Now with the drama of Rosalie and Bella out of the way. I love my Bella because she's not going to sit there and take crap from no one. Mrs. Meyer's Bella was great, I love her, but I had to make my Bella stronger and tougher. Imitation is the best form of flattery, but copying sucks. Yes my Bella has a lot of Mrs. Meyer's Bella but how much fun can it be if she was exactly the same. I want my Bella to enjoy and be excited about marrying the hottest guy in Forks. I want her to embrace her strength, that she didn't finding until Breaking Dawn. I hope you all enjoy my Bella, I'm having the best time writing her.

I do not own The Twilight series or it's characters, they belong to Stephanie Meyer.

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A week has passed since my confrontation with Rosalie, she and I aren't best friends like Alice and me, but she's not rude to me as much anymore.

Alice and Esme were working on the wedding plans, with some help from my mom, Renee. My mom had called me to ask what I needed help on and I told her Alice was handling the wedding arraignments. She immediately called Alice and together they have almost everything planned out.

I was getting dinner ready for Charlie when the phone rang, I picked it up and shoved it between my head and my shoulder.

"Hello." I said trying mot to drop the phone.

"Hi. Bella?" Jacob's voice came though the phone.

"Yes it's me Jacob. What can I do for you? Does Billy need to talk to Charlie?" I asked trying not to sound angry at him. It was hard considering what happened the last time he was in my house.

"Umm….no…." he stammered.

"Then what do you need Jacob?" I asked .

"I wanted to….."

"Jacob, can I call you right back?" I asked.

"Um…yea, I guess…whatever." he replied and hung up, before I could tell him why I needed to call him back.

I finished dinner and called Jacob back.

"Hello." Jacob answered after the first ring.

"Jake, I'm sorry I cut you off earlier but I was cooking, and…."

"Sure, sure" he said cutting me off.

"Did you need to talk to me?" I asked biting my tongue in irritation.

"Yes, I did but if you're busy…." this time I interrupted.

"No you can come over right now, and have dinner and we can talk."

"What about your fiancé? Won't he be mad at you for having me over there?"

I took a deep breathe and calmed myself before answering, "Edward, is out with his brothers tonight, as long as you behave yourself, everything should be cool."

"Alright then I'll see you in a few." he hung up without even saying bye. How very rude, I thought looking at the phone in my hand.

I was about to go to my room when the phone rang again, this time it was Alice.

"Bella, what are you doing?" she asked suspiciously.

"Nothing. I was going to my room, why?" I asked, but I knew it had to about Jacob. "What did you see Alice?"

"I'm coming over." Alice said sweetly.

"Alice? Tell me." I said to her as sternly as I could.

"I'll tell you as soon as I get there." and she hung up.

It was getting on my last damn nerve that everyone hung up on me. You would think they didn't know how to say bye.

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An hour later, the doorbell rang and I went to open it stumbling. I righted myself and pulled the door open, Jacob was standing in the door scanning the street.

"He's not out there. They went…out." I told him.

"Yeah….if that's what you want to call it." he answered sarcastically.

Before I closed the door Alice was stepping in, she hugged me and gave me a quick kiss.

"Charlie is pulling up, you might want to wait on him too." she smiled.

I saw Jacob tense up as Alice walked in, he stood off to one side and motioned for me to follow him outside. Alice walked to him, he was so much taller than her a shiver snaked down my back as she leaned in to speak to him in a hushed tone.

"Be very careful about what you do Jacob. My brother may not be here but I am."

"Alice can you sit with Charlie so I can talk to Jake?" I asked. She came to me and whispered in my ear to just call out if I needed her, I nodded my head and went out to the porch with Jake.

"Jake?"

"I'm sorry for acting the way I did the last time I was here, Bella. It just makes me so mad that knowing everything you know about him you choose to be with him." He sat on the steps of my porch with his head in his hands. "But that's not why I came. I need a friend right now Bells. I did something, and I don't know what to do now."

I sat next to him and took his hands in mine, "Alright then tell me and maybe I can help."

He looked up at me, "I kissed a girl." he said softly.

Taken by surprise, "Um….okay….and she didn't return the kiss?" I asked.

He shook his head, covering his face again. I tried looking at his face but he turned away.

"Jake, come on talk to me." I told him.

"Bella, aren't you mad at me?"

"Should I be?"

He laughed, got up and started down the stairs. I got up and went after him.

"Jake, why are you leaving? I thought you wanted to talk?" I asked him confused.

"In my head, I thought you would be mad at me for kissing this girl and you don't even care!" he yelled at me. "I don't even matter to you, do I?"

"Wait, you thought that by telling me I was going to be mad or jealous?" I replied with my own question.

He turn to walk away again, but this time I caught his arm and felt him trembling. I pulled him back to look at me, he growled at me and started shaking in earnest. I "Answer me! Did you?"

Though his teeth he hissed at me, "Go inside Bella."

"No." I looked at him and saw he was sweating and shaking his head as if to clear his head.

"Bella." I heard Alice behind me. She pulled me away from Jacob, just in time to see him explode and turn into a big reddish -brown wolf.