a/n don't kill me! Please! I didn't mean it to take this long! I got hooked on a story that had like 40 chapters… and I couldn't stop! Well, yeah, here's the next chapter!! It's getting there!! I swear!!

These moments I'll cherish.

I felt eyes on me before I woke up. As always do before I wake up, I wriggle around, basically in protest. I saw it was Alex and absentmindedly began drawing random shapes and line on his bare chest. Before I giggled.

"Lex… I do remember you wearing clothes last night." I said innocently, as he smiled,

"I am still wearing my boxers." He pointed out.

"Yes... But you were wearing jeans… And a t-shirt…"

"It's August Moll. It's really hot out. Hang on." He began as I got out of the bed, "Wait a second… you were wearing clothes too."

"Your reason is valid for me too." I laughed and headed towards the bathroom for a shower. I smiled to myself as I closed the door; I know it was hard for Alex to not think about conserving water. When I finally emerged from the bathroom I laughed at Alex. He was sitting on the bed surrounded by food.

"Come help me?" he asked, his mouth full of pancake.

"I have to get changed." I motioned to my towel. And dug through my bags for some clothes.

"No you don't. I've seen it all before." I looked at him telling him to stop, and he got the message. "Right. I shouldn't push it." I walked into the bathroom again to get changed. I came out in a plain white wife beater and a pair of black cotton short shorts.

"Rude to stare Alex!" I reminded him lightly and he smirked, making some room on the bed for me.

"So JJ. Tell me about your breakdown." was the first topic of conversation. I sighed and rubbed my hands over my eyes thinking about how to start.

"I don't know what to say. It is what it is really."

"Then start by telling me who knew…" he advised,

"The whole frontline… dad, Bobby and… yeah." I stopped short of saying James' name.

"Right. Now what in the world inspired the name JJ? I thought your dad was Double J…"

"He is. I'm Junior Jarrett… Bobby's idea." I told him with a small smile.

"Of course. Now. I'm not even going to mention the stuff you said about me. Because I do understand why." he stated with a reassuring smile.

"Did you hear your biggest fan?" I asked looking at him and smiling.

"I thought you were my biggest fan…" he said as he cleared all the food off the bed. I tried my hardest to hide the smile that was fighting its way onto my face.

"No! Never!" I squealed as he grabbed hold of me and moved his way on top of me,

"Take that back!" he growled jokingly.

"NEVER!" I squealed again when he started to tickle my sides. He jumped off me and covered his ears.

"You're worse than Ajay!" he bellowed at me. That's when something went off in my brain. I bounced off the bed and ran out of the room. "MOLLIE!" I heard the distant voice of Alex calling out to me. I ignored him and ran out of the hotel barefooted. I ran all the way from the hotel to the house Alex and Chris shared. I ran up to the front door, and like I always do, I ran into the door, I forget to turn the handle. My hand was on the doorknob but I didn't turn it. The next thing you know my cheek is planted on the hardwood. Over coming the pain shooting through my face I opened the door quickly and saw the Canadian sitting on the couch. Without even hesitating I jumped on the girl and she screamed.

"YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOU WERE BACK!" I shouted at her when I let go. A smile gradually formed on her face. "Okay. No. I forgive you. CHRIS!" I shouted for the other blondes boyfriend.

"What?! What?! What did I do?!" he asked sounded a bit nervous, probably afraid he was in trouble. Which he was.

"When were you planning on telling me she was back?" I said feigning anger,

"Soon?" he asked hoping to get out of trouble.

"Soon isn't good enough! She's been back for…" I paused before turning to Ashton, "How long you been back for?"

"2 days." she told me.

"She's been back for 2 days and you didn't tell me?!"

"Mollie. It's called private time. Kinda what like you and Alex had last night." he raised his eyebrow,

"Joshua Harter. If you did what Alex and I did last night, you woulda had no problem with me here." I then looked to the TV to see what they were watching. "Hockey replays… boring." in actual fact I loved Ice Hockey. I just did it to annoy Ajay.

"You only say that because you can't play it…" was her comeback.

"Last time they had this argument, a window was broken, Ajay ended up with a black eye…"

"And I had to get stitches. We know Alex. We know." I finished his sentence as he walked through the door. He smirked and nodded at me.

"I'm taking Mollie. And we are going to talk. So you two… do something." Ashton said to the guys before directing me to her bedroom. The guys made faces at us as we walked off. I sat down on the bed, facing her as she did the same.

"Yes Miss Ashton?" I smiled at her nicely. As much as I love her, talking alone with Ajay was never my favourite past time, it usually meant interrogation.

"Okay. So spill." wow, that has to be a new record!

"Spill what? Ajay! If you want me to say shit, be more specific!" people that do that to me annoy me. They say 'spill' and expect you to know what they mean, although I did know… but too late now.

"Do not play dumb with me Mollie!" she took hold of my arm, "The bracelets back!" I pulled a face. She's some sort of magician, she knows everything!

"And so what if I am?" I tried to stay cool, even though she already knew what it meant.

"Fuck him and get it over with. I mean, I hate the dude, but he's depressed, and I'd rather annoying Alex than depressed Alex."

"Ajay!" she scolded her for suggesting they have sex, "I've just forgiven the guy! We aren't even going out again! You're so annoying." I stated. Rolling my eyes. She picked up my hand again and looked at the bracelet.

"It is a nice bracelet…" she started to fiddle with it.

"I know. It's beautiful." I paused to remember the night, "It was my 21st birthday… he wasn't even supposed to be there!" that was a happy yell. I loved remembering the good times. All the good times cancelled out the numerous bad things.

"You love him."

"I do." I told her honestly. I had been admitting it, it felt good. The only thing is… I wish I could say it to is face.

And add these too…

The 4 of us sat in front of the TV. Ajay and Chris were sitting on the floor cuddling whilst Alex and I were on the couch, he was at one end and I was at the other. My feet resting on his legs as we watched Love Actually. I looked down at the couple on the floor and saw them in a heated make-out session,

"Get a room you two!" Alex and I shouted in unison. They both looked at us before Chris spoke,

"Alright then." he stated before standing. Pulling Ashton up too. I made a gagging noise and lifted my feet off Alex, before I stood up to get a drink. Before I could walk towards the kitchen, Alex spoke.

"Moll, sit down."

"I'll be back in a sec. I just need a drink."

"No. I need to talk now." I gave him the 'is something wrong' look. I sat back on the couch and looked him in the eye.

"Yeah?"

"I miss you Mollie." he stated at which I laughed a bit.

"Alex… are you seeing okay? I'm right here." I waved a hand in front of his face to make sure,

"Put your hand down," he ordered. "I can see fine. I just miss you." I put my hands on my temples and made circles, trying to comprehend it,

"Alex… I don't get it… I'm right here… How can you miss me?" I asked slowly.

"Mollie." he half laughed, "I don't miss your physical being. I miss your heart. I miss being able to walk up to you and hold you." I closed my eyes and listened to his words. "I know I'm the one that fucked up Moll. But it's killing me…" his eyes screamed honesty and sadness.

"Alex… don't do this to me…" I pleaded and closed my eyes again.

"Sorry. I just thought I'd tell you how I felt…" he sounded so hurt. He stood up and began to walk away, when he stopped he looked down to see my holding into his hand. I stood too and kissed his cheek.

"We can take it slow…" I said hesitantly.

"I don't want you to do anything you don't feel comfortable with…" he looked down at me. I wrapped my arms around his body and stayed there, hopefully giving him his answer.

JJ's last Breakdown…

The looks that Ashton and Chris gave Alex and me when I kissed his cheek in the morning were unreadable. I couldn't tell whether they were pleased, shocked, freaked out or a bit of all three.

"Hon, did we miss something last night?" Ajay asked her boyfriend. I smirked and left the kitchen. Alex already knew I had to fly back to Nashville. I had to get JJ off the air and make sure the house was still intact. The flight back home was peaceful. Nobody bugged me about returning, I think people finally understand that I'll go back when I'm ready. Walking into the studio, and knowing it was going to be the last time was upsetting a bit, but I know that I need to do it.

"Alrighty Nashville! Unfortunately this is the last you'll here from JJ. Instead of taking gossip and rumours today… I will reveal my identity and you can ask me questions…" I paused and smiled to myself. I flicked the switch, turning my voice back to normal. "Believe it or not… It's Mollie Kendal Jarrett! The calls are already coming in... damn, do you guys have me on speed dial?!" I asked completely shocked. "Of course, who else am I going to have first other than Kelsey?"

"JJ! Mollie! No way! Like, Ahhhhh!" she squealed,

"You got a question?" I asked holding my ears.

"JJ, what does it stand for?"

"Junior Jarrett, thank Bobby Roode for that!"

"Why did you do this?" was her next question. I went on to explain everything and it took a long time, people nowadays ask great questions.

The great Idea…

Oh God, help us! Danielle is debuting today, the week before Hard Justice. I flicked on the monitor in the locker room and saw Brittany talking to Dad.

"Yeah, just to you know… give her a break…"

"Are you sure the fans will like it?" the two were speaking quietly as though no one was watching them,

"If they don't Jeff, it's all on me. I swear."

"Okay, tell me again." he stated and she whispered something into his ear. "Alright. It's done! Danielle is no longer facing Tara tonight."

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