Carrying The Killers Spawn

Ian raped Spencer... and now she is the one pregnant and not Melissa.

Follow her in her journey with Toby by her side.

A/N: Pumped for June 14th

Chapter 9 , Tobys POV

I was sleeping in my bed. The day was perfect , because I spent the whole day with Spencer. I really love her and she just doesn't know it yet. I consider Elmo and Nemo mine. I deserve them... I love them almost as much as I love their mother.

From hearing the sonogram to just putting my hand on her stomach I enjoyed the pregnancy. I just don't know if I can let go if we decide to give up the twins .

Jenna is a bitch and I don't know what I was ever thinking when we were sleeping together. I feel so wrong now and sometimes I can hardly look at myself in the mirror. The torture in this town was unbearable when everyone thought I killed Allison. I don't know who did , but I do know I messed up . Alison told me she wanted to talk about some stuff that happened while she was away. I told her that I wanted to end it , she convinced me that I couldn't or else she would tell everyone that I slept with Jenna. I was bound to a life of misery , even when she went missing!

Then when her body was found , a huge relief swept over . That was when I began to notice Spencer looking at me more. Like she was scared of something... like she was scared of me.

When she was raped was the most life changing moment of my life. When I punched Ian in the face and kicked him in the groin I couldn't help but see him in pain. The moment I picked Spencer up and looked at her face and see her sad eyes looking back... I knew she was in the same situation. Stuck in a life with a family she didn't want. Having a nightmare living under the same roof.

Then my phone rang. Who the hell would call me at 2 AM when we have school in the morning? I recognized the number as Spencer's , she sometimes would call me to tell me to bring something with me to feed her with in the middle of the night.

"Hello?" I asked groggily.

"TOBY!" I heard Mr. Hastings ask , he usually avoided me when I visited . He didn't like the idea of me getting his baby pregnant... though it wasn't me.

"Mr. Hastings? Why are you calling? How come you are calling me so late?" I was putting on my sneakers knowing this is important.

"Spencer fell down the stairs. She landed on her stomach... she is stable , but the twins are having trouble." I heard him sigh on the other end.

I then closed my eyes and prayed to God that both of the twins were okay.

"I will be there in a few minutes. Tell Spencer not to worry." I hurried to tie my shoes.

I was hurrying down the stairs. When I heard Jennas door open.

"Where are you going?" She asked as though she already knew.

"Spencer is in the hospital. She might lose the babies. I will see you later." I shut the door in her face.

As I drove to the hospital I tried to get all the things that were bad happen to the twins. The anxiety was killing me . I ran into the ER .

"Someone tell me where Spencer Hastings is!" I asked franticly.

A nurse looked as though she knew I was the father .

"Are you the father of the baby?" She asked me and I was too frazzled to think straight about what she said.

"Yeah , is Spencer okay? Are the twins okay?" I looked around looking for any sign of the Hastings.

"I'm sorry one of the babies didn't make it. We found out only 10 minutes ago. The other baby as well as Spencer seem to be fine , but no visitors until 8 am." She told me and my world closed in... one of the babies died. I couldn't protect her and she lost the baby because of my selfishness .

I sat in a chair outside of her room for hours. All the Hastings went home after they said no visitors allowed. The nurse allowed me to stay outside her room through out the night. I asked them if I could tell Spencer about the baby.

"What did she have by the way?" I asked a nurse as she passed by.

" I believe she had a boy. We took an ultrasound about a half an hour before she miscarried and we saw she was having 2 boys." The nurse said .

"Oh , I had a name I liked. " I looked at the ground and frowned. The time is 7 am and I have one more hour until I can see her .

"Hey Toby." Mrs Hastings said as soon as she saw me. She took the seat next to mine and gave me a supporting smile.

"Hi Veronica." I said sadly and she gave me a comforting hug and I wasn't afraid to cry into her .

"She lost him . I should have been there for her . Its all my fault. " I weeped and she whispered soothingly into my ear.

"Spencer is strong she should be able to get through this. What I can't figure out why she didn't tell us she was raped before. Did you know when it happened?" Veronica asked and I realized that Spencer didn't fall because of an accident , she was pushed and that son of a bitch was going to pay.

"I did know when it happened. The night she broke up with Alex. " Veronica looked in shock as she realized I wasn't the father.

" You aren't the father?" She asked and I shook my head.

"She was so fragile that night. She wouldn't let go of me and had trouble with out me ever since." I looked down getting teary eyed again.

The clock struck 8 and I looked over at Veronica.

"I will make sure the bastard pays for doing this to her." I said and she nodded.

I walked into Spencer's room and she looked at me and smiled.

"I have been so worried about you." I rushed over and kissed her cheek.

"I feel like hell , how are the twins." She asked and I was silent and her smile fell.

"You miscarried one of the twins. " Spencer then broke down into a fit of screams and wails of sorrow as I tried to comfort her . "Spencer what happened last night?" I asked her seriously.

"I told my family. Then I was hungry around 1 and went downstairs for a snack. Ian was then behind me holding a knife to my neck ." I looked over and saw Veronica listening. Spencer didn't even notice she was in hysterics.

"I then he was trying to get me to my room but I made noise and he threw me down the stairs." I hugged her and then glared into space. Spencer didn't deserve this... she didn't do anything wrong.

"I will be back in an hour or so. " I kissed her cheek and hurried out.

"Make sure Melissa doesn't set foot near Spencer." I said and Mrs. Hastings nodded . She knows what I am about to do.

Nemo Christian Cavanaugh would never be able to see this earth because of his shit head father. The man who doesn't deserve it in any way. I rushed to the school net caring if I was late. I had no care if I got in trouble as long as that monster got what he deserved.

I parked in the parking lot and got to the front desk. Telling them I was late because I was with Spencer. They understood and I headed towards the gym mad with rage.

"Hey Toby." Ian said "Hows Spencer?" He asked trying to push my buttons.

"She lost one of the twins." I pointed my finger at him "Because of you , you sick twisted pervert. Spencer lost the baby." I yelled , the whole school seemed to have filed in.

"Toby , here isn't the place to this." He said trying to calm me down but I clubbed him in the face and he fell back.

"Not powerful now? " I kicked his stomach where if Spencer was still having Nemo he would have been. "That is where your son was in Spencers womb when you threw her down the stairs and killed him." I kicked him over and over again.

I then picked him up and punched him. His nose was bleeding and he had another black eye. I began to walk away when he said.

"You are just jealous. They would have never been your children. Spencer isn't having your child . She is having mine." and I turned around. I picked up a baseball bat on my way and the whole school looking in awe said nothing.

I then hit him where the sun don't shine. Ian was doubled over in pain and I began to walk away towards the principals office . I knew I was going to head there anyway.

"That is to make sure that you never put another woman through the pain you have caused Spencer." I yelled before exiting the gym.

So if none of you followed .

Toby loves Spencer and Twins and wishes they were his , Toby gets call , Toby sees Jenna and shuts her out to show her that he isn't afraid , Toby finds out that Spencer miscarried , Toby finds out Ian threw Spencer down the stairs and my favorite part... Toby kicked Ian's ass!

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