Yunie: Yes I know some people are all are things going to get better now and I'm going no...
BatteredChild-No offense but your review made me laugh. No not yet there is still more
NorikuKitsune- thank you thank you yes Ron will suffer. I'm happy to say that i've been updating this one quickly because the emotions are just pouring out of me right now.
ReidGarwin-Draco was dumbstruck and cold man he was to shocked to say anything
Heaven's Valentine-I know
kariasakura- sadly I'm 17 and have never really asked about a miscarriage I just went with the fact that Harry's magic was taking care of him for awhile before he finally passed out plus there was about two days before the funeral that i left blank. To the whole going back in time thing I accept it but one Harry would never go for it second no one would be there for their place in their time third it's not part of the plot
Potter's Wifey- Don't worry Pansy's going to screw up bad soon
Silvermane1-I know
Nancy Ferrell- Harry's going emo. He thinks it's all his fault for being with Draco. Remember he was attacked before for being with Draco so he thinks that if he leaves everything will get better.
NiteMar21- Here it is man my next chapter I'm glad you love the story
its-a-four-letter-word-thank you for the offer I've gotten them throughout the story it's just I'm well known for droppping stories for months at a time and when I start to write I contiune based on how people like it otherwise it takes me forever to get to it. When I start to write I'm just so ready to get it out there that I don't care about the errors but if you want you can copy the story fix it and then send me the revision and I'll repost it with your name there as beta.
wolfygirl88-it's okay I was just having a bad day when chapter 8 went out Harry shall return soon
lilsteves-don't worry I have the voices too heh and Draco will not die remember I promised a happy ending plus if you decapitated me then you'd never get the ending
InsideMyWorld-you are correct I did promise a happy ending and I always keep my promises
Chompekitas- thank you and don't worry Pansy and Ron will get everything they deserve. The arguement between Draco and Harry was close to one I had with my own heart over a guy. So I hope it seems real
Dreamsofdragons-yes I keep getting the sad vibe from everyone
RocklifeDude-Of course there are good times ahead man I promised didn't I
celestialuna-thank you
Makurayami Ookami- what no don't kill me they liked it they liked it call me though I lost your cell number
Yunie: Also guys for this chapter I made a musicvideo on youtube just for you guys! So go search cherryblossomdream if you want to see it. It's called Cold as You
Chapter 12: Cold As You part 1
It had been months and Draco still couldn't get Harry words out of his head. He had lost sleep and stopped eating. His hair looked as if it hadn't seen a brush since Harry left and in truth it hadn't. He was a mess. A mess that did nothing but morn his two children and cry over his missing heart. Some nights Narcissa would walk by Draco's room and still hear him crying out for Harry. It broke her heart to know that she could do nothing but sit back and watch him fall apart. Pansy hadn't been much help. She attempted to suduce him at every given moment and then would scream disgust at Harry's name because he ruined "her" Draco.Draco didn't care. The woman was insane in his opinion.
Draco didn't do anything about her, at least until the night two months after Harry left. She had walked into his bedroom and magiced his arms and legs tied down. Draco awoke to her about to push him inside of her. He snapped. Magic had flared around him and Pansy was shot across the room. The ropes vanished and Draco screamed. He pushed Pansy out of the room and the pushed her back towards a set of stairs. She got frighten and took a step back and then fell.
Draco watched as the girl toumbled down the stairs but he didn't say a word. Lucius grabbed the girl's arm and pulled her into the sitting room. He laid her on the couch and flooed a docter. Draco turned and went back to his room and cried once again over his Holly and his Harry.
It had turned out that Pansy was pregnant and had lost the baby. People began to assume it was Draco's and that he had killed the child on purpose. Then someone had the nerve to say that maybe he had meant for Holly to die as well. Angers flared and people were fired but soon the world knew that Pansy was a slut of a woman who tired to rape Draco to make it seem like he was the father. Draco's comment was that the stupid bitch probably got knocked up by some two cent man whore. It had also been known that Pansy Parkinson was no longer in anyway related or in contact with the Malfoy family and that the marriage between the two was over. She got nothing and Draco was finally given peace. For awhile at least.
Draco had continued to watch out for any signs of Harry but he had disappeared just like before. Only this time he didn't take a secret with him. He took all of Draco. His heart, his soul his very will to live was gone. Nothing seemed right anymore. After another four months had passed Draco had begun to feel a little more human. He finally felt the need to see his daughter again. He had went alone telling no one where he was going and just sat there. Roses and lilies littered the space where she was laid. His little girl. He sat there and talked to her. He told her everything that had happened after she died and all the things that he felt.
A loud shout snapped him out of his confessions. He looked up to see none other then Harry Potter. Harry didn't seem to recognize him though since his face was covered with a hood. All Draco noticed was someone was chasing Harry and waving a strange muggle contraption. Harry tripped and landed right beside Draco and the person aimed he gun at Harry. Draco jumped in front of him and pulled the man close to him as a shot rang out. All Draco could feel was pain but it was nothing compared to what he had felt before. More shouts followed and the person ran. Harry sat there trying to shake the other. "Hey are you okay? Hey! Answer me." He lifted the hood and gasped. "Draco?" Narcissa ran up to the two and looked down at Harry.
"What happened?" Harry frowned and lifted the hood and Narcissa covered her mouth and pushed Harry away. "Quick someone. You" She looked at Harry. "Your coming with me and we're appararating to my home. Quickly, I'm not going to lose my only baby for you." Harry bit his lip and nodded. He owed this much. Draco had saved his life even if Harry didn't want to be saved. He pulled his jacket closer over his wounds so that no one would see just how he got over Draco and Holly.
I know it's really short and I'm sorry I'll update soon but this is another step before they heal.