Chapter 12
5th January 2013
Dear diary,
It worked. My plan to get Vlad and Robin friends again actually worked. I admit it wouldn't have worked without Sara. Vlad and Robin are talking right now. I'm sitting on the banister again, watching the world go by.
I saw a man just a minute ago, he reminds me of someone I once met, but now I think about it, it can't be the same person, because the person is died. I must have gone mad.
Sara come back from a fight, again, she was fighting with the same person she was fighting the other day, when she got caught by the slayers. She got caught but he didn't. She still can't remember his name, but the fight is best of five, so she has one more chance to find it out. She's wining at the moment, but I don't think that is going to change, she has always been aggressive. That's the way she is and the way will always be.
I feel more alive than I have in years but I still think there is something missing, whether it's Ryan or dad not being here, or not know what happened to mum, I don't know, but I don't like feeling like this like something's missing. I just want this feeling to go, but I guess I'll just have to unlive with it. At the moment I'm just trying to get my unlife back on track. And I am never giving up or turn my back on myself or anyone that is important to me, again. I am going to change my life around. I don't want to spend my unlife on the run and I defiantly don't want to spend it killing people, I've hurt enough people this past year and I not want to hurt anyone else. One month ago it felt like it was me against the world but it's not and I don't want to go back to feeling that lonely.
Erin Noble