Wow...just realized I made an accident. I uploaded chapter 6, but titles it number 5...and from there on been making mistakes on the chapter! So the chapter title is the same, just the number is messed up.
I apologize.
P.S can't wait for A Katy Or A Gaga episode in...uh... 2 weeks now?
" 11: Dream and Nightmare
Days passed. Marley felt better by the night before the competition. And was ready to sing and dance. Her baby belly, that was a slight bit bigger by the day, was hidden in the purple dresses that the girls were wearing.
She had avoided Jake though it was not much trouble since Jake had given up on Marley and broke up with her. Although he and her met up a few times in private when Jake went to apologize for his behavior. And, in Jake manner, nothing came out good for Marley.
Although this Puckerman wasn't nice to her, the older one was. Puck had come over to Rachel's house where she, Marley, Brittany, Santana, Sugar, Tina and Unique were watching Mean Girls. "Hey where's the Faberry chick?"
"Who?" Rachel asked.
"The new Rachel who's pregnant like Quinn was in high school." Puck said, then saw Marley sitting between Brittany and Unique. "Hey… is Jake being a douche bag?"
Before Marley could answer, Santana responded. "Ten million times more than you were. At least you were there when Lizard Baby was in Quinn's uterus."
"When the hell was I a douche?"
"Selling crack in the bake sale, so I heard." Marley said.
"Not crack, anything but crack." Puck said. "And also I'll beat the crap out of Jake if you want me too. Swear to God, I'll hurt him."
"No it's fine." Marley said. "Really… if he wants to be—"
"A dick?" Rachel asked.
"An ass?" Unique asked.
"A Unicorn?" Brittany asked.
"An idiot." Marley said. "That's fine… I can handle all of it."
"Says the girl—" Puck started to say.
"Who was raised by a single Mom since she was born." Marley finished, laughing at Puck's surprised face when she said that. She knew by this face that that wasn't what he expected to hear. "Again; I've got it."
A few hours later Unique drove Marley to Ryder's house to watch another movie. This time it was Titanic and once again Marley told a small lie and said she was sleeping over Unique's house. She trusted Marley at Unique's house and wouldn't bother calling. Though if she did, Unique would cover for her like always. Ryder's parents for another business conference in Columbus so it was just the two teenagers all over again.
An hour into the film Marley and Ryder were cuddled on his bed watching the movie. Marley rested her head on Ryder's chest as he had one arm wrapped around her and free arm on the other side grabbing slices of the pizza he had ordered earlier. He grabbed another slice of pizza and placed it near her mouth. She happily took the bite of pizza and chewed it, going back into her position.
"Hmm, I forgot to tell you," Marley said sitting up and facing him. "Guess what?"
"What?" Ryder asked. "I know it's Friday already."
"No that. I found out good news." Marley smiled. "I'm like fourteen or fifteen weeks."
"Oh." Ryder said, then realized what she was speaking about. "O—Oh! I get it…uh…what'd you find out?" he anticipated the answers.
"It's yours." Marley said quickly with a grin. She took one of Ryder's hand and placed it on her baby belly. "My Moms told me that she was told and I did the calculation. It's yours." She grinned. "This is our baby, Ryder." She had watery eyes.
Marley laughed looking down at her baby belly and seeing Ryder's hand on her belly. She was glad that this father was someone who cared about her, supported her and most of all was nice to her.
Ryder, at the moment, looked up at Marley and said, "I love you."
Marley, shocked at the moment, looked at him. "Uh—I—" For the first time in a long time she realized who she loved. "I love you too." She smiled.
Marley leaned in and kissed him on the lips; savoring his sweet lips on hers. She placed her hands on the side of his face, cupping his face, and kept passionately kissing him. Ryder pushed the now empty pizza box on the floor and pulled Marley on top of him, practically attacking her sweet lips on his. Good God he loved this. He pulled her on top of him and had both arms on her back—one rubbing her back gingerly and the other making a small circle on her lower back where, he believed, Marley carried some of the weight from the pregnancy.
Marley got on her knees and began tugging Ryder's shirt up, telling him that it had to come off. Ryder pulled back from the kiss and lifted his shirt up over his head and threw it on the ground. During that time Marley leaned down and began kissing his bare chest; she loved feeling his skin.
Marley lowered her hands down to his pants and unbuttoned them, then began removing them along with his boxers. Once his pants were fully off she gripped him in her hand and rubbed him up and down. She teased him by leaning down and kissing the tip of his dick, slowly and sweetly.
Ryder growled and clutched the bed sheets next to him. He'd never seen Marley this feisty before, not even when they did it the first time. It was a turn on for him and he bucked his hips towards her, wanting her touch on him even more than now. He then sat up and pulled Marley into a kiss, forcing her to drop her grips of him.
Ryder tugged at the bottom of her shirt, asking for her permission to take it off. Marley, self-conscious about the way she looked, pulled back and looked straight into his eyes. He looked straight back in hers, reading her worries in her eyes. He smiled as he pressed a reassuring and supportive kiss on her lips. He pecked her with kisses from her mouth to her ear, gingerly, and once near her ear he pressed his mouth against her.
"You're beautiful," He whispered. "So beautiful."
Her heart melted after that. She pulled back and turned off the lamp, making the room fully dark with the dim moonlight from the window near them. "I like the room when it's darker, it's kind of romantic and mysterious." She said.
"Sexy." Ryder said, kissing her cheek.
Marley, after finding his mouth in the dark, leaned into his mouth and pressed her mouth against his lips all over again. A few seconds later she placed Ryder's hands on her shirt, giving him permission. Ryder lifted the shirt up and pulled it over her head and threw it across the room. After that he leaned back against the bed and marveled at the women in the dark. Only the dim moonlight was making her body glow on her face and some places on the body.
Ryder switched positions with her so that he was on top of her and she was on the bottom. Leaving his mark on her neck Ryder let his arms around her body and found the hooks that held her breasts up. Once unhooked he took the bra off and Ryder's hands cupped her bare breasts and leaned back up to see them, glowing from the dim moonlight. He grinned.
Marley felt her face burn volcano red and once again feel insecure about her looks. Ryder leaned down and kissed her forehead lovingly. "You're beautiful." He whispered.
"I'm big." Marley said. "I've gained almost twenty pounds.
"You're pregnant." He told her. "You're suppose to gain weight Marley." He kissed her again. "So beautiful, no matter what you're wearing," He smirked. "Or not wearing."
Marley's heart melted again. The heat around them grew as Ryder worked on her pants and pulled them down along with her panties. Soon the two teens were naked and making out on the bed. Heavy breathing and gasping for air once in a while, they felt deeply connected with one another all over again.
Ryder positioned himself near her entrance when he suddenly realized something. "Shit!"
"What?" Marley asked suddenly scared. "Am I doing something wrong?"
"No," Ryder told her than backed it up with a kiss. "I mean can we do this?"
"Do you not want to do this?" She asked, still thinking it was herself causing this. "We don't have to do this if you don't want—"
"God no!" Ryder said, kissing her deeply on the lips. "I've been wanting to do this for so long." He pressed his forehead against hers. "This has been killing me."
"Then what is it?"
"Can we do this, while your pregnant?"
Marley couldn't help but laugh after that. She busted into huge laughter, having to cover her mouth with her hand. Ryder just looked at her, even though they could barley see one another in the darkness.
"What?" He asked.
"N—nothing." Marley calmed down from her laughter. "It's fine…I mean….yes, we can do this. The baby's safe."
Soon after that the two teens got into their rhythm. Ryder kept thrusting himself in and out of her, feeling her walls wrapping themselves around him and grow tighter with each thrust he did. Marley kept gasping for air as she bucked him each time Ryder entered her. The two teens rocked the bed and panted for oxygen.
Marley closed her eyes, gasping for air, when she had a flashback.
Jake was there and so was she. In his house. She was on the ground and Jake was forcing his sexual desire on Marley, thrusting in and out of Marley's sensitive area and reminding her that she owed him for Valentine's Day. She whimpered feeling everything.
In Ryder's room, Marley shed a few tears just hoping the rape memory would die down.
Jake kept thrusting in and out of her as she screamed in her mind. Marley felt her walls tightening up. She felt herself about to climax—
"No!" Marley screamed. "Stop it! Stop it!" She pushed Ryder off of her.
Ryder landed on his back, in a state of shock. They were so close to climaxing together when Marley screamed.
Marley began sobbing again, wrapping her arms around herself.
Ryder put his lamp light on and looked at her. She was pale and looked terrified. Ryder got concerned and asked, "What's wrong? Marley tell me what's wrong?"
Marley gasped for some air, but sobbed again.
"Marley do you want anything?" Ryder asked. "Want some water?"
She nodded. Ryder said he'd be right back and got up to go to the kitchen. Once gone Marley grabbed his shirt from the floor and put it on herself since it was long enough to cover the bruises that Jake had given her.
Ryder came back in several minutes later with a tall glass of cold water. "We're probably lucky that my neighbors aren't the kind to look at other houses windows because I'd be screwed if they saw me in full nature." He handed the glass of cold water to her.
Marley grasped the water and began chugging down the water and breathing deeply.
Ryder watched her, concerned eyes eyeballed her up and down. He brushed back some of her long dark hair. "Are you okay now?"
Marley nodded as she put the glass down on the table desk. "Yeah."
"What happened? I mean, uh…did I do something?" He asked. "Wait," He realized. "Did you not want to do this? Shit, I forced you didn't I?"
"No!" Marley said. "I just...uh…I—"
How the hell do I tell Ryder I was raped by Jake?
"I just got a thought about the future." She said. "Just a silly thought."
"What about?" Ryder asked.
"Nothing."
"No, tell me." Ryder said. "Is it about the baby?"
Marley nodded. "Just…" She tried to think of something. "My parents were thirty when they had me, but my Dad still left Mom and I for another girl who was younger and prettier. They were thirty. We're almost seventeen Ryder, that's thirteen years younger, so I'm just worried that if things don't work out with raising this baby that you'll just leave me for a childless girl and—"
"Hey, hey," Ryder comforted her. "Marley… I would never leave you to raise this baby alone. Ever. It's my baby too. I'm not going to be like your Dad and leave you alone."
Marley smiled. She felt terrible about lying, but glad he believed her and knew that even if it were all true that what he said would make her happier. She leaned in and kissed him on the lips. Soon afterwards the two teens went under the covers, cuddled close, and fell asleep in his bed.
