Ok so finally the new chapter is up. Sorry about the wait. Please enjoy.
I paced anxiously in my room. For the past couple days I had thought of nothing but him. Robin filled my mind to the brim and then overflowed.
Everything around me reminded me of him. Everything. Normally that would be a good thing but not now. Now, I couldn't bear to think that he would never say those words to me. Those three little words. Why did such little things cause such big problems?
I sighed pushing my green hair back. I had been in my room pacing for the past four hours, it was about time I did something else.
I walked out the door into the long hallway. Why did it suddenly feel so empty, so long, so without purpose? I passed by the common room and felt even more depressed. Perhaps it wasn't such a good idea to leave my room.
I turned and walked back towards my room just as Robin came out of the common room. I didn't look at him. Knowing if I did, tears would start falling down my face. I couldn't allow that to happen. Not in front of Robin. No, never in front of him.
Beastboy walked past me without even sparing a glance in my direction. He was never like that. When we were alone it took all my strength to pry him off me.
I stared after him wondering what had gotten into him.
"You're worried about him." I started and whirled around to look at Raven
"I hate it when you do that." She just stood there motionless looking at me with her emotionless violet eyes.
"Why do you think he's acting like this?" I shrugged as she turned crossing her arms
"Obviously you know so just tell me." She rounded on me her eyes flashing red
"That's not the point." I stood shocked at her sudden outburst, staring at her. She pinched the bridge of her nose. "When did he start acting like this?"
"I don't know, a couple days ago. The day we all went out for pizza."
"What did we talk about at pizza?" Raven said impatiently
"We talked about plans and bickered over the pizza. Then Star asked…" It hit me then "Oh god."
"You finally got it through your thick head." She sighed, "He's doubting you, you're desire to be with him." I understood now what Beastboy wanted. I blushed at the thought.
"Raven," I muttered helplessly "I'm not ready to say that."
"You don't have to. But you have to at least show him it will happen in time or he will slip away from you forever." She paused staring at me "What are you waiting for? Go to him!" I took off running down the hall as fast as I could.
I slumped onto my bed suddenly feeling very tired. Robin. Robin. Robin.
The door slid open and I shot bolt upright in my bed. There he stood. The one who I had just been thinking about. the one I was always thinking about.
"Beastboy," he moved in quickly pushing me back onto my bed. His lips were on mine in a n instant. Normally he started soft slowly bringing the intensity up but now his kiss was needy. It was hard and quick.
He didn't pull away until we could no longer breath from the harshness of the kiss. He dropped kisses in my hair and along my face. He pulled me to lay on my side as he settled beside me.
"Beastboy," he murmured between kisses lovingly. He pulled me in tight to his chest and continued to place stray kisses into my hair.
He hadn't said 'I love you'. But he didn't need to. I understood now what he needed. Time. And I could give that to him. I understood now that I could wait until he was ready. We had time enough for 'I love you's' later. Right now this was enough. Right now this was more then enough.
Ok I know BB was totally emo in that but I assure you it was necessary. I hope you all liked it and hopefully I will start to listen to you guys and actually get these chapters out in a timely manner.