Yeah that is right you have a double chapter this time. My way of saying sorry for taking so long to upload.
I hope ya'll re still liking my story and I appreciate it all.
Here's the next chapter.
"Are you leaving?" I glanced over my shoulder and Lucas standing behind me leaning against the door. I had just put my jacket on and slung my bag on my shoulder. I just nod searching through my bag trying to find my car keys "so soon"
Literally after Nathan and I talked I mingled with Hales and Rachel and then I kept glancing at Lucas and I could see the glow Peyton had around her and the smile Lucas
had on his face. He seemed happy. I didn't want to ruin that for him.
"Erm yeah I am. I have so much to do for tomorrow"
"What's happening tomorrow?"
"I have a business meeting down town and then I have a flight to catch later in the evening" Lucas edged off the door frame and walked towards me.
"Your leaving again, you've only just got back" he says stopping just in front of me.
"I know" I nod fighting my emotions that wanted to show an appearance "and I shouldn't have" I go to walk pass him, but he stops in front of me "Lucas I really should..." Lucas then crashed his lips to mine and my whole body went numb again.
Damn it Lucas Scott.
Finally finding the power in me I stop the kiss and push Lucas back from me "you shouldn't have done that Luke"
"I wanted too... I needed too" he says stepping towards me "you can't leave Brooke"
"But I need too Lucas" I reply looking into his eyes "your having a family and I can't stop you from having that"
"Brooke I want you not Peyton" he confesses touching the frame of my face with his fingers and taking my hand in his "I've always just wanted you, I'm sorry it took me so long to realise that"
"She's having your baby Lucas" I whisper as tears formed in my eyes "you can't just leave her"
"But I'm not happy with Peyton, I'm happy right now here with you; the love of my life" my heart flutter just by those words and my heart melted all over again.
"Lucas..."
"Be with me Brooke" he says cutting me off from my sentence.
"Lucas I can't... You're having a family with Peyton and I can't be the reason that your child has a broken home"
"But we could have all that... A family. Me and you"
"No Lucas we can't" a tear fell down my cheek and Lucas wipes at it "I should really be going"
"Brooke wait" I stopped at the door and turned to look at him "why you pushing me away, I love you"
"I love you too Luke, but I can't be with you. You have a family and I can't come between that... I'm sorry" and with that I leave the room and head down the hall stopping as I lean
against the wall and start to let my feelings bombard me.
Once I got myself together I headed down to the end of the corridor where I saw Haley and Rachel talking and laughing. Haley caught my eye and smiled at me waving me over.
"Brooke you going somewhere?" Rachel asked when she noticed I had my jacket on and my bag slung over my shoulder.
I give a small nod "actually yeah I have to erm..." I looked up and saw Lucas walk around the corner. His eyes met mine and I could see the sadness evident in them "I have to get going guys, I have this meeting in the morning and then I'm gonna head home"
"Already, but you only just got back" Haley whined making me laugh.
"Yeah I know Hales, but London needs me and I have my company and I have to get back to that eventually"
"but now... Couldn't you at least stay a few extra weeks... Please"
"Hales I can't... I really can't, I'm sorry guys, but I'll come and visit always. I promise this time"
"Can we at least go for dinner before your flight tomorrow?" Rachel asks sipping at her wine.
"Okay I can do that girls" I smile hugging them both "I'll see you both tomorrow" I give them one last hug and head out.
My meeting went well and I was heading back to the hotel. I wasn't sure if Ariana and Maddie were coming back with me this time. Once I get to the hotel I park up and head into the building to see Lucas sitting on one of the big soft cushioned chairs. He looked like he had been sitting there for hours. I let out a small sigh and walked over to him.
"Luke what you doing here?"
He stood up when he saw me and placed both hands in his Jean pockets "I needed you to listen to me one more time"
"Lucas I really can't do this right now" I say running my hand through my hair "I have a flight to catch"
"But you don't have to go back yet right... I mean your company is being looked after isn't it?" okay so maybe he had me there. I didn't really need to go back to London yet. Hayden had it covered and she has Jay to help her. I guess I was running away from him.
Pushing him away because I don't want to be hurt again maybe.
"Yes it is Luke, but I..." I start to say until he interrupts me.
"Give us a chance. Things could be different this time... I'll make sure things are different this time Brooke please" he stepped towards me and took my hands in his "we could be great together, we both know we are"
"Lucas..." his lips locked to mine to keep me quiet and it worked as our mouths moved together. Lucas then pulled away and his smile lit up his face.
"See Pretty Girl you and I are meant to be... Even fireworks come out when we kiss"
"But what about Peyton and your baby?"
"We're adults now Brooke I'll sort something out with Peyton don't worry"
"So we're really going to do this?" I ask feeling a tad excited to start something up with Lucas again.
Lucas nods with his smile still on his face "If you want Brooke"
I finally let my guard down and step towards him, I kiss him lightly on the lips and flash my famous Brooke Davis smile "I want Lucas... I really want"
Maybe this isn't a good idea, but maybe it is. I won't know unless I try out right?
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