AIT Bella ch12

Edward,

I miss you.

I don't feel well and I'm so damn tired.

I woke up missing you and my heart's been aching all day.

I went through the motions at work today, it felt so empty all around me and the rain hasn't helped with my emotions.

I just crave your voice, your hands, your body.

I miss my husband, my best friend, my lover, my protector.

I just feel off, weird, unbalanced.

I hate sending you such emotional emails but I had to tell you honestly how I feel because I know when you see me on skype later, you'll know that I've been crying.

Maybe I'm pms'ing. I don't know.

I know that I love you and I need you.

I can't wait for the next two days to fly by so that I can be safe and sound in your arms again. I need to feel your warmth surround me and your words to comfort me.

You are everything to me, I hope that you know that.

All my love,

Bella