Chapter 12

Massie POV

I couldn't stand to be away from Kemp for more than a day. It was an emotional attachment, a desperate longing when I strayed from him. I guess it started out as a brother-sister attachment, then a best friend attachment. But today, he changed that.

He came over to the house around five. I guess mom was okay with it now, because when Kemp came over, he never mentioned anything about his dad. And mom had figured that we were friends now, so she was perfectly okay with him being here with me alone.

And she was right. We hadn't told the PC anything more, and we never showed anything but friendship, ever. I think Kemp was going through denial that Kristen wasn't with him anymore. So, I took it easy on him. Plus, I felt a longing for him to be my best friend. It's like I had grown up with him forever.

"Hey, princess. How's it going?" he asked me, in a gentle tone.

"Pretty good babe, I think I'm finally over Derrick."

His face brightened just a little bit.

"That's great. Is anyone in the house?"

"Nah, my mom went out to dinner with a college girlfriend of hers."

"That's cool, wanna head upstairs?"

"Sure, no problem." I said carefully.

I had a feeling of where this was going, but if I was wrong, I couldn't push him.

We stepped into my room, and I plopped on the bed, lying down, as he came to join me shortly. He gently slipped his hand behind my back, and pulled me slightly closer with a swift motion of his hands. I could feel the muscles in his toned arms supporting my weight.

"Massie." Kemp spoke, in a soft whisper.

"Kemp," I said, sighing with longing.

"Massie, we were meant to be together."

I got up from the bed.

"What?"

"I said, we were meant to be together. Not in a best friend way, but more than that."

" I thought you were my best friend."

"I am, and have been for sixteen years."

"What? I mean, you didn't even know me before first grade."

"That's not true, I'm sorry you never bothered to remember growing up together. Our parents were close college friends, and I've been with you since we were little. I just… never got the chance to talk to you after third grade. I'm just happy that I get the chance now."

I was officially speechless. I didn't know. I had figured that Kemp didn't speak to me after third grade because he was a senior, like the rest of the Briarwood boys. And after he went to middle school, who would be interested in having friends two years younger? It was only because Kemp was one of the older ones in his class….

"I'm so sorry, I didn't know, Kemp." I whispered.

"It's alright, don't worry about it."

"I mean, it's not something I should have forgotten. You've always been like a brother to me, and I've never been the same to you."

"No, Mass, don't think of it like that. I've only been there for you… because… it… it was love."

Love? So he felt the same way….

"Kemp," I whispered, staring into his longing eyes.

"Yea, yea, don't make fun of me. I can't stand to be away from you, even if it means to see you be with someone else. I've watched you, for as long as I can remember, since you were born."

"I won't, I think it's sweet. Here…" I said, swooping to place my mouth on his.

"Hmm!" he said, bewildered.

I pulled away quickly, because I thought he had thought I had gone too far.

"Sorry…" I mumbled quickly, turning beet red.

"No, no, it's alright."

"I know you've been hurting since Kristen left, and I shouldn't have done that. I'm sorry."

"No, Massie, don't apologize for her. That was wonderful. I just can't think of you as a little sister, or a best friend anymore."

A tear slipped down my cheek. He didn't want us to be near each other anymore?

"No, no, I didn't mean it like that," he said, standing up.

He grasped my wrists gently, and pulled me to him, so that we were touching.

"I can't think of you as a little sister, because… it can be something more than that, if you want."

I nodded, gleaming with excitement.

He placed his hot lips on mine, and I felt ecstatic. I felt my stomach flip. I had never felt this way. I returned his request and gave entryway to his tongue into mine. We pressed together for what seemed like an hour. But then, I got impatient. If he felt so strongly about me, I could push this farther.

I inched my top over my shoulders, but he stopped me. His six foot seven frame blocked my path, but I still attempted to bring my top over.

"Massie, please. Don't… I can't take it from you."

"Why?" I asked, ripping his shirt off.

His six pack abs stared back at me, and my stomach jitters melted.

"Kemp, have I ever told you, you're sexy?"

He broke into a big floppy grin.

"Okay, I guess we can do this…" he replied, helping me take my skinny jeans off, and throwing me onto my bed gently.

"So, Massie, tell me how far you've gone before, and with who."

I could see the hope of me having no experience in his eyes.

"Sorry babe, you know it was with Derrick. We've been to third base before, at school. You know, blowjobs, fingering, all that nonsense."

His eyes flinched in hurt.

"I'm sorry, I know… I know it hurts." I said reaching up to stroke his face.

His sad expression calmed a bit.

"It's okay, I've done worse than that."

Oh god, what have I gotten myself into? I loved him, but I didn't want to get hurt. He read my expression of freight and replied, "Massie. I won't hurt you. Because, I can't hurt you without hurting myself. I love you too much."

I nodded in response. I trusted him.

He pried off my underwear and pushed his finger inside gently.

"Oh, my, god!" I screamed.

He flinched in pain.

"It's okay Kemp. Keep going, I want this."

"But, I'm going to hurt you, and I can't…"

"Yes. You can, because I want this."

"Fine, he said, giving in.

He placed two fingers in and pumped gently. I moaned to a great extent, and I saw it causing him pain. I knew what would make him feel better.

"Kemp… Kemp…" I moaned.

"You're already saying my name, Block?"

"Yea, if it keeps you alive during the day, I'd do anything," I replied, continuing to say his name.

"I love you."

"Kemp, I love you too."

"Massie, can I take you tonight?"

"Please. Please, just do it."

"I thought you wanted Derrick to do it," he said smirking.

"You know I don't love him anymore. You know I want you to do it."

"Yea, yea. Okay, I give in, you're just too sexy to let it go. I'm ready when you are."

"Do it light baby."

"Always."

He pried off his boxers slowly. It was huge.

"Well, hello there…" I said seductively.

He laughed heartily.

"It's too big isn't it?"

"No, it's nine inches of pure hot sexiness." I replied, placing my lips to it gently.

"Oh god, you're… oh… oh Massie, you're fulfilling my life's wish."

Good, I thought, then maybe you should have some more. I pushed my mouth farther, until I could feel the very end.

I heard him moan in ecstasy. He pulled away, toppling over.

"I'm throbbing. It's too good to be true, I'm dreaming." He said.

"No, you're not dreaming, this is so very real." I said, climbing over to where he was.

He pulled me in for a hug, cradling me in his arms. I felt a blush creeping in. We were both cloth less, and here we were, cradling, on a Saturday night, in an empty house, in my bedroom.

"Kemp. I'm ready." I whispered into his ear.

He smiled my favorite smile and lifted me onto the bed. He pried my legs apart, then said "It's going to hurt babe."

"I know, I just want you in me."

He eased his member towards my center and pushed every so lightly. I could feel him inside, and it hurt, bad.

"Oh. God, oh my god that hurts."

He winced, pulling out instantly.

"I just can't do this to you. You're not ready."

"Yes I am!" I protested, "Kemp Hurley, I'm asking you to freaking fuck me, and you're denying the opportunity!"

"No, I'm not. I'm saving you from what you could be with."

"You're not a nightmare, you're an angel. An angel who can get his dick inside my ass!"

"Fine, if you say so…."

He stuck it in so fast that I didn't even have time to scream. I bit my lip as he gently eased his member all the way in, and the he popped something.

"Congratulations Massie. You're deflowered now."

He pulled out, and ripped off the condom, throwing it promptly into the trash and pulled another one out of his bag.

"Ready for real this time?"

"Hell yea…" I said, giving him the go to continue through the night.

He plunged in, causing me to scream his name. But now, he wasn't wincing, he knew I wanted this more than any other girl, and he would do what I wanted him too. I ferociously climbed onto him and placed my wet lips onto his, making out passionately.

"I guess we're not doing the brother-sister thing are we, Kemp?"

"No, babe, I guess you're my girlfriend now."

"Good, because I think I'm in love with you."

"I've been waiting for you to say that my whole life Massie," he said, pulling me in for another kiss.