Ch. 12 Our Secret
Valerie woke up to find that the car was not moving, and Sam was gone. She slowly sat up and looked out the window to see they had stopped at a rest stop. Dean was sitting in the front seat, his eyes closed shut. She moved to climb over the front seat and moved to sit in Dean's lap. Dean's eyes still closed a smile spread across his face. He put his arm around her, and then opened his eyes. She looked at him and smiled. "I love you Dean." All he could do was stare at her lips. He knew it was wrong. This was his little sister. He tried to fight the urge, but being without her so long, and her being like a stranger made it easier for Dean to give in. He put his hand through her hair and grabbed the back of her neck. He pulled her into a kiss. Valerie didn't push him away. She found herself liking it. She had always thought that Dean was attractive. He had a nice body, beautiful eyes, and an attitude she could understand. Dean put his other hand to her back and started pushing her closer. Then, Valerie opened her eyes and saw Sam coming. She pushed Dean away. "Sam." She gasped. Dean moved his hand away, and Valerie moved out of Dean's lap. Sam came up to the window. "Do you guys want anything? They have machines?" Dean thought to himself 'sending Sammy away, he could finish where he left off. But part of that made him scared' "No, were good. Let's get goin'." Sam climbed into the passenger seat, and Valerie crawled back into the back.
After a couple hours of driving, they pulled into a parking lot. Sam got the motel room, and they all relaxed. They hadn't found a new hunt yet. "I'm gonna go get some food. I'll be back." Sam walked out the door leaving Valerie and Dean alone. Valerie was laying down on one of the beds and Dean was sitting at the small table by the door. Valerie noticed he was quiet. To quiet. Valerie got up and walked over to Dean. "Are you okay, Dean?" Dean quickly stood up and walked away from her. "Did I do something wrong?" she asked. Dean's back was facing her. Then he turned around. "I can't do this, Val. Okay, I'm sorry." He was very angry. Valerie tried to control her emotions, but she could feel how angry he was. "Sorry, for what?" he stared at her, and she stared back. "For kissing you. I shouldn't have…and I'm sorry.." Valerie walked a little closer to him. She grabbed his hands. "It was my fault, Dean. I shouldn't have gotten that close anyway." She gave him a hug, and Dean felt it again. The urge he had felt earlier. He couldn't help himself.
Dean stared down at Valerie. And all he could think about was wanting to touch her. But he knew Sam would be back any minute. He had to wait. He backed away. Then he whispered, "I cant. Not right now." Valerie looked up at her brother, admiring him in a way that a little sister shouldn't. "When?" he touched her cheek softly. "Soon. I promise." and he smiled. The door opened and Sam walked in with bags of food. Dean and Valerie jerked away from each other. They knew that If Sam found out there was something other than a brother sister relationship between them he would be so angry. They had to keep it a secret.
They walked over to the table where Sam set down the food. Valerie kept looking over to Dean. And he caught her glance once. He smirked at her, the way he did to all the other girls he met in bars, but something in his eyes made her get butterflies in her stomach. They sat down to eat dinner, then they all relaxed and watched some T.V. Dean and Val shared a bed, that's what they always did. But something about this night made it feel different. It made it harder to resist the urges to touch each other. All Valerie could think about was Deans promise. 'Soon.' Hopefully soon came sooner than soon.
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