happened while Caleb and I were lab rats. We lost two years of our lives while all of you all lived."

I pull her into my arms holding her closer than ever.

"Tobias, I just want you to be happy. If being with Amy makes you happy than you need to be with her."

"Tris, Amy isn't the one who makes me happy. Sure she somehow managed to make things easier to deal with but I never stopped loving you or longing for you. I was living my fear day by day. Yes, two years have passed…but Tris the moment you came back everything about us never changed."

She stares at me. I can feel my heart beating faster. I don't think I can loose Tris again.

"Tobias. I love you. " She places her arms around me. "I want this to work between us. But if you are with Amy we can't be together."

"Tris, Amy and I broke up. She wasn't too happy about it. She thought I made up you coming back. She is gone." I say pleading hoping that this changes her mind.

She inhales deeply. "Tobias. I want this to work. Let's start fresh. A new beginning. Our happy ending."

I am not happy with this chapter.

But I am going to try my best to spice this story up again. I had a new idea that I am itching to write about.