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Chapter 12

The next morning, usually a painful Monday morning, I woke up to the sound of an alarm clock. That didn't sound like mine? I rolled over and hit heads with another person. I opened my eyes and squinted. Finn... right. I decided to sleep here last night.

"Hey beautiful." He said.

"Hey hottie." I replied back. "I could get use to waking up like this." I said smiling.

"Yeah, me too. Unfortunately, I think my parents would disagree." He said frowning.

I looked over at the clock. 7:15. WHAT!? 7:15!?

"Oh no." I said getting up.

"What's wrong?" Finn said looking confused.

"IT'S 7:15! Usually I get up at 6:45. You know so I'll have time to shower, get ready and all that." I said walking to the door. "Not your fault, I know. I'll see you later. Ok?" I said running straight for the bathroom. I had to exactly 25 minutes to get out of the house, now this was going to be interesting.

When I got downstairs it was 7:35. Not bad considering. I had thrown my hair up in a high messy bun. (It was still soaking wet from my shower) I blow dried my hair and threw on a little face powder and mascara. I had on a pair of white short shorts and a yellow v-neck t-shirt.

"Hey Megan." Regina said. "Are those new clothes?" she asked probably noticing how much skin I was revealing, well more than usual anyways.

"Uhmm, yeah. I got a few things on the weekend, not too much. Just some more spring clothes."

"Okay good. When I get back, I want to take you shopping, is that okay? I know you don't like it too much..." she asked

"Yeah, that sounds great. Thanks."

"Alright." She smiled at me. I was glad to make her happy, it's the least I could do for everything she's doing for me.

"Regina, cars packed." John said walking in the kitchen.

"Morning Megan, boys." He nodded at the table with a bunch of sleepy looking McGowan boys.

"Ok then." Regina said. "Well, the fridge is stocked with food to last for the week. And we've left $200, just in case. But DON'T spend for the sake of spending it's for emergencies and necessities, got it?" she asked glaring at each one of the boys.

"Yes." A chorus of mumbles erupted.

"Okay good. We will see you all in a week. Be good! I'm warning you." She smiled with a glare in her eyes.

"We got it, don't worry. I have this under control." Sean said from the table.

"Okay good, I love you all." Regina said before stepping out the back door.

"Alright, have a fun week. Don't go to over board." John winked and left behind Regina.

Finn drove me to school, like usual. Doug was in the back with non-stop talking. When we got to school I told Finn to meet me at lunch and that I was going to meet Aimee.

"Hey," Aimee said as she walked up to my locker.

"Hey."

"So what's this I hear, party at the McGowan's Friday?"

"Yeah, you heard right. Parents are gone for the week, boys are going crazy."

"Awe, lucky you. Twice the boy power."

"What?" I said laughing at her.

"Oh never mind. You ready for class?" she asked me.

"Yeah. So do you want to come to the party with me? Maybe save me, you know? You can bring Pearl and Ria too."

"Oh I thought you'd never ask." She said with a grin grabbing me arm and walking us down the hall.

The rest of the week went by in a blur. School was... school. Home was loud crazy and chaotic. But what can you expect from a bunch of teenage boys? By Friday, I was so excited for the party. Ria, Pearl and Aimee all come over school on Friday to do each other's hair and makeup. Come 8 o'clock that night, people were starting to arrive. Downstairs, all the furniture from the living room and family room had been moved and spread to the sides to create a large open area. Music was blaring from speakers and 2 large kegs sat on a table filled with other food and alcohol.

"Hey." Finn said coming over to me with a drink in hand. "You want one?" he asked pointing at the glass.

"Sure." I said smiling.

"Alright, is that four then?" he asked politely looking at Ria, Pearl and Aimee.

"Yeah, thanks." They all replied.

As the house started to fill up, things got a little crazy. Several people were disappearing, other parts of the house? Great, I pray not my bedroom that's just gross! People were getting louder and probably not caring how much they were drinking. I think I was on my third beer? But who's really counting. I was dancing to the song, Memories by David Guetta.

"I love this song!" Ria screamed over the loud music.

"Hey." Miller said walking up to Aimee and only talking to Aimee.

"Hey!" Aimee said, way too excited like.

"You wanna... go and talk?" he asked her.

"Sure... but first, we should dance." And they went off by themselves dancing.

"Omg... do you think he's going to ask her out!" Pearl tried to whisper scream over the music.

"Well it's about frickin time if he does." Ria replied.

"I'm going to get another drink." I said and made my way through the crowd. Where the hell was Finn? Right after I thought that I spotted him with a bunch of guys laughing and talking in the corner. I was about to go over and join them… but he was with me enough. He should still have a life with his friends not always just hanging with me. I went to the kitchen and found Evan with 4 of his friends.

"Hey Megan!" he said with a grin on his face. There was 15 shot glasses set up in a row all filled to the top.

"Hey… what are you guys doing?" I asked.

"What does it look like? SHOT COMPETITION!" Evans friend Matt replied.

"Oh…"

"You want in?" Matt asked.

"Oh umm..."

"No dude. She's a goody goody. Doesn't do shit like this." Evan said with a mocking grin.

"I'm in." I said surprising him and getting rid of his stupid grin.

"Alright!" Matt practically cheered. "Yo, Jake fill up 3 more shot glasses for Megan."

"You think you can handle this?" Evan asked as a walked over to the counter.

"Please.. its not a big deal. Three shots.. like what, a beer or two?" I asked.

"Uh… if that's what you think. Sure." Evan smiled. Fuck… was I going to be completely wasted? Naw... I doubt it will make a difference.

"Alright, lets do this." One of Evans other friend said. I wasn't sure of his name.. James? John? Something like that.

"Okay.. on the count of three.. start chugging!" Matt said. "1.. 2……..3! CHUG!!"

I brought the first shot glass to my mouth. It smelt terrible.. what the hell is in this!? I looked at everyone else... almost all were on their second shot. Great okay... I can do this, I told myself. I took a huge swig and was able to get it all in my mouth and painful swallow. And let me tell you.. it was not pleasant! Alright.. 2 to go. Shit.. everyone was practically done. I did the next too really quick and coughed out in the end.

"Holy shit!" I heard myself say, "that was crazy!"

The guys looked at me and laughed.

"Pretty good for your first time." Evan said to me.

"Why thank you." I said with a flirtatious smile. WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING!? Does alcohol really work this fast? I guess the beers didn't really help. I looked up and realized it was only me and Evan in the kitchen now. Where did it everyone go?

"So.. you enjoying the party?" Evan asked.

"Yeah.. its fun."

"Wheres Finn? Isn't he usually right by your side?"

"I can do what I want .. so can he. I'm not his wife or mom."

"I didn't say you were."

"Fine."

"So.. you can do anything you want?"

"What the hell are you talking about." I said laughing. This really wasn't like me.

"You know like.. this?" he said leaning over and kissing me. I let him but quickly pulled away.

"What the hell..?" I asked staring at him. And it occurred to me that just 5months ago this was the exact thing that I wanted to happen. And man.. I really wanted this. I leaned in again and pulled his mouth to mine. We kissed, but something felt … wrong? WAIT! WHAT WAS I DOINNNNG!? This was not Finn.. THE GUY I LOVED! This was his jerk ass brother who was waiting for the chance to hurt Finn. I pulled away fast, anger washing over me.

"HOW DARE YOU!" I yelled. I slapped him hard in the face.

"What the…" he started.

"NO! YOU BE QUIET! This never happened ok!? Never!! I couldn't have!"

"It just did..." he said stepping closer again.

"NO!" I said pushing him away. "And if this did happen... I-T I-S A-L-L Y-O-U-R F-A-U-L-T!" I screamed at him. "You understand?"

"What.. tell me you don't want this to Megan. I know you do. I can give you SO much more than Finn can."

"NO! I love Finn, don't you understand!? Just stop this stupid game, okay? Why do you want to ruin your own brothers life so bad?"

"I don't Megan.. I really like you. And I want you." Evan replied. Omg, was that a serious look on his face? This was not good, NOT GOOD AT ALL!

"I cant deal with this right now.." I said backing up out of the kitchen.

"Wait Megan..." Evan replied desperately. DESPERATLEY!? WHAT!? Omg, this is not happening.

"No, I can't." I said turning my back on him walking into the leaving room. Right into somebody.

"Shit… uhh sorry." I said looking up at the asshole who decided to get in my way at a time like this! "Oh, Finn, hey."

SORRY FOR THE CLIFFHANGERR!! I NO..im evil. :)

ill update soon.