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A/N: Matt is 17. Tai is 18. TK is 8. Indicates Matt's thoughts.

Disclaimer: YAWN

WARNING This fic has non-consensual sex, violence, AND is Yaoi. Don't like? Don't read.

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Matt blinked repeatedly, as his eyes tried to adjust to the sunlight. He would have shut them, and try to return to blissful sleep, only he felt different this morning. He felt warm, safe, and almost…content. He turned his head, facing the brown haired boy from his dreams.

"Good morning beautiful." Tai whispered.

Matt blushed. I can't believe my wish came true

"You sleep okay?" Tai asked, playing with the loose strands of hair falling around Matt's face.

"Yes." Matt whispered. He suddenly felt very self-conscience around Tai. Their relationship was completely different now. It was strange, but a good strange.

Tai smiled, "Do you know how cute you are when you blush?"

"No." Matt whispered again. Blushing ten times harder than before.

"Well, you're absolutely adorable." Tai said, kissing the tip of Matt's nose.

I'm in heaven

Tai turned serious for a moment, "Do you feel okay?"

Matt was jerked back into reality, when Tai asked that question. He shut his eyes tight. I raped yesterday. I tried to kill myself. I don't feel okay. I still want to die.

Matt opened his eyes, "I want to die."

Tai's eyes turned sad. "Please Yama, please don't say that."

"I'm sorry, but it's true. I don't want to feel anything anymore. I want to die." I'm sorry Tai

"If you die, then I'll die too. I don't think I could live without you. And what about TK, Matt? Are you willing to leave him all alone in the world?"

He would die? Can't live without me? TK? What about them? I'm a selfish fuck.

"I'm sorry Tai." Was all Matt manage to say.

"Don't tell me you're sorry Matt, tell me you won't try to kill yourself. Make that promise to me, that you refused to make before." Tai looked into Matt's eyes hopefully.

How could I do this to Tai and TK? But it's so hard to say. "I promise." Matt finally whispered.

Tai's eyes grew wide. "What?"

"I promise I won't try to kill myself again." Matt whispered, louder this time.

"Thank you Matt, thank you!" Tai exclaimed, covering Matt's face with kisses.

Matt managed to smile. It felt good to have Tai kiss him. It felt good to feel loved. Tai was right, he didn't want to die.

Tai lips eventually drifted to Matt's lips.

The kiss was deep, long, and loving. Matt couldn't get enough of it. He kissed back, trying to return the love he felt from Tai.

Still kissing, Tai shifted his body, resting it on top of Matt's.

No! Matt panicked, and broke the kiss.

Tai looked worried. "What's wrong Yama?"

"I don't want to do that." Matt whispered, looking away.

"What, kiss?" Tai asked.

Matt looked at Tai again, "No…umm…I don't want to…umm… "

"Don't want to what? Tell me Yama."

"Have sex." Matt finally whispered.

Tai looked surprised. "I wasn't expecting you to do that Yama. And I don't want you to do anything you don't want to do. All I want to do right now is hold you, and love you." He lowered his head again, to reconnect with Matt's lips.

"I knew it! You two are gonna get married!"

Both boy sat up, in surprise. Matt looked over at his little brother.

TK was grinning. "I told you!"

Matt just shook his head.

Tai grinned himself. "We're getting married? That's wonderful news!" Tai embraced Matt, "Aww, my wittle wife Yamato!"

WIFE! "Oh, you better take that back…" Matt pulled back, giving Tai an evil look.

"Okay, okay, my wittle husband. Who of course does all the cooking, cleaning, and baby making."

"You're asking for it Tai…"

"Oh, like you don't love every minute of being my submissive partner, Yama."

"TAI!" I'm gonna smack that baka!

Tai laughed, "Calm down Yama, I was only joking. You don't want to kill me anyway, I'm too cute!"

You are too cute to kill, but you're still a baka.

"Hey, I have an idea!" Tai suddenly announced, "Why don't the three of us have a picnic at the park, today?"

"A picnic?" Matt asked. I don't want to go out

TK chimed in, "That sounds like a great idea!"

"Then it's settled. If T-man wants to go, then we all want to go. Right Yama?"

Matt sighed, "Yeah, a picnic sounds great."

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Matt yawned, and laid on his back, resting his head on Tai's lap. He gazed up at the night sky trying to pick out constellations. He never could find them, though. It seemed like everyone could see them but him.

"Matt, you're gonna have to go home sooner or later. We've been out here all day."

Fuck home. I don't want to go back there. Matt yawned again. Despite the fact he didn't even want to go on the picnic, the beauty of the night sky was hard to leave. "So? Who cares. Let's just stay out here forever."

Tai smiled. "I'd love to stay out here with you forever. But you are about to fall asleep on me, like TK did an hour ago." He motioned toward the sleeping boy, on the other end of the blanket they had laid out earlier.

Matt sighed, "I just don't want today to end. It's been so…perfect."

"Don't worry Yama, we'll have plenty of perfect days together. And besides, in two more weeks you'll be living with me. What could be more perfect than that?"

Matt cracked a smile. "You are so conceited!"

"Hey, I'm not the one who spends an hour doing my hair every morning!"

"Touché." Matt looked back up at the stars, going deep into thought. "Tai?" He whispered.

"Yeah?"

"You wouldn't ever hurt me, would you?" Emotinally hurt me...

Tai looked shocked by his question. "What?"

Matt's eyes were concentrating on a single star in the sky. He didn't want to look Tai in the eye. "I just don't know if I could handle it if you did."

"Yama, I love you, and I would never hurt you. Ever. And I'll kill anyone who ever tries to hurt you again."

Matt smiled. "Thanks Tai. When did it become you protecting me, instead of me protecting you?"

"Who knows. Life is strange, isn't it."

"A little too strange if you ask me. Oh well, let's go home." Matt said, rising to his feet.

Tai picked up the sleeping TK, while Matt picked up the rest of their belongings. They walked home in silence.

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Tai placed TK into his bed, and covered him with the blanket. He and Matt walked out of TK's room, shutting the door behind them. They looked at each other for a long while. Neither of them saying anything.

"You should get some sleep." Tai finally said. "I'll come by and see you tomorrow." He turned to leave, but was caught by his arm.

"Please don't leave me. I don't want to be alone. Please stay with me tonight." Please don't leave me alone, Tai.

"Okay, I'll stay."

TBC...

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