He asked quietly... "Is
that what would make you happy to have a
normal life and to not
have to fight anymore?" he asks as he then is
quiet for a
moment. "Because if it makes you happy" he began then he
bit
his lip. "Then we can ask for the visions to be given to
someone
else, and you really want to forget all of it have a new
complete
life, new memories?" he wanted to know..
a
part of him was so horribly upset but he wouldn't show it.. "If
i
can do that for you i will" he said as he then just
continued to hold
her hand. "If you need that and it will
make you happy then i'm
gonna try, I'd do anything for you"
he said and then thought. Even let
you go thought it's going to
kill me::
he tried to smile but failed miserably.. "So
guess were back to
friends?" he asked as his didnt move his
hand but he just released
their linked fingers and just patted
hers softly. "I'm losing my best
friend but if it makes you
happy i'm ok with it, if it." he had to
bite his lip. "It
doesn't make me happy but if you need to do it"
She looked up at him. "Angel, no please...it was just...I mean you're human again and thought you would want to start you're new life over. Soon you will be working, girls will be all over you and you will forget about me, just like everyone else I loved did." She was silently crying. "I afraid Angel, I thought if you were a vampire it would be better because I would be able to see you all the time. But now going out in public, girls will look at you and soon I will be leftovers." She looked around and saw people staring. "I won't run away but can we please go home?"
Angel looked at her a
moment then he reached in his coat pocket and
placed the small box
on the table and he for a moment was quiet..
"I love you
Cordy, and it doesn't matter what i am if i dont have you"
he
told her honestly. He looked at her. "I.. I hoped that we
could
maybe be together if we went and stopped the fighting maybe
go to
Ireland and maybe you'd wear this for awhile." he then
was quiet as he
opened the box and he just looked at her. "I
was going to wait a bit
to ask you to wear my ring, it's a
promise for forever the three stones
are for past present and
future, and you have my heart for all three"
he then just for
a moment went silent.
Cordy saw the ring and covered her mouth. It was the ring she wanted. "Oh god." Cordy started crying quietly. She looked up at Angel. "I want to be with you too. I love you, I love you so much." She put the ring on and tears went down her eyes. "Are you asking me to...?"
