I have done another chapter. YAY!

I am sorry that i haven't done any. Been busy. AND im not allowed on the computer on weekends. (I snuck on tonight) :)

And weekdays i am busy with school stuff, so i dont have time for anything. :(

But i have uploaded. :)

OH and i changed one thing on Chapter 9. She doesnt get the shield in that chapter. Read on and you will find out why.

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Broken

Chapter 12: Lonely No More

Bella's Point of View

Flashback

I was running. Again. I was bored out of my mind! Running around looking for anything to do.

As I ran, I searched for my future. It was easy to control now. I still see random things, that's normal. But I can see anything I want to see. Make anyone see I want them to see. It's nothing like Alice's – her name cut into me.

Again, I saw myself running towards Italy, then I saw them running to save me. That's not actually what I'm doing. But that's what I'm making Alice see.

I still couldn't believe that they are coming after me, after what I told them!

That shows how much I can trust them. I shook my head, trying to shake that though out. I can them. They are only looking for me because Alice saw me running to the Volturi.

I sighed and slowed down to a walk.

While I walked, I thought about Adrian, the stupid idiot who made me kiss him and get half naked with him. I have to admit, he was very attractive. And I enjoyed the physical contact. I hadn't been kissed or touched like that in a very long time.

I remembered how I called him Edward and Adrian freak out. I smiled at how terrified he was of me.

A strange tingling feeling at the back of my head snapped me out of my thoughts. I've left it before... I felt it a before I could hear thoughts. Does this mean I'm getting another ability?

I pushed the tingling sensation out of my mind to see what it could do. I felt it escape my mind and then it was all around me. I could feel everything but I wasn't touching it.

I tried to figure out what this weird ability was. It was like I was covering everything with my mind.

Like a shield.

End flashback.

I sighed and pushed the shield out of my mind.

I figured out that if I had the shield up, Alice wouldn't be able to see my future. Nobody would be able to see or do anything to me. But I could still do stuff to them.

I sighed again as I silently ran to a random house and peeked through the closest window.

It was a bedroom. A teenage girl, about 16, was lying on her bed and singing to herself quietly. She had the most beautiful voice – for a human.

What is Isabelle doing? A female thought from the other room.

I grinned to myself. Isabelle, so close to Isabella.

Isabelle, I thought into her head, go outside.

Her head snapped up quickly, but she did as she was told.

As she got up and walked to her door, I felt my smile disappear as I thought about what I was about to do.

This is wrong!! I screamed at myself. But I was so lonely and I didn't want to go home. Not just yet.

"Isabelle, where are you going?" a female voice asked.

I have no idea, Isabelle thought. "I just forgot something outside, I'll be back," she answered her mother.

No, you won't, I thought sadly to myself.

"Okay, just hurry up. It's cold out there," her mother, Anne, told her.

I heard the back door open and I walked away from the house, somewhere where the mother won't hear us.

Isabelle gasped when I came out of nowhere but she followed me out her gate and into the trees that looked like a little forest next door to her house.

Who is she? She thought as we walked deeper and deeper into the trees.

My name is Bella Cullen, I thought to her, and I need your help.

She gasped again and I stopped and turned around to face her. We were far enough into the trees that no one will hear us.

Her pale blue eyes were wide and her blonde hair was frizzy, like she just washed it.

"I'm sorry if I scared you," I told her soothingly.

She closed her eyes and shook her head. When she opened them again, she took a step forward and smiled a little bit. "A-are you an angel?" she asked, looking at my golden eyes.

I grinned at her and shook my head. "No, not even close," I whispered. "Your name is Isabelle, am I right?"

Her eyes went wide again and she nodded. "But my friends call me Bell. I hate Isabelle," she grimaced.

I laughed and her mouth popped out audibly at the sound. "My name is Isabella. But everyone calls me Bella," I told her putting my hand out to shake hers.

She stepped forward slowly and took my hand, "Your so cold!" she gasped.

I smiled apologetically at her. "Sorry about that," I whispered.

"W-was that you speaking to me in my head? Cause if it was, that was so cool! And your really pretty by the way. Beautiful. Why do you have golden eyes? I'm not being rude. They're beautiful," and on and on she went. I let her finish and smiled when she looked up at me and remembered something. "Wait, you said you needed my help. My help! What do you I have to do? I will do anything."

My smile slowly disappeared and I turned serious. "Are you sure?" I asked softly.

"Of course!" she said excitedly.

I sighed and bent down to make eye contact with her. "What I need you to do will be hard. I will hurt. Heaps," I warned, and her smile disappeared. "Will you help me?" I asked again.

She stood there quietly for a few minutes thinking, when she had an answer she took a step closer. "Yes."

I sighed, stood up, and took her hand. "Then I will have to tell you everything. There is no backing out of this. Once I start, we have to finish."

While we walked back to the place I was staying at, an old, trashed and abandoned house, I filled her in on everything. I started with what I was.

"Your a v-vampire?!" she squeaked, but didn't remove her hand from mine or stop walking.

I nodded, "But it's nothing like in movies or books," I reassured her. "We do drink blood, though." This time Bell stopped walking, I quickly said, "Don't worry. I only drink animal blood. Your safe with me," I promised. That made her relax some and she started walking again.

Next I told her about my family. Why I left.

"You ran away from home?" she asked quietly.

I nodded and stared straight ahead.

"And left your husband there?"

I nodded, and I wished I could cry.

"Did you get to see your dad?" she asked more quietly.

"Yes. And I saw my best friend. Um. He – he is a werewolf."

She nodded, taking everything in surprisingly well. She nodded like it was expected – which it kind of was.

She asked me questions about everyone and everything. I didn't mind talking about the Cullens anymore. I was used to the pain it caused me.

Bell fell quiet and she stopped walking. I looked down and saw that her eyes were closing. I smiled and picked her up in my arms and ran the rest of the way home.

When I walked inside the house two minutes later, it was past 2 o'clock in the morning.

I set her down on the old couch I stole – I will put it back when I am finished – and watched her sleep.

She woke up at 10:00 and I smiled as she took in her surroundings.

"Have a nice sleep?" I asked softly.

She yawned and smiled at me. "Yes, thank you. You?"

I smiled and went to sit next to her on the couch. "I don't sleep, honey." I said smoothing down her hair.

She laughed and looked into my eyes. "Your eyes are black now. Why?"

My smile flattered a little. "Um. I haven't eaten anything for a while."

She knew what I mean straight away but she didn't seem to care. "Don't mind me," she whispered.

I grinned at her and placed my hand on hers. "I'm fine," I reassured her. "I can go much longer without food. Cause I have been a vampire for a long time, I know how to control my thirst," I smiled.

She nodded. "How old are you?" she asked suddenly.

"I was 18 when I was turned. That was... 75 years ago," I told her looking out the window. "We don't age," I sighed.

She nodded and looked up at me. "You said that you needed my help before, what do you need me to do?" she whispered.

"I – I need you to travel with me. I am very lonely, you see. And I can't bring myself to go home. Not just yet."

"I can do that," she smiled.

"Um. I will have to... change you." I whispered almost inaudibly.

Her eyes went wide and she didn't know what to say.

"You can't go home. You know too much about my world. The Volturi will find out and kill us. I am so sorry. I – I shouldn't of taken you. It was very wrong of me. I feel so bad." I started to sob and she patted my shoulder.

"I understand. You can change me," she whispered.

I looked into her eyes and I saw honesty and trust. I smiled at her.

"It won't be pleasant," I warned her,

She nodded, excepting that too.

I sighed and asked the hardest question. "When... when do you want to do it?" I whispered, holding back sobs. I can't believe that I'm doing this! This wrong, I thought again.

"Now," she said without hesitation. She almost sounded excited. Almost.

"W-what? Are you sure? You can't change back when I've done it! Are you sure you want to do this?"

"I'm sure that I want to be a vampire and not get killed because I know too much. Isn't it easier if I just became one?" she asked.

"I guess I have no other choice then," I whispered.

She nodded and whispered, "Where do you want to do this?"

"Here is fine," I smiled sadly. "You won't feel anything, anyway. All you will feel is the bite," I sighed.

She nodded seriously and started to lay down. I got up so she could get comfortable and kneeled beside her head. "Relax," I whispered in her ear. "I will always be beside you. I will never leave your side until you wake up. I know what it feels like, and I know that you wouldn't want to be alone. When you wake up as your new self, it will be a bit weird. You won't be used to the new reflexes or the sounds. I will explain everything when you wake up," I whispered. I kissed her on the throat, to tell her I was about to do it, and she whimpered silently. "It's going to be okay," I reassured her, then I bit into her neck.

The blood flowed into my mouth, and it was the first time I tasted human flood. It was... delicious. And I never wanted to stop.

Cliff hanger!

Will she stop and get a new friend?

Or will she drain her and feel bad for the rest of her life?

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