In The Pursuit Of Love ch. 12

Santana's P.O.V.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck! Fuck all of this! I tried so fucking hard to keep the truth from Rachel only for it to fuckin come out like this. I can't believe that Quinn told her that I was there after I told her that I wasn't. I swear that I could fuckin hell that blonde bitch for screwing up my plan like this but I can't worry about that now. I have to do some serious damage control or I'll lose what I've built with Rachel. I quickly change into some clothes ignoring Quinn as I asked Brittany to watch Memo until I get back.

I hopped into my car and pulled out of my driveway as I drive towards the Berry residence. What am I going to do once I get there? Will she even let me in to explain? Would Rachel believe me? Do I lie and tell her that Quinn is lying? Or do I tell the entire truth about what happened at Puck's party? What's gonna be the least damage? Ugh God, I don't know what the fuck to do with ruining everything. Why did everything have be so complicated?

Before I knew it, I'm parked in front of Berry's house about to do something that I don't want to. I kill the engine before climbing out of the car and walking up the front door before raising my hand to knock on it. Should I be doing this? Does Rachel even want to see me after all this? The door opens suddenly and I drop down to my side to see that the door is opened by a big intimidating black guy. He looks me up and down for a moment and I am normally not afraid of anyone but this guys legits scares me. I have the feeling that he's gonna yell at me to get the fuck off of his property and to never come back.

"You must be Santana" He says.

"Yes Sir, Mr. Berry. I'm Santana Lopez and I was wondering if Rachel was here" I asked faking the confidence.

"Please call me Ben but Rachel isn't here. I'm sorry but you'll have to come back another time" Ben said shaking his head.

"Are you sure? I really need to talk to her" I said pleading with him.

"I'm sorry Santana but Rachel isn't here" Ben said closing the door in my face.

I sigh as I run my hand through my hair before walking around the side of the house. I see an open window and a tree not too far from it. I climb up the tree using my amazing upper body strength when I made it up to the branch outside of the window and I see Rachel sitting on her bed with a mini keyboard sitting on her lap. I cautiously move along the branch quickly jumping in-between the space the end and the ledge of the window. I slip in through the window before I fall to my death onto the diva's floor causing her jump.

"Santana! What are you doing here?! You scared the daylights out of me" Rachel said clenching her hand to her chest.

"I needed to talk to you, Berry and your dad wouldn't let in" I said rubbing my sore butt.

"Maybe I didn't want to you. Have you even thought about that? And you thought climbing a tree and jumping through my window was a good idea. You could've serious injured yourself" Rachel said frowning.

"I did that you're upset with me but you have to let me explain"

"No, I let explain and you lied to me. You lied to straight to my face about what happened so why would now be any different? How do I know that you won't lie to me again, huh. But I guess that I should have expect that from Santana Lopez. How do I even know that you didn't lie to me about having a penis? God, you are so frustrating!" Rachel said throwing her hands up in the air.

"I didn't lie to you about having a penis. That's not something that I would lie about no matter I wish that it wasn't there but it is" I said frowning.

"Yeah right. For all that I know, you were lying. You lied about Puck's party so why not this" Rachel said glaring at me.

Does she really think so lowly of me that she thinks that I would lie about having a penis? I grabbed the sides of my jeans and my compression shorts before pushing them down to my ankles, letting everything hang out in the open. I glare the diva as she stares at my penis and her cheeks turn bright red before looking away.

"Don't look away now. You didn't believe me when I told you that I wasn't lying about having a penis. Get a good look of 9 fuckin inches of it cause I come packing" I said crossing my arms.

"O-O-Okay Santana, I b-believe you. P-Pleas pull your p-pants up" Rachel said looking everywhere but at me.

I pulled my shorts up before adjusting myself in them then pulling up my jeans.

"I didn't lie to you, Rachel"

"But you did lie to me about Puck's party. Tell me the truth, Santana and I want the whole truth" Rachel said frowning.

"Okay, the truth is I was there at the party. I showed up before doing some drinking and dancing with Brittany then I notice the Jolly Green Giant storming out of the party from up stairs. I went upstairs and I noticed that Puck's door was open. I walked in to find you crying because Finnept broke up with you and I tried to comfort you. One thing led to another and we ended up having sex. I left before you woke up because I didn't want you freaking the hell out because you slept with me and that I had a penis. I freak out and I am so sorry, Rachel. I thought that I was doing what was best" I said sighing.

I looked up at the diva to see her slap me hard across the face and angrily glaring at me. Okay, I deserve that.

"What the hell Santana?! I may have or may not have freaked our but we would figure it out together but you just left me there to think that someone might have taken advantage of me that night" Rachel said angrily.

"I'm sorry, okay. Damn" I said gritting my teeth.

"I need your sorry. I wished that you would have stay and talked to me instead of taking the coward's way out and running. God!" Rachel replied.

"Trying seeing this things my way. I didn't mean for things to end up like but I was afraid that you would spread my secret all over school and I don't want to have people lose respect for me. I can't lose my reputation" I said glaring at me.

"I lost my virginity in a drunken night that I can barely remember. I think that's a little more important than losing a reputation" Rachel said glaring back at me.

Aye dios mio, this girl is so infuriating but she's so hot right now all angry and breathing hard. I see Rachel breathing hard through her nose as her chest raises up and down and I couldn't stop myself. I grab the petite singer by her face and pulling her face towards me, smashing our lips together. The pint sized diva stiffens at the kiss but I didn't care as I take her bottom lip between my teeth and nibble on it. Rachel moans at this and puts her hands on my waist to balance herself as I push her up against the desk.

I swipe my tongue against her lips, asking for permission to enter and the pint sized diva hesitantly opens her mouth. My tongue licks and probes anything and everything in reach of the warm cavern as the singer puts her hand on my shoulders before pushing me away lightly. Her eyes are completely blown and her lip is a little swollen as I smirk a little bit.

"S-Santana, w-what was that?" Rachel asked panting slightly.

"Rachel… I"

The door is swung wide opened and two men rushed inside while we froze in that moment. One of the men was the same black guy that I met at the front door while the other one was much shorter, much lighter with dark rimmed glasses on his face.

"What the hell is going on here?" Mr. Berry yelled loudly.

"Daddy, Dad, this… this isn't what it looks like" Rachel replied.

Oh fuck this is good. This is not going well for me.

End of ch. 12