Note: Ok, Saying I then He isn't not changing perspective. You have to say he…because you can't always say I. Also, I know how I am going to write my story, so be patient. Everything will unravel eventually. Just please be patient, A story takes awhile. Also no story is perfect. If you don't like how I am writing it…don't read it. Thank you. Sorry if it was a bit angry, but yeah. I appreciate suggestions and the reviews.
Edward's POV
After Bella went inside, I decided to head home and change. I wanted to make sure she slept tonight, so I was going to sneak in her room and sing her to sleep like I used to. I knew that I had to gain her trust back, sometimes it feels like she is giving in, and then sometimes it feels like she is taking a step back. My cell phone rang on the way home; I slowed down to pick it up.
"Yes Alice, What do you need?" I asked my sister through the phone.
"What are you thinking; you can't go to her house!" Alice yelled at me.
"Why can't I?" I asked curious.
"We'll talk when you get here since you're only about a mile out." Alice said abruptly, and then she hung up. She was right; I was only a mile from where I live. As I approached the house, I saw most of the lights were on. I walked up the front porch steps, and then enter the house. Alice was waiting for me on the couch.
"Now why can't I go to her house," I inquired.
"You just can't. You need to give her some space." Alice muttered angrily.
"She hasn't been sleeping." I said to her.
"She's a vampire remember, she doesn't sleep." Alice pointed out.
"I still can't get that through my head. But maybe I could talk to her then." I whispered.
"Please Edward, leave her be." Alice cried with a look of exasperation on her pretty, sculpted face.
"There's something you're not telling me. That's why when I am around you've been thinking of random things. Tell me Alice now." I growled at her.
"I can't. I promised Bella I wouldn't tell you. She'll tell you when she is ready, just don't push her. She's more powerful than you'll ever know." Alice warned me.
"I know what she can do. I've seen it tonight." I told her, and then walked outside. I knew I needed to talk to Bella, so I shoved a thought in her head, hoping it would work.
"Bella I need to speak with you please. This is important. Meet me in the meadow."
I ran to the meadow, and waited for my love to show.
Bella's POV
I heard his plead for me to meet him; I was afraid of what he wanted. I walked up to my room, and found Ella on my bed waiting for me.
"Are you ok?" She asked me.
"Yes, but I have to go back out. Don't worry so much, love." I reassured her.
"I can't help it. Ever since we moved back here, you're different." Ella said.
"Old memories, I'll be fine." I told her, and then I walked out of my room. Two minutes later, I arrived in the meadow. I saw him standing there, his back turn towards me. I walked up on him, and he turned around to look at me.
"I still can't get in your mind." He whispered.
"My mind has always been private." I reminded him.
"I didn't like it then, I don't like it now." He said as he came closer to me.
"It's best that you keep your distance and tell what you wanted to see me about." I uttered to him, as I retreated back.
"Fine, are you hiding anything from me? Something I need to know?" He grumbled.
"Not that I know of," I replied knowing he didn't know. I know Alice, and I knew she didn't say anything. I saw the anger come across my face.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and said, "I know you're lying to me. Please Bella you can trust me."
"How can I trust you? You lost that trust years and years ago, when you abandoned me. I don't want to hear it was for my own good, because really it wasn't. I'm sorry Edward." I said then ran out of the meadow. I didn't stop at my house, so many memories were flooding back to me, that I had one place, one person I wanted to see.
I arrived at the door, knocked on it swiftly and waited. A few seconds later, the door opened. "Jacob." I whispered.