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Loki POV

Malekith was pacing back and forth telling a story about how he didn't actually die when Bor thought he did. I wanted to panic I really did. But I couldn't panic. If I did my children would be dead and at the moment, that is the last thing I need. So I waved at Hela who looked entirely frightened. And I couldn't blame her; she nodded slightly not giving away my presents, I winked at her. After I did so I conjured my staff and tried stabbing Malekith. But it went right through as if it were just a simple Midgardian hologram. Raising an eyebrow I cautiously put my hand through. "We are leaving" I said walking out of the kitchen leaving no room for argument.

The holographic Malekith still pacing and still talking. I needed to find Fenrir, and get Jormungandr.

I walked to my room and grabbed my most important books and my scepter I had for Hela. It was a little bit taller than her, because it was mine before I had my new one. I shrank the items into pocket size and slipped them in a bag.

Now to get my sons and daughter. I know Fenrir can fight, I learned that the hard way, I frowned at the thought. But Fenrir had always been a fighter. Jormungandr on the other hand had a softer heart he was more of a scholar than a fighter. At the time I was okay with that but now… not so much. Hela can defend and like Jormungandr she is not a fighter.

I walked out of my room and to Jormungandr's He was sleeping in his bed, he looked peaceful in his Jotun blue skin and closed eyes he was 16 and still as short as a 10 year old. I frowned as I went to wake him up.

Jormungandr POV

"Come on wake up Gander" I heard Loki say, I blinked a few times before I went to say anything "You know I'm not eight anymore right?" I said sarcastically papa laughed. I know papa has always called me Gander and I'm sure I would have out grown it by now if I hadn't been thrown into a lake. I'm sure I would have out grown a lot of stuff but without adults half my life I still could be like a ten year old. That's something I'll have to work on for sure.

"Come on Jormungandr we don't have much time" I raised an eyebrow "Time for what?" I asked "Time for leaving" I frowned "Oh" I just got here not a day ago and now we are leaving. Great Just great. "Okay, want me to get Fenrir or Hela?" I asked I know Fen and papa don't get along very well "If you could get Fenrir it would be helpful" I nodded and jumped out of bed.

I walked out to the hallway and ran down stairs to the living room with the TV I had just learned about. He was there, just as I thought. "Hey Fenrir" I said quietly. Fen looked up from whatever he was doing "Hi Jormungandr, what's up? I thought you would still be sleeping" Fenrir said in his more mature voice (unlike mine). "Well about that…umm… papa woke me up saying that we are leaving this place" I didn't really know how to phrase that. Fen growled "where is he?" Fenrir asked trying to keep his temper "I don't know" I said Fen nodded and walked away.

I think I need a snack maybe papa has some Rømmegrøt somewhere, Eating salmon for years gets distasteful and I would prefer something sweet for a snack. I tried finding my way to the kitchen; hopefully I'll run into Hela or papa for directions. I was walking through golden halls with hints of green and every once and awhile id come across a picture, but one painting caught my eye. It was a portrait of my family when we lived in Jotunheim, papa had come to visit us. Mom was on the left holding Hela papa was on the right his hand on Fenrir's shoulder and I was in the middle. I stood there forever just smiling at it. Now back to the task at hand the snack.

"But I don't know where I am" I said aloud that's when I heard footsteps coming my way "Jormungandr? Is that you?" I heard an unfamiliar voice and a teenaged guy with red hair came down the hall "Who are you?" I asked and the person gave a warm smile "Oh that's right you haven't met me. I'm James a friend of your sisters" what is he doing here? "Oh umm okay? Can you help me find the kitchen?" I asked politely 'James' nodded and motioned for me to follow him so I did.

And he led me to the kitchen! "Right through that door" James said "thank you friend of Hela's" I said with a smile "You can call me James" I nodded "okay James" I said trying out his name. I walked through the door and found a cube in the floor. I reached to touch it and when my blue fingers got about an inch a way a person appeared and he looked real. My eyes widened and I reached out my hand to touch it but it went right through "I think I know why we are leaving" I mumbled.

Hela POV

I sat on my bed in my room just thinking about everything.

Fear. Why did I feel fear? Who was that guy? Why did he have a mask? All kinds of questions I want answered but I really want one answered the most, why didn't Loki come to me, and hug me? Why didn't he try to make me feel safe? I know full good and well Loki isn't the kind of father to do so. But he should have at least tried I know he saw how scared I was, but he just stood there for awhile and did nothing before he tried to act. Maybe because he was scared maybe he was more scared than I was. Loki may not be one for comforting but he protects his children, I think?

Fenrir told me if he was protecting me then he would have found me, but Loki said it different he told me he kept a watch on me watching me from worlds away. It didn't bring anymore comfort thinking about this at the moment but I felt I had to think about it. I just need to pack some of my clothes and books. Then I am going to convince Loki for a train ride to the place no villain would be able to find us, back to New York. There are millions of people in New York and besides we would be surrounded by super heroes.

After I finished packing my things into a small bag I went to find Loki, we needed to have a talk. I know right where he would be. As I walked into the library I headed straight to the table in the back behind a few of the book cases he was reading something in a language I couldn't understand.

"Hey umm Loki can I ask you something?" I said rather sheepishly Loki looked up with a smile "Sure" I nodded taking a seat next to him "where are we going this time?" I asked

"I was thinking Alfheim with the light elves" Loki said and I sighed "what about New York? We could take a train ride and go to stark tower or if not that we could go upstate where it's quieter or what-"I was cut off "Hela Alfheim is safe, they can defend better than most realms, and they have wonderful education and good people"

I lost all expression and nodded, there was no fighting Loki and coming out on top. But I guess it's worth a try Natasha always said to make men think it was their idea, I wonder if it works on fathers who are master minds at magic. "I guess Alfheim… but I would miss earth, after all I did grow up here" Loki raised an eyebrow "are you leaning towards something?" he asked "nope, I was just saying how I would miss this place dearly" I wasn't lying I really would miss this place I started tapping my fingers on the wooden table

"Well we are leaving Midgard, they won't expect Alfheim" I sighed "you just don't get it" I started walking out when I felt a firm grip on my shoulder "Don't get what?" I didn't turn around.

Loki POV

No matter how hard I tried I couldn't understand her. She seemed really stressed out about something, and she would let me know about it. I turned her around and hugged her.

I missed hugging my children, I really did. I would never say I did, I wouldn't admit anything. Showing your weakness is killing your weakness making you vulnerable something I did not want or need. And my children are my weakness, who wouldn't have children and that not be their weakness? I make seem like they are not mine. I love Hela, Fenrir, and Jormungandr I'll do anything to keep them safe and I should have left them alone. I kept my distance for a reason. Knowing I had many enemies that would gladly cut their heads off and mount them on a stick.

I looked down at Hela who looked like she was silently crying. "You never answered my question" I whispered "I like it here on Midgard" her voice was cracked and I have a feeling that is the only answer I'm going to get out of her "I know you do" I said as I brushed my fingers through her blonde and black hair.

She is not actually 'half dead' but half scorched. When that twat Odin threw Hela down to Midgard he didn't care about the atmosphere and she got permanently burned. Her left side is ruff and hard but not bony and ghostly like those legends after all their just stories. And when she got thrown down she forgot about me, her family, herself.

"Can we stay?" She had some hope in her voice, I held her a little bit tighter. I know for sure we can't stay we at least have to be gone for a few months I don't want to go into hiding but I think it would be best. "Hela, you know the answer to that"

Hela POV

Did he really not care for my opinion? At least he was hugging me that was something I have wanted since I found out he was my real dad. I finally decided to return the hug. I rested my head on Loki's chest "why don't you want to leave?" Loki asked. I think that is a good question, why don't I want to leave? A few months ago I would have loved to leave earth. What's stopping me? Why can't I go? "I-I just can't"

"And why is that?" He sounded more caring than usual, this should concern me. But for some reason it didn't, I liked it. "I don't know why daddy" I just called him daddy...I didn't have to see him to know he smiled and tears started to fall from my eyes. For once in my life I never felt closer to my dad, my real dad "Do we still have to go to Alfheim?" I asked wiping away my tears "well, yes" Loki said and my eyes widened "but only for a little while" Loki continued I let out a sigh of relief "How long is a little while?" I pulled myself away from him so I could see his face "possibly a few months" I nodded "a few months isn't that bad…" I mumbled. "Why did you come for me?" I asked "I came because I missed my children, watching from worlds away isn't good enough" I smiled at him, and I said some thing I thought I would never ever say

"I love you daddy" and Loki smiled "I love you too Hela"

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