Chapter 11 ABL

Disclaimer; I do not own Twilight

(A/N; like I said this is the last week to put any input in who Bella is with. Jasper or Edward. Ok no that is out of the way I am happy to say that I had some more time andwas able to write this chapter. So you get two for the price of one.)

Previously; "You want me to stay with you Bella?" I nodded my head not ready for anything else yet. The bed shifted again and he laid down next to me on top of the blankets. The bed shifted a bit and then there was darkness he had pulled the curtains closed and when he laid down again he pulled me close to him. Then there was a wave of calm that swept through my body. I couldn't even hold my eyes lids open. I fell in to the most peaceful night sleep I had ever had. But not before I heard his words.

"I will stop at nothing to keep you safe, even if it means you hating me."

Chapter 11

I woke up to the sound of humming and was stunned that it was hotel California one of my favorite song. I didn't want to open my eyes but I knew I was still in Jaspers arms. I was laying on my side with him behind me. I was pulled in close to his chest.

"Silly Bella I know you are awake" the amusement in his voice was all to clear but I didn't care I snuggle closer to him.

"No I am not I am still sleeping, you are just dreaming that I am awake." I had my head berried in my pillow not really caring if he could hear me. But the chuckle let me know that he could so I didn't feel too bad. Then I remembered the way I treated him last night and flinched. Why would he still be laying with me after I treated him like dirt. All because Edward…Edward. He didn't want me. How could he have kissed me like that and then changed his mind.

"Darlin' are you alright?" was he serious.

"Why would you stick around after the way I treated you?" my voice was a whisper still slightly thick with sleep. I really didn't want to know the answer but I suppose it was better knowing.

"You needed me and I was happy to be here with you. You are very interesting when you sleep." OH MY GOD I DIDN"T PLEASE SAY I DIDN"T.

"What did you hear, what did I say."

"Oh nothing much..." I let out the breath I was holding glad I didn't say anything that was to embarrassing.

"So I am the Greek God, and James Dean." I closed my eyes and berried my head back in to the pillows I could not believe I said that I didn't even want to think about what else he had heard.

"And you said my name a lot, and you begged me to kiss you-" I cut him off I didn't want to hear anymore. "Please don't tell me anymore I really don't want to know." With that I jumped out of bed and almost landed on my ass, my foot got caught in the curtains but load and behold Jasper is really fast to. But of course I managed to jump at the contact and still managed to pull us both to the floor. He was on top of me and my night dress had ridden up quite a bit and I was thankful I was the one on top of him. God I am so embarrassing. I tried to push him off but he just thought the whole thing was so funny and wouldn't budge.

"You know you are so dangerous to your own health I am worried." Smug jerk. I just stared at him and waited I didn't say a thing I didn't like the fact that he could ready me like a book.

"Its ok you don't have to talk but I wanted to let you know you are not ever going to be with out me from now on. I will always be by your side that way if you fall I will catch you. I couldn't believe what he was saying was he seriously considering stalking me. That was it I had enough. I kicked him off of me and made it to my closet and locked the door I really didn't want to see if he would wait in the bathroom so he could watch me shower that way If I tripped in the shower he would be there to catch me. My second day and already I am going crazy. Some how I manage to scare off Edward and I swear I will talk to him to day to see what I could do or at least to make sure he is ok. I pick out a pair of grey skinny jeans and a black racer back tank top. with my black boots and grab a matching black lace underwear set and head for my bathroom normally I would wear just jeans and a tee but I wanted to look good for when I went to talk with Edward. I took a quick shower and straightened my hair and did my make up light but still stylish. I just used a lot of eyeliner and it was enough to make my eyes pop. Finally ready I took one last look in the mirror and dimmed myself presentable. I poked my head out of my closet totally expecting Jasper to be waiting for me. I let out the breath I was holding and headed for the door. As soon as I closed my door he jumped out successively scaring the hell out of me I screamed and he laughed.

"Did you think I was gone that easily." He had a smug smile on his beautiful yummy lips and that just pissed me off. I marched right up in to his face.

"That's it you are going to stay away from me you are not going to follow me like a lost puppy you are going to tell me where I can find Edward andif I even think that you are behind me I will kick you smug ass." The look on his face was priceless. I couldn't help it I kissed him on the lips and walked down stairs. But it was like no one was home I searched the whole first floor while Jasper sat on the couch watching giving up I was headed for the second floor when Jasper spoke.

"They are not home the took a shopping trip." I just stared at him with my mouth open. When I finally came to my senses, particularly because he was laughing at me. I stomped my way back to my room. I was pacing back and forth. From my desk to the couch. When I got to my desk for the 20th time I saw it.

Bella

Please don't be to angry at me but I just need some time away

I will be back for you please don't think that I have left with the intentions of not being with you again because that is simply not the case. You mean so much to me and last night I almost destroyed anything we could have had so I need to gain back some control.

Thinking of you always

Forever love

Edward

P.S. I am so sorry about just walking past you I am perfectly fine it was the lion's blood not mine.

Was he serious I picked up my cell phone complements of Edward. I dialed his number. It rang twice then went straight to voice mail. I left him a quick message telling him to please call me back. Yeah I had said please like 100 times but I didn't care.

There was a knock on the door and in walked Jasper with a tray of food.

"I thought you might be hungry since you haven't eatin," he was right I hadn't. he set the tray down on my coffee table and boy did it smell good. I went and sat at the couch and started eating the egg and bacon and blueberry pancakes. Everything was so good it was like nothing I had ever tasted. I moaned and instantly blushed. I looked over at Jasper who was sitting right next to me to see his feature blank. With his mouthy slightly open.

"sorry but it was just so good."

"Don't apologize I wanted you to enjoy it, and I am glad that you did. And I want to apologize to you. You see I am just really protective when it comes to my family and I consider you family so please just know I just don't want you hurt." We were both quite for a while but I got what he said and even though I didn't understand it I let it go.

"So what do you want to do today?" he seemed so happy and it didn't matter to me.

"Anything that you want to do."

(A/N; ok I know it was really short but I ran out of time but I promise it is just explaining how it is at first.)