AN" Aaaaaaaaaaand I'm back. With another chapter! YAY! I'm listeing to music while i eat ice cream! So im hyper *spazz*! Okay, I've got a question for y'all: the next chapter (13) was going to be the last one, but should i do an epilouge? PLease leave me a reveiw to let me know if you think i should! If i do do an epilouge, it will be the 14th chapter. hmmmm...lemme know!
Discalimer: If you think that I'm tired of repeating myself, you'd be correct!
It was the first time in three years that Beck had heard Jade's voice. He heard her voice and he knew she was smiling. He heard as she chucked the phone away with the force that only Jade could muster. He thought he heard a girl sob as she ran up a flight of stairs.
"Jade." He murmured to himself. He walked up to his room in his bedroom and tried to fall asleep without thinking about Jade. The next morning, he couldn't stand it. He ran into his hall closet of his new condo in Hollywood. He tore through boxes and boxes of junk until he found the one labeled JADE. He slid down the wall as he looked through picture after picture of Jade West. He flipped through torn pieces of paper she had written notes on. He read the play that Jade wrote and given him a copy of, and watched DVD's of her performances. He found various pairs of scissors, and even a song or two that Jade had written. On a sweater of Jade's he could still smell her cold coffee scent. By the time he got to the bottom of the box, it was five o'clock at night and he was in tears. Then he saw it. A composition book.
The spine was loose from being opened and closed so many times. It was filled with spiky print. A couple of pages were torn out. It was Jade's diary. Beck realized he had never finished reading it after that horrible night. He flipped to the last entry and nestled between two pages was a picture. It was one that Tori had taken at the beach-Beck and Jade were walking along the shore with waves lapping at their ankles and facing the setting sun. Jade was leaning into Beck and Beck had an arm draped around her shoulders. Beck turned to the last entry, dated 5 minutes after the Julliard one.
I don't know what to do. How can I just leave the best thing that ever happened to me for a school? I don't even like school! I like Beck, however. I love Beck. But, it's my dream. I've worked so hard for it, endured punches and cuts and kicks from my parents for my dream. But I've suffered all of that for Beck too… Either way, I just can't seem to win. All right, fate. Make a mark on your calendar- today is the day you bested the invincible Jade West.
3 years too late, Beck saw how hard it was for Jade to do what she did. He saw the pain she went through and the way she broke her own heart. He saw how he ripped that broken heart out a stomped on it, and then threw it in a blender. In the background, his cell phone buzzed to life. He didn't hear the phone until the 4th ring. He picked it up.
"Hello? Hello! Beck? Is this Beck? Please tell me this is Beck. This better be Beck. Beck? Is that you Beck?" Cat's frantic voice yelled into the phone. There was commotion in the background.
"Cat, Cat it's okay, it's Beck." He replied, slightly worried.
"Oh! ohmygod, Beck. Beck! You need to come, right away. It's Jade. Oh, god. " As Cat screamed, Beck heard the sounds of sirens and frenzied and hysterical voices in the background. Someone else screamed and there was the sound of slamming doors and the sirens fading.
"Is Jade okay? Where are you? Cat? CAT! Can you hear me?" Beck heard someone shout 'hospital' then all he heard was a dial tone.
AN: GASP! gee i wonder what happened! oh wait, I already know! Okay, please reveiw! thanks to everyone who already have!
