I woke up to my phone buzzing. It must've been going off for a while because I had quite a few missed calls. Baron had left, I was super frustrated and upset with what happened last night. I laid there in bed, staring up at the ceiling gathering my thoughts. I wouldn't ever dodge Dean but his actions have to be dealt with.
I grabbed my phone and dialed his number.
"Manda, thank goodness. I'm really sorry about last night. I don't know where my head was at. I barely remember much actually but I remember enough to know I was wrong and I apologize to you for what I did last night. I truly am. Roman also, he feels terrible. Please forgive me baby, I promise to make it up to you."
"It was scary Dean. You and Roman both. You two acted like monsters and on top of that, you hurt Baron. Forget about me right now and think about the physical pain you and Roman gave to Baron. That hurt me the most Dean."
"Trust me I know. I apologize for it all. When I'm drunk, I unleash. I honestly wish you weren't there to see that side of me. Please Manda, please forgive me and Roman. We are both sincerely sorry."
"I forgive you both Dean. I love you too much but please, realize deeply that your actions were too far. I don't ever want to see that again."
"I promise you baby, I won't ever do that in front of you again. I love you too much to see you upset."
"Alright, well I'm still adjusting so I'll see you later I guess"
"Actually, do you think I can stop by?"
"You can but what for?"
"Ummm …"
"Dean …"
"I'll see you in a few baby, just wait patiently for me. I love you!"
"Love you too!"
I sighed as I tossed my phone next to me. I really wanted to be tougher with Dean but I just can't. He has and is always there for me. Despite what he did, I love him. I just hope Baron is easily as forgiving as I am.
I ordered breakfast since I was starving. I ate like a pig yesterday but I'm always hungry. As soon as my food arrived, I decided to call Baron to see how he was doing. I dialed him and put him on speaker.
He picked up …
"Hello you, good morning" he said
"Hey babe, how are you feeling today?"
"I'm a bit sore but like I said, I've had worse. How are you?"
"I'm good. I bit tired still but I'm eating breakfast so that should keep me energized"
"Haha perfect. Just don't get fat on me okay!"
"Yeah, no. I love my body and worked hard for it"
"I love it more than you believe me I know. Have you spoken to Mr. drunk ass Dean today yet?"
"Yeah, he kept buzzing me this morning. He apologized for everything."
"You forgave him?"
"Yeah, I did. I can't be mad at him Baron. I just can't."
"I understand. No one is perfect. I'm cool and all but I still think you should've laid down the line more to him"
"Like do what?"
"No sex for two weeks"
"Hahaha, yeah that's funny. Tell him that and he'll flip!"
"Just sayin' babe. Anyways, I'm going to go hit the gym. I'll talk to you soon. I love you!"
"Love you too. Go kill it!"
I finished my breakfast shortly after getting off the phone with Baron. I heard a knock at my door. I opened it. Dean.
"Hey beautiful"
"That was fast" I told him hugging him tightly
"I'm Dean Ambrose. I'm first class baby" he smiled
I shook my head "You so full of it you know"
He smirked "And you love it"
I sat at the edge of the bed and folded my hands. He took off his jacket and ran his hands through his messy hair.
"Getting comfortable" I asked him
"Yeah sure, I didn't come just to say Hi"
He sat next to me
"So what's up then"
He gently took my hands and held them in his looking directly into my eyes.
"Listen baby, I love you and I am completely sorry for how I acted last night. I wanted to come here to show you rather than tell you how sorry I am"
I bit my lip and sighed "Well, uh, that's interesting"
"I don't think you understand how sorry I am Manda. I want to show you. Please. Or else I won't be able to know for sure."
All I could think about at this time was what Baron said but I could NEVER resist Dean. I can't resist Baron either if roles were reversed so he has to understand how hard this is for me.
His hands were soft, as he caressed the side of my cheek. I looked into his eyes and softly kissed him. Kissing Dean always gave me an over the edge kind of drive. As goosebumps appeared on every aspect of my body, the intensity of the kiss magnified.
His tongue entered my mouth, his hands running through my red hair. I wrapped my hands around his neck, deepening the kiss. Every emotion that I feel that hurts me all floats away when I'm making out with Dean. It could be because he is a compelling man or just that he is a lovable guy that can't be hated.
I bit his lower lip, feeling his hands glide down to my hips and tugging at my shirt. It didn't take long for him to get me out of my clothes. I don't even know why I get dressed to begin with.
What I noticed often is when I'm with both Dean and Baron, they get deeply mesmerized when I'm lying on the bed with just my matching lingerie on. They'll stare at me with such lust. I never thought me in lingerie stood out much but to them, it was definitely one of the top things that set them off.
He kissed my entire body, showing me his love and his sincere apology. I felt it within the kiss. Everything else is just extra perks. I moaned in my throat. The way Dean kisses me sends so many chills throughout my body. I can't help but make sounds. His lips were soft; his movements were on point. He always knew how to work a woman's body.
I loved feeling so close to Dean as well. Anytime it felt we weren't close enough during sexual intercourse then I'd make us close. I want all of him because that's what I love. It's who I love. I wrapped my legs around his waist, his strong body holding the both of us steady.
As he looked into my eyes all while taking his time. Worshiping my entire body. I felt every ounce of love he has for me. I needed him inside of me. I couldn't take it much longer.
"Dean, baby please …I need you" I moaned out slowly
He smiled "I will. Don't you worry"
It didn't take long either. He unzipped his pants, took them off and pulled out his hard dick, exposing it at my dripping wet entrance. He teased me a few times, rubbing it up and down my slit …making me more frustrated yet aroused more.
"Dean, come on, please" I pleaded
"Anything for you baby"
He entered, capturing my heart, soul and body. I felt every inch of him as soon as he entered. His movements were steady and intimate. This wasn't about fucking my brains out. This was about making love and showing me exactly how much he loves me and how sorry he is.
It was such an amazing experience. The intimacy and closeness that we have with one another. I couldn't take my eyes off him. Looking at him turned me on even more. As he went deeper, hitting my G-Spot, I arched my back. I wanted him to go as deep as possible so I could feel every inch of him inside me once I hit my peak.
"I love you so much" he said passionately plunging into me and hitting my spot over and over
I bit his shoulder and whispered into his ear "I love you too Dean. So much!"
He grunted as he kept going deeper, picking up some speed. He was reaching his peak and so was I.
"I'm almost there" he grunted
"Me too babe. Let it go" I breathlessly told him
I tightened myself around his dick. He gripped the bed sheets, roaring out as his orgasm rushed through him. He pulled out and released on my stomach.
He circled his finger around my clit, watching as the cum dripped from my soaking folds. He smiled and kissed my lips.
"Did I tell you I love you?"
I smiled back "Yes, you do all the time. And I can't thank you enough for that Dean"
He pushed the hair out of my eyes and looked at me "You a great guy. I'm glad I'm the one"
I kissed him and hugged him tightly. "I'm glad too"
We laid there for a few more minutes, catching our breath and enjoying each other's company. A few minutes later my phone buzzed. I grabbed it and saw it was Baron.
"Who is that?" Dean asked looking over at me
"It's Baron. He's done at the gym. Just checking up on me"
Dean smirked "Tell him what we did. He'll be jealous I bet you"
I playfully smacked Dean on his shoulder "Okay, let's not start ANOTHER fight now"
He laughed "Was playing around babe. He'll get his soon I'm sure."
"Yeah, I'm sure too"
Dean got up and got dressed "Ima head out. I'll see you okay baby."
"Where are you going?"
"Just going to run some errands and then chill with Roman later"
"Alright, be careful" I told him
"I will" he gave me one last kiss before leaving
I texted Baron back and told him I was resting in my room. I knew he would want to stop by so I told him whenever he wants he can. The way I see it, my day is only getting started. Tonight is gonna be a good night.
