Eyes tearing, I thumped down the steps of Rixon's apartment building. It felt like I had been here one time too many and each time something in my life had crumbled down to a load of shit and gone wrong.
"Patch!" A soft, worried voice called after me. Closing my eyes, I continued jogging down the steps, trying to block it out. "Patch wait." Nora pleaded, catching up with me and touching my arm. "I'm sorry! Really, I am." She said, her voice cracking here and there as if she was about to cry.
Not wanting to look at her, I carried on staring straight ahead and walked in silence until I reached my jeep. As I dragged the keys out of my pocket and was just about to unlock it, Nora grabbed my arm. "Patch your going to have to talk to me sometime." She begged, gripping onto me tighter as I tried to struggle free.
"You wanna bet?" I snapped, wincing as I realised I walked right into that one. She shook her head and smiled slightly before looking back up at me seriously. "Patch please." She muttered, "don't do this." Nora looked up at me with sad eyes, glimmering with tears. My Angel. My Angel was crying, my Angel was in despair. I was too angry to care.
"I haven't done anything" I spat as I jerked my arm away from her and went to unlock my jeep. "No." Nora spoke clearly, as she knocked the keys out of my hands and grabbed me by my shoulders. Looking me right in the eye, she shook me. "Just cooperate with me. Please!" She begged.
"You kissed my best friend!" I snapped, turning my head away from her pleading, crying eyes. "I don't know how I can forgive you." Shaking my head, I tried to pull away from her once more but she wouldn't loosen her grip.
"Patch! You and him kissed as well!" She exclaimes, "don't place all the blame on me." I sighed, and looked at her reluctantly, she was too beautiful. I could already feel her weakening me. I relaxed my tense shoulders. "Isn't Rixon to blame then?"
She dropped her hands and looked up at me, eyes narrowed. "He said you kissed him." I laughed out loud. "Bullshit." I spat. I could feel her eyes on me as I laughed, laughed at how pathetic my so-called friend was.
"You...didn't?" She questioned, her voice becoming quieter. "No." I snapped, "I didn't. But if you want to believe him over me then that's fine. You go ahead." I finished, picking my keys up off the floor and unlocking my jeep.
"Patch," Nora muttered, "I know you. I know your a bad boy. I know your hard to please. I know I wasn't giving you enough..." she trailed off. I laughed again; this time at her foolishness.
"Well," I chuckled. "Do you know how incredibly stupid you sound to me?" Her eyes widened as she stood rooted to the spot. "Do you know you always please me? Do you know I would never purposley do anything to hurt you?" I paused, taking a breath and watching Nora stand so very still, watching me, "and I bet you didn't know that I can't even stand to look at you right now." I hissed as I climbed into my jeep. Nora winced. I could see her face fall and her eyes grew slick with tears. And as much as I hated saying all those things to her; they were true and I needed to get away. So I did; I drove off and left her there. I left her to crumble. I left her to lay down and cry.
RPOV.
I watched Nora and Patch out of my window, I could tell from their body language that they were yelling at eachother. I stood there. By my window, just watching them for a full few minutes before watching Patch say his final words and leaving Nora to crumble in a distraught heap on the concrete of the parking lot.
Not sure wether to go to her or stay, I hesitated where I was standing; just watching her cry. I was a terrible person, I knew for sure she wouldn't want to see me right now.
I'd wrecked their relationship. It was all my fault and, although I wanted to convince my self otherwise, I had no excuse for it. I walked back over to my couch where me and Nora had kissed only 15 minuted ago and practically slapped my self in the face. I had never been more angry.
First I kissed Patch. But I had a reason for that. I did generally like him. So I had no idea why I messed him around like that. Then secondly, I kissed Nora. That was a shock to the system even for me.
I just wanted to try and rid myself from all these feelings for Patch. I just needed a girl. So I lied to her; told her Patch was in the wrong in an attempt to lure her in and...well...if it's any consolation...it worked.
Sighing, I rested my head in my hands. This had gone wrong, so. Very. Wrong. They would never believe me if I told them I hadn't meant for their relationship to turn into a relation-shit.
Linking my hands together behind my head, I lay back on the sofa and groaned. "You idiot." I muttered to myself. "You absoloute fucking idiot." Sighing again, I turned over, for now I would just have to wait in hope that things got back on track.
PPOV.
I cruised through the streets, fingers tapping agrily on my steering wheel; wanting nothing more than to be at home - sleeping off all of the drama. Drawing in a long, tired breath, I tried to calm my self down. I slumped down into my set further; getting comfortable when suddenly I spotted Vee.
Stomping along the sidewalk, she fiercely wiped her eyes with the back of her hand and kicked a can harshly into a gutter. Slowing down beside her, I rolled down my window.
"Vee?" I offered, she looked up; her eyes wide and glimmering with salty tears. "Oh Patch." She sighed, laughing "It's just you; I thought you were some creepy old peado coming to offer me candy." I chuckled, shaking my head and pulling up against the sidewalk where she was standing. "Nope just me." She smiled; wiping a tear off of her cheek. "So, what's up?" I asked, "you looked a bit...upset." Crossing her arms; she nodded, "Family. They're all being jerks." She sighed, "mega surprise right there."
Looking up at me, she raised an eyebrow, "What about you? You don't exactly look as bright as day." I looked down at my hands, trying not to think about my big bust up with Nora.
As if she had a sixth sense; Vee sighed and tilted her head sideways, "did you and Nora fall out?" She asked, I looked up at her; shocked. Wow. "Phycic much?" I chuckled.
Shaking her head, she leant casually on the side of my jeep. "Tell Auntie Vee what happened." I shook my own head and looked at her, "Nothing I just...we both messed up a bit." I shrugged.
Vee looked at me and nodded, "well, the first question you gotta ask your self is; who's gonna apologise first." I bit my lip, "I hate apologising." I huffed. She chuckled, "well your gonna have to because if I know Nora at all; I know she wont back down too easy." Sighing, I nodded.
"Oh," Vee paused, glancing up at me, "She likes the smushy stuff." She winked. Raising an eyebrow, I questioned that; "smushy stuff?" I repeated. Vee nodded and folded her arms across her large bust, "Yep. Be romantic." I nodded back, confirming. "Okay. Romantic. Got it." I sighed, gritting my teeth. I really did hate apologising.
"And do it soon." Vee prompted. I shot her a glance. I was way too mad to do it soon. "How soon is soon." I growled, narrowing my eyes. She cackled a laugh and winked. "She won't wait around you know." I gulped. "Tonight." She confirmed. "Yep, definitely do it tonight."
Shaking my head, I pointed my finger at her. "There is no way I am doing it tonight!" My voice cracked, giving me away; I wanted Nora back. Now. No matter how mad I was. She laughed her cackling lugh again. "Nope your doing it tonight for sure!" She jumped up and down, clapping her hands, "oooh I feel like cupid!" She grinned whilst I slumped down in my seat, feeling deafeated.
Winking once more, she began to walk away. "Don't forget, be romantic!" she called over her shoulder, before blowing me a kiss and walking swiftly off down the road. Rolling up my window, I hit the gass.
"Okay then," I muttered to myself as I drove, "tonight it is..."
Climbing up over Nora's back gate, I prepared my self to jump; the sky was now a black blanket of darkness as night settled comfortabley in place. I dropped to the ground with a soft 'thud' and brushed dirt off of the knees of my black jeans.
Breathing in a long breath, I braced my self and began to creep silently through Nora's garden, taking care to bend down low as I passed the kitchen window in case her mum was up late. I glanced up towards the window; the lights were off. I was safe.
Standing up straight, I tilted my head back; gaining the full veiw of the tall house. All lights in the rooms were off. All but one. And that one room, I recognised to be Nora's. "Here go's nothing." I sighed.
Taking a deep breath, I beant down and grasped a fist full of pebbled from the garden path beneath me, and before I could think about what I was doing; I threw one up to the sky; it flew in a perfect arch before hitting Nora's window with a tap.
No response. I waited before throwing another one. "Come on, Angel. Come on..." I chanted under my breath as I crossed my fingers hopefully behind my back.
Woops...another cliffhanger. I'm sorry! I don't do it to torture you! I love you guys; honestly! By the way I just want to say thank you SO much to everyone who's reviewed my Fanfics - I've nearly reached 50 reviews overall which is a big thing for me! It's seems like just the other day I was only on 20 :') ...infact I think it was just the other day...AGH THINGS ARE HAPPENING SO FAST! DX
