Chapter 12!

So… School and stuff

Writers block…

Yeah…

SORRY!

Amy: Can we just get on with the plot?

TDW: …Okay

Dean: TDW doesn't own anything.

I stood next to Bella in the hotel room. I slumped onto the nearest bed and sighed.

"Ya know, he not human." Bella pointed out.

"Neither am I!" I countered.

"You're half. Plus, you grew up thinking you were. What about him? He probably grew up in a totally different way!" She reasoned.

"Still! I bet there are some Angels out there that know the difference between a kiss and passing on information." I grumbled.

"I still think you were a little hard on him." Bella sighed as she sat next to me.

"I'll say sorry once I calm down."

After a while it was past midnight and Bella was asleep next to me as I stayed awake. The boys came back then and tried to open the door quietly. Dean and Sam were laughing quietly as they made their way to the bed that they then collapsed onto.

Castiel came in after them. He walked over to me and said "I must have a word with you. Please follow me." I nodded and got up to follow him. I didn't need sleep anyway…

We walked along the sidewalk in silence. Watching humanity go by.

"So… Um… I'm sorry." I said, breaking the silence.

"As am I. Dean has informed me of the fact that I had done something wrong. I didn't know." He said sheepishly.

"It's fine. I just take my anger out on the wrong people sometimes. What Dean said really struck a chord." I admitted.

"I did not mean to upset you." He said. A puppy dog look on his face.

"You didn't! Really." I chuckled.

"In Heaven, before I fell, I was a soldier. I did not have emotions. I was only there to fight. Some of my brothers knew about feelings. I was never that…lucky."

It almost broke my heart hearing him say that. Living only as a soldier. Having only one purpose in live. Not aloud to have any kind of emotions at all. I felt so bad for him.

"I'm so sorry. But, what do you mean you 'fell'?" I asked.

"I rebelled against Heaven. My Grace-or Angel Mojo-is far weaker than what it should be. I am cutoff from Heaven. Some of my brothers wish to kill me because of my crimes…" Castiel lowered his head.

I felt tears in my eyes. I took his hand and lifted his face so that I could look into his eyes.

"You didn't do anything wrong. Don't think for a second that you did! Falling from Grace… Making the choice to do that must have been the hardest thing in the world. Do you know how brave you are for doing that?"

He let a small smile creep onto his face.

"It's strange… Dean has showed me many new emotions… But, with you I feel even more that are new." He said.

I smiled back at him and said "That means you have a crush on me!"

"Why would I crush you?" The famous 'Angel Head Tilt' came back.

"That's not hat it means. When two humans have very strong feelings that are close to love they call it a crush." I explained.

"Amy, I think I might have a crush on you!" His eyes widened.

I could laugh at his face. In fact, I did!

After a few minutes of walking I thought about something. I turned to Castiel and asked "Cas, how old are you?"

"I remember Cain and Abel, David and Goliath, Sodom and Gomorrah…" He trailed off.

"Okaaaaay… So really old."

"Amy… Do you like being an Angel? Would you rather be human?" His question caught me off guard.

"Yeah I like it as a half Angel! Why wouldn't I? I mean… I got to meet you." I blushed a bit.

"If we win… I don't know what Heaven will do to you…"

"Win what?" I tilted me head to the side.

"Sam and Dean haven't told you yet?" He seemed kind of…panicked.

"Just tell me." I was worried now.

"A while ago Sam was tricked by a Demon… He opened a cage. That cage contained Lucifer. We're fighting against the Apocalypse."

My eyes widened.

"S-Seriously? So it's us five against Heaven and Hell?"

"You could say that." He nodded.

"For some reason I'm happy I'm on this team." I smiled.

"Dean likes to call it 'Team Free Will'."

"I'll call it that too then." I smiled. I could feel my eyes closing.

"You still need sleep. Half of you is Human. Let's go back to the hotel." Once he said that we were back and I got into bed.

"Team Free Will, Castiel. That's enough to make me fight. Team…Free…Will…" I drifted off.

Castiel's POV:

I looked at her sleeping form.

Team Free Will…

I felt…happiness. It was like I had emotions.

'Emotions…'

I remember the time when I had told Dean that I served Heaven not man. Not him… I saw his look. I think it's what they call 'hurt'. Anna once said I was feeling guilt.

I guess in a way I have always had feelings. I just needed these Humans to help me feel them.

'Team Free Will.' For some reason those words made me want to fight.

Want to defy Heaven.

Want to defy my brothers.

Lucifer and Michel…

My brothers… My family… But… These Humans are my family. They took me, an Angel, and accepted me and helped me through the fall.

'Team Free Will… Sam-The Child with the Demon Blood, Dean- The Righteous Man, Bobby- An Old Drunk, Bella-The Girl With No Home, Amy-The Angelic Human,…and me… Castiel-The Fallen Angel. Somehow, I like our odds.'