A/N: Ok I wasn't going to update this chapter yet, but I couldn't sleep and had it gave me something to do plus you all seemed to review for more so here you go haha So read and enjoy :))

Brooke didn't know what she was doing as she made her way up the steps to his cabin. She just couldn't get the look on his face when he walked away out of her mind, and that was three days ago. Not only his face but his words, I'm done do what you want, of course it could have been to the group not to her, that he was done with the hike, they could go back to the cabin or camp or whatever but a part of her thought, felt like it was to her. That he was done with her, fighting about whatever it was, and that she could just live her life without Lucas Scott. Yet she couldn't, she couldn't stop thinking about him and a part of her hated him for having that affect on her.

When she had her weekly meeting with Karen she asked what was wrong, if something happened with her and Lucas because her son seemed so distant and upset. Brooke lied saying no nothing had happened, but hearing that just made her want to talk to him more. A part of her just wanted to see if he was ok but the other not wanting to be anywhere near him which again made her angry with him, and that affect thing he had on her again.

So why was she standing in front of his door about to knock? Hell if she knew.

Brooke knocked twice, they were soft and she was sure if he was in his room he wouldn't be able to hear it, maybe a part of her wished that. That he wouldn't answer that maybe he wasn't even here at all, because she saw Kevin earlier with a group of friends laughing and joking and she thought maybe he was with them, having fun not worrying about her anymore, not caring about her anymore. Yet when that thought crossed her mind she felt her heart break in a million pieces, well a million more pieces.

Her heart stopped beating for all of a second and her breath caught in her throat when she heard heavy footsteps move towards the door, before slowly opening showing the blonde headed boy she had grown to let's say care a lot about because she isn't so sure she can say that L word again.

"What?" he groaned slinging open the door surprised to see her on the other side of it, "Hey…"his voice whispered, it was deep and horse, kind of going along with his appearance, his hair was a mess going every which way, and his eyes were almost squinting as if he just woke up, which might be the case since he was in no shirt and gray long pajama pants that hung loosely on his body showing his nice toned abs. Brooke bit her bottom lip nervously just staring at him, god he looks good, she thought to herself but wiped that thought away knowing that was not what she should be thinking she came here to talk to him, they needed to talk, she needed to know if he was ok.

"Umm…I…hi." Brooke stuttered out, not really sure what she was going to say to him or how to word it anymore, she planned it all before she got here but everything she planned was out the window as soon as he opened his door.

"Do you…umm…do you want to come in?" he asked and Brooke just shook her head no, not wanting to be in the house with him, she wasn't even sure if Peyton was still here and if she was inside the house she definitely didn't want to see her.

"Is…is umm…Peyton here?" Brooke whispered looking down not wanting to look in the gorgeous blue eyes that made her go weak in the knees.

"What? No," He answered quickly "Peyton is not here, she left a few days ago. I told her to leave a few days ago." He said stressing the word told so she knew that he wanted her to leave, that he wanted her not to be here with him.

"Oh…" Brooke nodded and they both stood there in silence, Brooke having no idea what to say next.

"So…" Lucas finally spoke breaking the silence "Do you now want to come inside?" he asked again thinking maybe since Peyton wasn't here she would enter his cabin.

Brooke just nodded, as she walked passed him into the living room standing there thinking with her back to him, closing her eyes tight, taking in a deep breath and holding back every fear she had building inside her.

"Brooke…" he started to speak shutting the door.

"I hate you, you know that." Brooke spun around to say to him and completely catching him off guard.

"What?" he whispered, all of a sudden feeling all the pain he felt losing her he felt again, with those three words, three words he never wanted to hear her say to him, three words that shattered any hope he had left in him.

"And it's not even in the way I want to hate you," she said and he gave her a confused and lost look "It's like how I hate how you talk about stupid books that I don't understand, or how you watch shows I hate. I hate how you let me change those shows because you know I don't like them and I hate that when I talk to you sometimes you act like you aren't even listening and when I call you on that you tell me everything I said word for word!"

"Brooke…" he whispered but with a small smile as he took a step closer to her.

"I hate that you freaked out when we first kissed and how unbelievable jealous you got when you told me we couldn't be together. I hate that I slept with you that night, and not because it wasn't great but because I took pride in the fact I could resist boys like I do and then you just smile and kiss me and I'm gone." She said throwing her hands in the air still not believing the hold he had on her.

Lucas just smiled as he kept moving towards her and her scream started to get lower and lower with every step he took.

"I hate that you lied to me about Peyton. I hate that you kissed her and I hate that I had that image in etched in my mind for days." Brooke sighed as a tear that she thought she was holding back so well escaped and that made her even more mad at him.

"I'm sorry," he whispered as he cupped her cheek and wiped her tear.

"I hate that you can do that." She sighed not looking at him.

"Do what?" He whispered lifting her chin "What else do you hate that I do?"

"That you can just touch me and my heart races; that I look one time in those damn gorgeous blue eyes of yours and I go all putty in your hands. I hate the effect you have on me and I hate you for having that effect. I also hate that you won't get out of my mind, that every time I close my eyes I feel your hands rubbing up my body."

"Like this?" he whispered as he slowly ran his hand down her back.

"Yes," she breathed out heavily, "I hate how you kiss my neck all gentle and sweet, then all rough, and I hate that you know where that spot is that makes my body all hot."

"You mean right here?" he again whispered as he dipped his head down kissing on her neck softly, as she tilted her head back, so he could get to it better, "And like this," he whispered into her ear leaving a soft kiss on her ear lobe before going back to her neck.

"Uhh huh…" she gasped running her hands threw his already messy hair, letting him kiss her a little while longer until finally pulling him off her neck to look at her. "I hate that you have made me miss you so much." She whispered as he leaned his forehead against hers and wrapping his arms around her waist.

"I miss you too." He whispered back in his husky voice.

"Yet with all those things I hate about you, with all the things about you that drive me completely insane." Brooke paused and looking up and locking eyes with his "I love that you can relax me like you do, and that you talk to me about those stupid books. I love that you listen when I talk and that you let me watch those shows I want. I love your hands on my body and I love those kisses. I love when you hold me you hold on tight like you never want to lose me, even if it's just for a little while. I love those gorgeous blue eyes that make me weak in the knees and those smirks you give me only because you know it drives me insane. Or how you do that thing when you're nervous about something, how you bounce you leg and you think no one notices, I notice and I like that I notice that among other things. I guess… I guess what I'm trying to say is…" Brooke paused feeling her heart race and shiver travel over her body as she felt his thumb rub gently where her shirt was showing some skin "I guess what I am trying to say is…I…"

"You what?" he asked.

"I…umm…"

"I love you." Lucas whispered and Brooke just looked up at him and smiled.

"What?"

"I said," he smiled brushing a piece of hair behind her ear "That I love you."

"You do?" Brooke whispered up at him as again she felt a tear build in the eye but now a happy tear not the sad tears she had felt the past few days. "No one…no one has ever said that to me before."

"I feel like you've never said it before." He said with a small smile yet a little nervous she didn't say it back.

"Actually I have." Brooke smiled kind of enjoying his confusion "Only ones too Rachel."

"Rachel?" Lucas asked confused.

"Yeah, I told her that I loved," she paused leaning up and kissing him "you." She finished and he leaned back down kissing her and she loved the way he smiled in their kiss. "I love you." Brooke finally said but mumbling it in their kiss.

"Oh baby I love you too." He smiled wrapping his arms tighter around her waist and picking her up.

Brooke immediately wrapped her legs tight around his waist and arms around his neck letting her lips stay on his as Lucas made his way to his room kicking the door behind him.

While walking to the bed Brooke pulled her shirt over her head then quickly reattached her lips to his as he gently laid her on his bed, and put his hand down first so he didn't fall on top of her. Then slowly leaning down and kissing her and running warm gentle kisses down her body, and he listened to her breathing heavily as she kicked off her flip flops, and he unbuttoned her jeans slowly pulling them off, then leaning down and kissing her inner thigh making her let out a small moan.

Lucas started kissing up her body as Brooke's body tingled by his stubble that he had let grow, making her heart race even more by his kisses. She pulled him up to her face and kissed him on the lips flipping them over so she was on top of him and leaning down capturing his lips with hers.

Brooke felt as he ran his tongue over her bottom lips begging to deepen the kiss, but Brooke wouldn't let him, kind of enjoying him begging for more.

"Ugh!" Lucas groaned and Brooke couldn't help but giggle "You're not being fair Pretty Girl." He complained not sure why she wouldn't let him deepen the kiss, and her half naked body rubbing against his was not making it easy not to want more.

"Say it again," Brooke smiled leaning up from him, she has heard him say twice in the last 10 minutes but she wanted to hear it again just to make her sure that he meant it, she wasn't dreaming he actually told her he loved her.

"I…" Lucas started but paused flipping them over again where now he was on top of her, "Love you." He finished brushing a piece of hair out of her face looking down at her.

With that look that one look Brooke realized he did love her, she wasn't dreaming. After all these years of her mother telling her she was impossible to love that no one would ever want her was untrue because Brooke got Lucas Scott to fall in love with her, and even if it didn't go passed this summer she would never forget that, that one look and those three words that fell so easily from his lips. They weren't forced, he wasn't saying it to get with her; he really loved her and Brooke knew she really loved him.

Brooke didn't stop him anymore as she pulled him down kissing her and this time when his tongue grazed her lips she parted them letting him enter, and let out a small laugh when he mumbled thank god into her lips.

Letting her hands slowly run down his bare chest Brooke started to untie his pajama pants, loving the feeling of his body against hers again. Brooke let his pants fall as far as she could until he kicked them off the rest of the way.

Brooke again ran her finger tips slowly up his chest knowing it was giving him chills and turning him on so much more. Lucas slowly ran his hand down her side pulling her closer to him then kept going until he got to her panties and sliding his hand in them.

"Lucas…" Brooke moaned and he kissed her making her finish her moan into his mouth, and again sending goose bumps all over his body and wanting her, needing to feel her. He slowly pulled his hand out and removed her panties and quickly kicking off his boxer as he positioned himself on top of her. Before he moved he slipped his hand behind her back unhooking her bra and throwing it on the floor.

Brooke flipped them over again so she was sitting on top of him and she slowly eased herself on top of him, "Lucas…" she moaned as her body started to move with his, him holding onto her hips helping her move. Brooke laid her body on top of his still moving but crashing her lips into his as his tongue again roamed hers, her letting out gasp and moans into his mouth.

"Brooke…" Lucas moaned as he felt her body move with his. Mild movement Lucas flipped them over so he was on top of her again still moving together. Lucas grabbed onto her leg and pushing into her harder as his movements became faster, and moving to her neck sucking long and hard on it.

"God…Lucas!" Brooke gasped kissing his shoulder and biting down softly making him moan into her neck.

Lucas felt as her nails dug into his back and when it used to hurt now the feeling was like no other, it was a mixture of pleasure and want. It was like to him when she clung on to him like that she didn't want him to stop, like what he was doing was giving her as much pleasure as him and that was what he wanted. He knew that as soon as she dug her nails into his back she hit her point and that he was ok to let himself hit his, yet he also knew he could go longer and if she was digging her nails already he was going to make sure he got her to do it at least one more time.

Brooke was tingling with all the pleasure she was feeling, it wasn't even their first time having sex, it was actually not even their second, they have done it a few times since they had been together but it was never like this. She never felt this good and even though he was always great it was never this great and Brooke wasn't complaining. His movements would change from fast to slow, then from a hard thrust to a not so hard thrust, just when she thought she had his movements figured out he would change it and it was making her body go nuts, she just prayed that their next time together was like this time.

Lucas moved his lips to hers and made his movements got quicker and he knew she knew he was about to release and he was somewhat disappointed that he had yet to feel her nails dig into his back again, but as if her body knew he felt her nails slowly trail up his back, "Brooke…" he moaned into her mouth and it was like with that her nails went in deeper.

"Ahhh…Lucas!" Brooke screamed and as she did he pushed one last time into her hard and as far as he could get himself making her arch underneath him and crash her lips into his cupping both his cheeks and letting her tongue roam his mouth a little longer before he rolled off her and she rolled her body on top of his keeping the sheet tight around her body, as he held onto her and the both laid there together in silence, which normally Brooke hated silence but with Lucas it was like comfortable.

"I could lie like this forever." Lucas finally whispered as Brooke smiled at him.

"I could lie with you holding me forever." Brooke grinned kissing him softly, "I could also kiss you forever." She mumbled into his lips as she felt his arms tighten around her waist. "Luke…" Brooke sighed pulling out of their kiss, she had done her best not to think about it tonight but the more she tried the more she thought she had two weeks with him.

"Don't…" Lucas whispered shaking his head knowing what she was thinking "Don't think about."

"I can't help it. We only…" she started but he cut her off by kissing her not wanting to hear her say it.

"I love you…" he whispered stroking the side of her cheek with his thumb "And right now that's all I want to think about."

"Ok…" Brooke nodded as she ran her finger over his swollen lips "Ok." she whispered again before laying her had back on his bare chest, "Lucas…" she whispered again.

"Brooke…I…" he started thinking she was again going to talk about it but then got caught off with her talking again.

"I love you too."

A/N: I hope you all like this chapter, review and let me know please. :))